Dear Yas Forums
I keeping having to write you this letter, sorry...
Did you forget that cute letter threads are important and nice?
It's where you can write a letter to someone that may never read it. It's nice to use initials, too.
Anyway, please have this thread and use it okay?
Love,
OP
Letter Thread
Dear J
I hate you so fucking much you can't imagine.
The only reason I haven't left you was because I know for a fact I would see you on the news the next day.
So I have to grit my teeth and pretend to be your friend so you'd stop.
Do you have any idea how many fucking times I stopped you from doing something dangerous??
Like when S got a boyfriend and you wanted to fucking poison him!
Also for the love of god stop sending me gore videos just stop I hate them so fucking much.
The only reason I stopped you from killing yourself that one time was because you were going to live stream it to the school.
I hope you do it soon because I can't see someone like you ever getting better.
I don't know why but a very small part of me has sympathy for you as a human being.
It's why I never told you this in person.
You know what sympathy is right?
Because I'm 100% sure that you don't.
How many animals have you killed so far?
The only reason you stopped was because I made up some shit about how much S loves animals
And that fucking notebook you kept!
I'm pretty sure If I wrote the tame shit you wrote on it here I would get banned!
Again the only way I could get you to burn it is by freaking you out that S would see it and read all the horrible shit about her eventually
I wonder how long I can do this?
I'm planning on moving soon and I still haven't told you.
I'll probably just go without even saying good bye but on the way I'll S everything so she can know what to watch out for
From your ""best friend"" K
>How many animals have you killed so far?
Dear J,
GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER STUPID!
-H
"Naive and frustrated" the literal post.
T
Are you here tonight
I want to tell you how I am feeling all the time and I know I can be overbearing so I have avoided speaking to you at length
Hi N, I know we cannot communicate at the moment but I want you to know that I only loive for you and that means I will and have been making changes in my life to become the man you deserve.
I know you love me but I still get so afraid that I will be abandoned and I try not to let it show and know I am irrational due to mental issues but am so glad you do not mind reassuring me.
I fear people will try ruin what we have, but only you know the real me and seen how much I do care for you.
Hey babe everything will be harder than it is for normal relationships for us at first but we have each other and it is us against the world or seems to be at times.
I was certain I would kill myself before I felt connected to you, you helped me so much and I know you feel similar but bub we have to give everything one last try.
I get very scared of the future I only have a future with you and will never try to find someone else in fact I never try to find anyone to be romantic with and yo know that.
I am sorry for my past, sorry that I was so horrible before I could care for you.
Nothing makes me hate myself more.
I want to see you getting better and I know I can help you, I am understanding of your issues to the best of my ability and very patient so please be as open as you can.
Cannot cry for myself but thinking of your struggles makes me sad.
~G
Dear H / S
I am a huge faggot for posting in these threads but I miss you, I like to pretend I am talking directly to you because I feel less lonely.
-D
C,
I love you
The need to tell you only grows stronger
T
Tell them! This thread needs more happy stories.
T
You do not make it easy speaking to you. Why should I have to be the only one making an effort? I will not accept I dont know as an answer anymore. It is not very hard to please me
A
HOLY SHIT C U ACTUALLY GAVE ME ATTENTION YES
Y
(continued)
I think of you constantly I wish I could help you feel better whilst unable to communicate to you.
I kept every promise I made! I love you so much
Dear Anyone,
What is Cioppino and why does it sparkle?
Oh. It's fish soup. I'd eat that. This is not a secret message.
Anyone ever get that feeling that you've already passed away but are still in motion? Like an afterimage.
R
P.S
Damnit, my sim is getting fat but it's all gone to his ass.
Would you prefer I lie and fabricate my answers
R
I'm avoiding you because if I talk to you I'll have to explain myself. Truth is I loved you and I wanted to spend my life with you. Saying otherwise would be a lie and you know I don't like lying, so I'd rather just not talk to you. Our relationship, or whatever we had, has deteriorated so much it's useless to even think about it at this point.
E
Abandonment hurts more than truth, you should tell them at some point.
Also, forgot one thing, the reason I'm here right now. It's 4:24 am, I woke up from a lucid dream. First thing I tried to do as soon as I gained lucidity? I tried to spawn you, at this I failed. I tried so hard it woke me up and here I am.
>Abandonment hurts more than truth
Isn't that the truth.
Stop putting dumb lyrics on your bio and pretending as if you don't care and just talk to me if you have something to say
YOU CANT CHANGE ME
Music is all I have ):
Dear S
I hope that you are doing well now that you got yourself a new job.
Yours Truly A
Yes all I wanted was for you to finally say those three words to me. Your actions already have...
What the FUCK user run away from that weirdo.
Go to police if you need to, stay safe.
You can try harder or you can avoid talking to me all together.
A
Trust me you NEED to make the effort. I don't get to see my T anymore and the realization is weighing on me so hard. You're going to be in pain if you don't make the effort. Be there for your T and take every opportunity and make the effort for two if you have to.
T,
I wish I could be with you so bad right now. I wish I could just come over but I'm too nervous to text or call again. I miss you. Even if we just messaged I'd be so much happier.
-AC
This. I think if people made more contact/confessions things would be better. It's like that old Shakespeare quote: It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. It is better to know where you stand to be sure than living never having known.
>It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all
If you're to do without them, did you really love them at all?
I appreciate the sentiment but she always says I dont know. She has to decide right now SHE IS THE ADJUDICATOR
Dear C,
I can't wait to receive your letter. I also can't wait to meet up with you and fuck your fat, black ass so goddamn hard I pull multiple muscles. You are my soft, adorable BBW gf. Keep those asscheeks warm for my face.
NO! You must decide for you and let her know. If she's unsure it's because you're not doing something. Trust me. If you care enough to concern yourself then you should care enough to unfuck yourself.
I don't know what this post means. And yes, I care so much for my T. It's why it's so hard to talk sometimes. I'm overcome with emotion and I can't think.
You should tell them. I guess saying that is not ORIGINELLI ENOUGH FOR arnine
Because if your instincts say it's right then it's probably right. Unless they're crazed or something. But if you like them enough it probably means they'll reciprocate or hear you out well.
Dear R,
Yes. I used to get the feeling a few years ago. Like I was in a dream where everything was just happening and I was being taken around. That's what it was for me anyways. Eat the fish soup.
-A
Dear coronavirus god,
Can you fuck right off, please yea? I can't even leave the bloody house now, can't go for long walks or go running.
The worst of all is that I have to spend all my time with my pitiful exuse of a family trapped in my house, with no escape. It's the worst fate I could be bestowed with, and I haven't actually been depressed for a long time but this is the worst.
So,
Pack your bags,
Take your bat soup you could shove up your arse
AND FUCK OFF BACK TO WUHAN YOU SACK OF WORTHLESS SHIT!!!!
Nah, no fish soup or anything for me. I saw it somewhere.
What keeps you going?
It's crazy watching more normal people lose their shit in days from being housebound. That puts some shit into perspective around here.
dude i was housebound for 6 years kek.
you are not depressed you are sad because it is a normal healthy reaction to your circumstances.
KYS normalfaggot
>What keeps you going?
At first I knew I needed a change. Then it was those little victories- a little muscle here, a little weight loss there, a piece of paper of recognition... Little things. Now the thing propelling me is her.
Nice furry art. I approve. My her let me down a long time ago.
It doesn't matter to me if you were housebound ,or for how long. I just want to get out of the house and walk, be alone with my thoughts and not bothered by my 'family'.
Not a lot to ask for, but corona decided to fuck it up. You kys you teapot
What happened? Can I know?
Nah, I'd just be repeating myself. I like the art, though, hope you appear more often.
What made you stop being housebound? are you unironically gunjy?
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I WANNNA GO TO THE THRIFT STORE. PLEASE TAKE ME. I HAVE SMALL BRAIN BUT BIG HEART. IM SLEEPY. AHHHHHHHHHHH.
What do you wanna buy at the thrift store, user?
That's my kind of place but I only like to look at things because I'm not really keen on clutter of any kind.
I don't know. ;_; I just wanna. I'm bored and sleepy and cranky. I know it's a stupid want, but I wanna ;_;
Thank you! I appreciate that. I've got to warn you though it's a mixed bag.
Nice, I'll save that one. Here's one.
I have a tagging solution for these but I never got around to using it.
It's unfair to ask, but would you like to tell me about your 'Her'?
I visit them quite often just on a whim, they have a different name here, though. I think the last item I bought was a teapot. That was a while ago. I found a decent spatula, too, and sometimes books that look interesting - rarely they have manga. I like buying books that have peoples annotations or notee, got a copy of something philosophic with some pretty schizophrenic notes in it, really interesting.
>What made you stop being housebound? are you unironically gunjy?
yes I am gunjy.
I am not housebound because warded and homeless
Yeah, I know the story, it's hard not to. Welcome to the letter thread. It's good you got away from your mother. Not too sure about the method, though.
>It's unfair to ask, but would you like to tell me about your 'Her'?
Ha well you're right but I don't mind. I'm just not sure where to start. She's attractive but I wasn't sure when we first met because I am a bit older than her and she got together with someone else in that stage. But now I'm convinced she's matured (and no she's not under aged, I have to mention that because of the perverts here). She's the funniest girl I've ever met. Pretty smart too. She likes good things, like innocent and noble things. I like that she expresses admiration for those things. I just love being around her. I'm secretly addicted to it but now that school has closed on site we can't really be together. I'd love to talk more about her but I don't know where else to go with this lol
she said I was trying stab her but am certain she is gaslighting me.
I don't mind. It's cathartic to hear your cute adoration of someone. Are you actually together? Can you begin visiting each other?
Was she severely abusive? You can usually tell the damage people around you inflict based on your own state.
>Are you actually together
N-no...
>Can you begin visiting each other?
No. She wouldn't want me asking her not in person either. I thought I'd be seeing her again more but our labs got cancelled. I'm hoping she reaches out to me. I wouldn't refuse her.
>N-no...
Ah fug. Cute lab romance, though. I'd like to fall for someone special in a computer lab, research lab, community garden, or something like that. I used to think about that and insert someone I used to know.
Quick, tell me your strategy to capture her heart forever.
>Quick, tell me your strategy to capture her heart forever.
It's over. I can't. She won't want me to ask her at distance and there's no opportunity for us to see each other again. I was hoping she would show a sign in conversation and then I would ask. I'm hoping she'll remember I'm looking for a place to stay and help me out. I'd pay of course but the chances are up to her. I may ask her though because my situation for housing is actually pretty desperate and she has a spot I think.
>I used to think about that and insert someone I used to know
What would they be like?
>I'd like to fall for someone special in a computer lab, research lab, community garden, or something like that.
And you should do something like that! Get out there.
Will you ask her? It seems fair if you plan to contribute.
>What would they be like.
Awful and great, depends what timeline we're on.
>Was she severely abusive? You can usually tell the damage people around you inflict based on your own state.
she was stealing my money to gamble with even while I was in the ward and was actually gaslighting me on things plus discouraging me from recovering as lonely.
she had to sell the house from gambling and wanted to move to my dad and I cannot stay with him anyway so had no value.
so she wanted to get rid of me.
also hospital trips from self harm got too annoying for her.
she hated I was pissing on floor and even gave me a piss bucket
Dear P,
You are a huge faggot, but at least you have thicc thighs
-S
No. I was seriously injured in the past by someone that let me down and did exactly that at a garden/group and couldn't trust them or believe them. Enough time has passed that I still have the damage but can't remember specifically what caused it, it's by reflex.
>Will you ask her?
I don't know yet. I still have to wait a few days because I work at an airport and I want to make sure I still have a job there since all of this corona stuff is happening.
>contribute
Yes, I used to live with her. Sort of. She didn't really stay there when I was there. I think it was because of me? I don't know that was a weird time. I feel like there's more she wanted to say but never said about what happened then. But the quick answer is of course. I think it's like 600$ for a share but that's moderately better than everywhere else.
>depends what timeline
haha throw me your best one. Top ideal.
You can't treat one person like another though. That's my problem. I do things and don't do things based on what someone else liked and dislike and it never works for the next person I meet. Usually I don't give a shit but this time I have strong feelings and it stings whenever I get something wrong or not right. I spent the first two months of this year in confusion trying to figure out what to do and what not to do
>someone I used to know
who are you talking about, user?
And I would clean up everything. And cook for her.
>You can't treat one person like another though.
Ah, I specifically didn't. I'm aware of that. But I couldn't trust them, I couldn't feel their words anymore because I'd heard it all before. In a lot of ways they were everything I should've wanted: smart, cute, fit, small, would cook for me and make me gits, I used to princess carry them around and cook for them, take them to their appointments, etc. My distance made me push her away, not only that, but I was guilty because my old ex had come out of the woodwork to confess to me suddenly, saying it was unfair, and said I was leaving her screwed. I was toyed with, I'm pretty sure.
I couldn't feel it, too, can't really feel much of anything anymore. It was my fault, though, I felt like I'd pulled someone into a horrible situation.
Sorry for the tl;dr.
I think you're describing an emotional pressure, which means you care. I think we lose our cool in front of people we love, don't we? It's a common theme for me, despite everyone else seeing me as a stone.