Hey robots, welcome to /imh/, todays topic is OCD.
Me and my 2 frens recorded yet another podcast today, you can find it here youtube.com
(90% of the podcasts are recorded with folks from Yas Forums)
If you want to discuss some stuff with us add me fridgeanon#6666
If you want to share some info about your mental issues pls post ITT.
Enjoy
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Feeling pretty sick today. I don't normally make posts like this and try to avoid complaining about my state of being because there's always others out there who have it worse than you do, just my mind is making my body feel way more physically ill recently than it used to/normally does. I'm pretty prone to using medications or drugs to "stabilize" my state of being but I haven't had any of that lately. Haven't had any kind of sleep schedule lately and I'm not really able to unfortunately without sleeping medication, just been staying awake for 20-30 hours on the regular and sleeping 3-5 hours before waking up and pressing on with whatever distractions that bring me some enjoyment but, last night I went to sleep at 10pm after being awake for a day and woke up a little after 1am and just immediately upon waking my brain got that constricting straight jacket feeling with a dull headache that's been making me nauseous for the past 5 hours. Past week or so I've been able to distract myself and smile/laugh at a bunch of stupid shit but it's not working today. I'm not really having a pity party of expecting anything like that from anyone here, just wanted to make a useless post for no real reason other than to document this actual sickening state of being
Thank you for your comment
I hope that it will change, Ive been feeling like shit lately too, Im on huge amount of meds. If you wan talk more go ahead
Even though it states I am in quarantine I got TOPPED last night by a cute trap she also sucked me off
I'm 36 a d live in the middle of nowhere I chronically masturbate even though I went fishing I had to touch my penis constantly its OCD and a sexual disorder and why I live so far out it was fun catching trout and jerking off at the creek
Friendly reminder that none of you have real illnesses.
Eat fresh meat, don't cook it too much
Eat fresh fruits and vegetables, raw or lightly cooked
Stop eating sugar
Eat more butter
Reminder you are all stupid for self victimizing. Nobody cares for your meme 'diagnosis'
I'm obsessed with the idea of Bailey Jay fucking me. I fap at 10 and 2 and 8 always to Bailey Jay. Sometimes my mental health medicine makes me unable to cum so I end up with a erect penis to long.
Will eating all of this make my hallucinations fuck off?
You forgot the most important part is having sex so fuck off with your meme advice
Consider going on Grindr and getting TOPPED a healthy sex life will do you good
I see you posting this all the time and while I am not gay I have thought about going on Grindr and possibly getting head
I don't really have much else to stay, I do wish I had some decent meds at the moment just to make things more bearable though. I have a tendency to abuse medications and often go way overboard. I always do okay for a short while on meds then always fuck it up and start using them to get high instead of just feeling satiated
That's why I suggest robots to get TOPPED it's something they can easily do but me personally I am the guy fucking their boipucci
If you blacked out on benzos I would sodomize you user
I was a security guard at a hospital and fucked TONS of drug addicts and mentally I'll women, as soon as they got out of their 72 hour hold I would fuck them right here in the hospital, the plus is I knew what ones had STDS and what ones did not because of medical charts
How big is your dick? I never masturbated outside.
fuckin ell m8
Im a security guard too but imma femoid, never had sex outside of relationship
A good diet can help you feel a bit better but it's not really a cure. Hell that's just 1 positive lifestyle change, lots of people remain just as miserable even after successfully implementing several positive changes. I mean I'm not shitting on the idea, good diet is a small step to a healthier grand scheme and it really varies from person to person just how much and in what ways it might help you
Its 8.5x6 inches and I'm still a virgin
I miss that job I also accidentally killed a man he was trying to fight a nurse so when I went to take him down we fell wrong and he hit his head hard and died
"Mental illness" = faggot.
wew
how do u feel about this? do u even give a shit?
You dont have a tattoo of Inuyasha on you do you? I know lots of security guard females..
When the bell tolls
Ah memories I'm retired user it reminds me of the year at the hospital and countless hours in the military, as far as the guy who died? I could care less he was a terrible person and came in every week he tried to smear his cum on the female nurses so shit happens also I do love that picture
Where do you work and how big is your penis?
Nice you took advantage of people
I dont have a penis. I work in an office complex.
I see. Still fucc m8
Maybe a little I never raped or forced anyone I also had sex with most of the nurses and interns as well never any of the women that were security guards 1 was fat as fuck the other was a dyke lol
Show boobs please I dont believe you do not have a cock
I wont whore my bobs I have dignity. Also nice knife, 14cm Colt, shining beauty
I doubt you carry a gun, any cool camera systems you have? Or chill places like to hang out? I always worked night shift was the most roudy time and quiet weird mix
You still look like a guy user
Nah, I cannot have a gun. I cannot have a knife either but I carry it anyways.
We have cameras all over the place. I like night shifts, they are comfey.
Ive been told though Im not a dyke. You can see how I look in the podcast I posted.
We had cameras all over the hospital mostly to use against the staff lol I would carry a knife as well better then nothing
Umm who are you in the pod?
fridgey
So you have a penis?
nyet
6666
I'd taken tons of benzos but never really blacked out on them, alcohol is another story though. I do think benzos are the best stabilizers for coping with having a gutterbrain but they're pretty insidious and tolerance is often an issue. I had klonopin again last year and was doing okay on them but got taken off them in September~ish and even though I've learned a lot more about myself since then, I mentally and physically feel a lot worse now than I did 6 months ago. I'm not really sure what to do at this point, I don't feel sufficient or fit enough to tryn finish life *sober* so I want to turn to drugs/medications but like, what then. I'm not entirely sure how it works but I think it's everyone's own personal responsibility to try and obtain whatever kind of happiness or inner peace they can while they're here on earth, whatever the cost may be, and I want to believe that taking substances to achieve peace is kind of shooting yourself in the foot in some way but at the same time I feel more capable of actually feeling decent while using substances than I do when not on them. I tell myself the substances are fake happiness / blissful ignorance but even when completely sober I'm still stupid and ignorant so what's the harm of medicating because at least then I don't feel as sick and have an easier time of making myself semi-useful and productive. There's also the constant thought of an afterlife and I can only imagine what waits there is going to be much worse than what I have here and now. I got many mistakes regrets and I try not to ruminate on them much anymore but, I've come to appreciate a lot more about life lately than I used to and I'm mostly looking for a way to make it to the finish line without being such a toxic individual but I ponder and remain clueless about a lot of things still and even communicating these thoughts seems pretty silly. I'd talk more about my thoughts on "hell" but I think my comment's nearing 2000
Nyet.. lol I lost my virginity to a russian when I was 13 miss her even though it was so long ago
Im Slavetti Slav alright
>Nobody cares for your 'meme' diagnosis
Fix'd
Not the sodomized guy, what mental shit you have? I use klonopin but do not abuse it alcohol though..
She was from Novosibirsk went to the states for school where you from?
East Poland, Im partially Belarusian
Lmao "nyet" this is what dudes say you faggot I doubt you are a transexual Russians dont like them but you do have a cock.
Ah nice man, so you are assisting around anything exciting ever happen? The hospital I worked at was 100% every night full on fights and people dumping bodies outside the emergency room.
Show us your penis please I want to fap
What do you mean by "what mental shit you have?" Technically I'm schizo-affective or whatever that means but I don't really view it as an illness or like to label myself that way and instead just view it as a definition for a state of mind. I view the *illness* more as a consequence of my actions and choices throughout life so I'm not sitting here saying "nooo god, why did you curse me with this disease!!!". Like I'm sure "schizo" has been around since the dawn of time but it was only given a branding in the past century and probably manifests in a lot more different ways than it used to just because of the way modern 1st world society is setup
I fucking hate people who do not have mental illnesses like go fuck yourself
More pics please security robro
Get fucked idiot. Just stop pretending you have a disease and be normal
I would violently rape that slav chick
I want to sniff your anus and cum inside you even if you are a girl (male)
What exactly do they think you can do? You are weak and would not be able to do anything other than being held down and cummies in.
This is pretty stupid not going to lie
Not him but can I see your penis or vagene please
What position do you like to get fucked in