i have never been in a relationship with anyone and i have lived as a hikki neet since i was a preteen. but, i often fantasize about having a boyfriend who i can dedicate my life to. one that i can be with on an intimate and deep emotional level, like a soulmate, as if our love was one.
i fantasize a lot about a theoretical 'him' cutting my body with blades. maybe me getting to cuthim, but i dont think everybody would be comfortable with it. but just little cuts, like people do to themselves. i cut myself when i feel excited. its not even really about the pain the boy would inflict on me, but the intimacy. i dont want to make him hurt, because he would be my one love and my darling, who i would protect and love and give my soul too. but there is something so intimate about dragging the blade across their skin, and seeing the blood bead up and run, and then cleaning it gently and dressing it and you are marked by eachother forever. i want a boy im infatuated and in love with to cut me so bad.
its so intimate. i am not a person who dates around and sleeps around. my body belongs to the person who will love me and we will be eachothers other half, practically one as a person.
i want to be cut and marked like that so bad and kissed and cuddled so warmly and gently. its okay if he doesnt want to cut me, i wont make him, but i wish he would. it would feel so good.
I want my boyfriend to cut me
lol dude, get a life.
I can cut you, OP
would you be gentle? i dont love you, but if i loved you, would you do it gently and lovingly?
Yes, and I would allow you to do the same to me.
we all want different stuff in a relationship... me? I want a nice girl to hold hands with and take on romantic dates.
you do you though
can i bite you until it draws blood instead?
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that's really nice. you seem like a nice person. i would clean them off for you and make sure you were safe and comfortable the entire time, and then patch them all up and made sure they healed. you seem nice i hope you become happy one day.
i want this too, i just also want to be cut by the person i love. but thats a small portion of it, they dont even have to. i just want it. i also want to hold hands and be held by them and hold them and love them and go on cute dates, but it is what it is
i would be okay with that. i personally like the feeling of the razor cutting through skin because its sharp and it stings. but if you did this gently i would really be happy. but i would also like to bite or cut you
yes, my upbringing was not very fun but im okay now. its nit that weird