Women simply find me repulsive because of my face. But can I even blame them...

>I realize there are far more important things to life
For me, all I ever wanted was to devote myself to someone and be with them forever. It's funny how the one thing I wanted most out of life was made impossible for me just as I entered this damn world.
It really isn't fair, it just ain't. I just rot away in my room since I've no motivation to do really anything, I've nothing to strive towards. I hate this damned existence and I hate how I'm not even capable of taking my own life, I've tried so many times yet I can never go threw with it to the end. I wish I had a gun or something.

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> Do you work in IT?
No I don't work. Perma Neet. I see no reason to do anything since I'm ugly. I could work very hard to get the bare minimum and a bad social life. But I don't really care anymore. I just exist.
>It really isn't fair, it just ain't. I just rot away in my room since I've no motivation to do really anything, I've nothing to strive towards. I hate this damned existence and I hate how I'm not even capable of taking my own life, I've tried so many times yet I can never go threw with it to the end. I wish I had a gun or something.
This sums it up pretty well. I think if I had a gun I wouldn't be here anymore, and a lot of ther people too. Thank you gun laws

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I'm a perma NEET too.

Just waiting until my parents die. So I can kill myself with drugs and whatever.

May I ask how you're able to perma neet? Where do you get the money and shelter?
I'd honestly be alright with just rotting in my room until I die of natural causes if it meant I could do it stress free and in my room.

Settle for a fatty or you are just as shallow as the women rejecting you.

>have a child with fatty
>now your kid is both fat and ugly

i wouldn't say this openly but that shit is just cruel. stick to anime.

>May I ask how you're able to perma neet? Where do you get the money and shelter?
I leech of my parents. They both work very hard and don't have much money. But they care about a lot. Not forced to work but I basically have ZERO money for myself to buy anything. Mostly I don't care because I never need money anyways. When they die I'm fucked.
>Settle for a fatty
I'm not attracted to fatties. Can't help it. Has nothing to do with being shallow. Whish I could.

Fat can be lost. Ugliness is forever.

i second this. i feel that ultimately it is just self acceptance which i feel is impossible. especially the unhealthy beauty standards placed on men and women. i included women because you know you wont be satisfied with anyone below a six

Just:
-self improve
-be yourself

Looks don't matter!

Your face is a reflection of your soul. It's not your face that is ugly. Turn towards the lighnt and become the person that you want to be and no matter how ugly you are right now, you will become beautiful and everyone, Women in particular will all of a sudden find you attractive. Don't dismiss this post as feel-good nonsense, it's the absolute truth.

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Didn't even finish reading your low quality shitpost.

only a woman can write something this naive and vapid and try to pass it off as the truth

I have so much hatred and bitterness which I all direct inwards. I'm not even angry about peopl. Just wanna drink and fuck myself up until I finally die..

I feel the exact same way. Doomed at birth

Not gloomy enough? Did my post violate the board etiquette?

>reflection of your soul
so jeremy meeks is actually an angel?
even though he did crime?

>just be yourself
so if i genocide sub saharan africa i will get girls? and it would probably be from statusmaxxing

>I leech of my parents.
Ah alright. My parents would never allowed me to be a neet. And that's completely understandable, I'm trash compared to my older sister and I've been nothing but a burden to them my whole life.
I honestly don't know what I'll do this year. I've never been as stressed and scared as I am now. I know I can't get a job or go study something, even if I wanted to. Fuck. I wish my parents would just allow me to rot in my room.

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Go to SEA, marry a girl and take her home with you. As long as you can provide you're good. And a lot of them have a white fetish, even if you're ugly

Aesthetics and beauty are two different things. You can have a symmetric, photogenic face without being beautiful. Beauty requires an inner component and that comes from your most inner core. Your soul radiates outwards and if you are ugly inside it will ruin your appearance, whereas inner beauty will improve and increase your appearance.

>be yourself
No, don't be yourself. Be the person that you want to be.

I can't be the person I want to be because of my face

Being alone in your room with the bad thoughts all day is also hell. But less shit than being forced to work I guess.
>. Be the person that you want to be.
Can't even tell if this is bait or not. Eat shit and die please.

I'm drunk enough that I can sleep now

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Are you a burn victim? Did a bull or lion maul your face?

if you're an ugly fuck then stop having high standards

Well, at least I can just live in my fantasy world that's in my head in peace when I'm in my room alone. At least I can listen to music, watch stuff, read stuff and occasionally even play vidya.
It's not even the work that I would hate, I'd love to be a baker or something. It's that I can't stand other humans, at all. Just talking to people on anything but Yas Forums already makes me anxious so you can imagine what It's like for me to interact with real people. I'm a mental mess. Both my body and mind are shit.

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No I'm just ignored on dating apps, which tells me enough

Dating apps are even shit for average looking guys. But me as a ugly gets zero likes or matches. Avoid them, they just make you wanna kill yourself even more. But people irl also told me I'm ugly all my life.

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im average looking, it's pretty shit. i install tinder sometimes just to see what i get. the first time i installed it i got 20 likes in 2 weeks. the second time i installed it i got 8 likes in a little over a week and a half. so either i got uglier in a very short amount of time, or women are insane.

>I can't be the person I want to be
That's not true. You are not your face. Your face is a just a tiny externality of your true self. As soon as you desire to change you will begin to change. As i said before your face reflects your inner qualities, so being depressed and having a defeatist attitude has a negative effect on your outer appearance. It's not your face that you want to change.

Don't complain if you're average looking. Dating apps are only for Chad to get fast pussy. Thats it. Which I was normal looking and not a genetic freak. fuck

Only a person who knows nothing about being ugly would say something like this.

i'm just explaining it as an average guy, i'm lucky i'm not uglier. i feel really bad for guys that cant even get likes on it

What if I want to be someone attractive?
What if I want to be someone with a girlfriend?
That shit is impossible then

And why do you keep repeating this bullshit? Your face won't change the way you feel. I had hope when I was younger, but I was still ignored. It only dawned on me later that women were not interested in me at all because of my looks

Uglyness is not and has never been a permanent fixed state. Being ugly (which is highly subjective) is a temporary state of existance.

>I realize there are far more important things to life
Like what? We exist to mate.

Defeatism is the worst possible attitude you can have and attitude is everything.

Nobody knows why we exist or what this shit reality is.

See my comment after:
>And why do you keep repeating this bullshit? Your face won't change the way you feel. I had hope when I was younger, but I was still ignored. It only dawned on me later that women were not interested in me at all because of my looks

Women don't care about looks. You are lying to yourself. There must be hundreds of millions of men without a great face who have a beautiful wife or girlfriend. Women love the whole man and unlike men they are actually incapable of loving only one part, that's what many men don't understand.

>Women don't care about looks.
>r9k 2020
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I TOOK THE BAIT LMAO

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Women are not interested in you, because you are a loser. Because you give up. And being a loser is not a permanent state either. It's a matter of attitude.

Ok but all of our motivation is rooted in mating

WHY TF DO YOU THINK WE ARE LOSES IN THE FIRST PLACE. because we are gentic trash. being made fun of and rejected all your life fucks your brain. fuck off

This again... it's all about personality and confidence right...
Then explain to me why women swipe right on only 14% of the men on apps like tinder. If it were truly about that then they would give ugly and average guys a chance to talk with them by matching with them. But you see, they don't give a shit about personality when you don't have the looks. There are assholes in relationships too, who cheat on women. They didn't get chosen because of their personality. They just happened to be attractive. It comes natural to them. They don't try or improve themselves constantly. And they gain confidence by the fact that girls are interested in them. They didn't miraculously just learn it themselves

They were never interested in me. Even when I still had hope and when I was still happy. Believe me I tried. Their complete lack of interest made me into who I am now. But just keep insulting me. Believe in this just world fallacy that as long as you try and do your best, it'll work out right? You have no idea how wrong you are

>being made fun of and rejected all your life fucks your brain
There's a lot of truth in what you said. It is in your head. It is a meme that you have to shake off.
Stop repeating that you are a loser, because you are not.

>without being beautiful
whatever bro

you can go fuck yourself with your postivity shit

>Stop repeating that you are a loser, because you are not.
>Women are not interested in you, because you are a loser.
Are you retarded?

>it's all about personality and confidence right...
It goes deeper than that, but essentially, yes.

You have to consider tinder the medium. It is a visual medium, so naturally women go only by looks. As soon as you change the setting women will consider your other qualities.

damn you google and your shitty captcha system

>you can go fuck yourself with your postivity shit
There's no alternative, user. There really isn't. I was depressed for years, before i realized that as cliche as it sounds: A positive attitude is one of the most powerful things in the world.

Being a loser is just a phase. Most people including some of the most successful people on the planet went through a loser phase.

I actually got a few dates out of tinder and this app called coffee meets bagel. They went well and I had good conversations with them. In the end they all told me I was nice and a good person, but they preferred to be friends instead of a relationship. I'm certain it's because of my looks. I'm not socially retarded and I know how to talk to women.

Besides,
>As soon as you change the setting women will consider your other qualities.
Just about every woman is on a dating app. Even if you meet them at a bar or something, they'll still compare you with all the men they're matched with on the app. They know they can get someone more attractive, so why settle for me?

Like I said. Women weren't interested me when I was younger either. And I still had a normal attitude back then. I became bitter because I was being ignored and I saw it for what it is. Now stop believing that looks are not the most important thing by far for women in considering your partner. It's very easy to notice. And stop acting like real life is so much different compared to tinder. If they don't give you a chance to talk to them on tinder, they won't consider you in real life either