/r9gay/ - #971

off yourself furfag degenerate

got a problem with us being gay, broski?

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Some favourites probably have to be anything that this youtuber called biblaridion has made, he goes in-depth into everything and I love it! If he released more material on his stuff I'd be inclined to learn one of his languages, or most likely just gloss and drool over the grammar. Another one I like is 'Sambahsa (mundialect)', mostly because it's an interesting gimmick trying to 'revive' and 'revise' IE. He's cancer still.

>930
"us"

dont give him attention

Fascinating stuff. I suppose my next thought would be what is the usage of this? How can it be applied, or it just a cool thing to do?
I suppose it could be like a nice secret language.

I just want him to see me and to acknowledge that I love him. He means the world to me but I'm his last priority. I try so hard to give him everything but he doesn't see any of it. I just want him to see me. I just want one word of kindness or appreciation. That's all I ask for, I don't even ask for his love or acceptance anymore. But he can't even do that. I can't fucking take it anymore, bros.

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Is he straight, user?

I mean, it's basically just "applied linguistics", there's no real *reason* for it; it's just art, and a good way of expressing what you've learnt about languages.

Yes and he has a gf and sometimes I feel like the only reason he wants me around is to either complain about his gf or to tell me about the amazing sex they're having together because that's how 80% of our conversations go and when we're not talking about him and his gf, I don't exist for him. It fucking hurts me, man. He knows that it hurts and he still does it. It's like he's getting off on hurting me.

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Forget him, crush your heart and move on. You are only wasting your mind trying to get something you will never have. He is using you for a crying shoulder, you are far more than that. Leave this deadend.

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How though? That's the thing, I know what I must do but I don't know how to do it. I've tried to distance myself but I wasn't strong enough. I can't get over the fact that no matter how much I pretend I'd do anything and put up with anything for him.

tfw no bf to take selfies with and hug

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I know that feel user, I know it really good and it came to the point where he pushed me away and I'm finally feeling healed after talking to new people and trying out new stuff.
Wanna talk about it on discord?

Just try and keep trying.
If you can not control yourself when talking to him, block him, make it impossible for you two to speak again. It will be painful for now, but even more painful it will be if you continue this.
You already knew what you must do, it is just very difficult.

>tfw bumped up my deadlift by 10kg today
Feels really good.

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why is spyro so cute bros?

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Good job user, very proud of you!

I don't know if I can. I'm just a weak-willed simp. He's the only thing that keeps me putting in any effort to improve myself and keeps me waking up in the morning because I tell myself that if I become worthy of him, he might love me. But he never will and I can't face that because I have nothing else in my life to work towards.
That's kind of you, user. I'm probably going to go to bed soon. But if you drop your discord I'd be very happy to add you later

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>tfw no Michigan bf who loves collecting model trains, playing EU4, and singing Katyusha with me
>tfw no bf who pretends to be my best friend around parents and relatives

Any time you waste on him is time you could be with someone else who actually likes you. You will dropped like a stone at any point, and then it wont matter. Leave by choice and you will be stronger. It is all in your mind, this weakness.

But how will I know if I'll ever love anyone else the way I love him? I'm 24 and I've only felt these feelings once before 10 years ago.

All my lifts went up after not working out for a month, I think my body was just too exhausted or something. The extra time I got from corona should be at least be used somewhat productively and nobody works out at the gym room in this house, so I hope I can go even further.

You can't have him, the question is pointless. If you felt it once, then you can feel it again, naturally. You will end up worse if you let him do the leaving, rather than you doing it.

wot r u guys drinking tonight?

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Why do you love him? It sounds like you are barely his friend and have nothing in common with him.

Thank you user. It means more than you know that a stranger on Yas Forums gives a fuck about me. I'm going to try sleep. Maybe tomorrow will be better. I doubt it but I don't know. Also he's at his gf's place right now and they're fucking while I'm miserable and sleeping alone.

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I wish I had spyro as my bf

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You deserve a bf, not someone who will just exploit you. Cry if you must, but leave you must.

hoshimi#6554

Before I go
We have a lot in common actually and have been friends for a year if not more. But somehow I just end up at the bottom of his list of priorities every time, probably because I'm a pathetic simp who treats him like a twitch whore's orbiter treats her. I suppose the main reason I have for loving him is that I desperately want something to work towards so that my life doesn't fall apart again, a reason to keep improving, and someone to care for when I can't care for myself. I don't fucking know why it had to be him and not someone who could come to care about me too.

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>tfw no meow tard
Where the fuck is my favourite tripfag

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if you smile you are a normalfag

I smile all the time when i dont think about it user.

I've never been in a relationship, and actually never really felt the need for intimacy until now. How do I deal with this or put myself out there?
any advice is appreciated.

How do I know if I'm just a coombrain prisongay or actually a fag?

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Make friends, maybe one of them is your potential bf. Not much else you can do besides whoring out, and I wouldn't recommend that.
Fap on it. If you still feel something with men after cumming, then probably gay. If you imagine a life together with a man, probably gay. If you think about a man in a romance sense, going out for dates and such, probably gay.

yeah I guess it also sucks because of the current events/quarantine. Also literally too shy to whore out

Whoring out as a gay is the worst thing you can do. You are perpetuating the idea of gays as only sluts and youre making everyone have to slut out just to get some intimacy.

Yeah, I think i just need more people to talk to

hopefully this is answered this thread

whats the best place to find a trap bf in south carolina

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>tfw no homophobic prisongay bottom bf

Are you allowed to tell your bf you'll support him if he wants to lose weight? Does this imply you're unhappy and want to change him?

if you cant accept that your partner wants you to improve yourself or change to better fit his preferences, within reason, then you have a relationship malfunction

that means yes you are allowed btw

All fags are variations on coombrain, or they're enacting a particular masculine deprivation from their upbringing.

At this point in in the development of thought on sexuality we've definitively proven there's no "gay gene" so the entire "born this way" thing kind of falls flat. I still think people can have dispositions toward homo stuff, but full homo? Nah.

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avoid confrontation and subtly move all of his food to the 2nd floor

>tfw no bf to fall asleep hugging and listening to the radio

A 'gay gene' isn't necessary for a biological origin for homosexuality to be determined (by the way, the study which media sensationalized with their titles explicitly stated that there was a genetic correlation, not to a single gene but to a polygenetic contributory set, just very low -- 9-22%). Upbringing is not what brings men to have an attraction response to sexual stimuli (primary and secondary sexual characteristics, e.g. breasts, buttocks, etc.), and the same goes for women's physical attraction to men. It does not magically arise from nothing; there are neurophysiological mechanisms involved in the emergence of sexuality, which develops through these biological structures *along with* the specific development of a person. There is evidence suggesting that most of homosexuality is due to an intersex condition of the brain developed during sexual differentiation in the neonatal stage (this is influenced, among a mass complex of other elements, in part by genetics and epigenetics, but most of it is due to the neonatal environment produced by the mother-fetus system).

The only way you will be able to be happy is through ignorance.

How should boys with self harm scars be treated?

That's a lot of gay nerd shit, but the overall essence is that there are, as I said, processes that can dispose one to homosexuality. Also this theory doesn't discount the rest of my post, just because there are theories suggesting a particular biological imperative about sexuality doesn't discount the others which correlate from real anthropological coincidences (absence of fathers, early sexual abuse, etc.), not to mention the testimony of those who figured themselves straight into adulthood but had sudden "gay epiphanies".

in short, nah.

>tfw no happily ignorant bf