Darkest Confession thread

I raped my ex
>found out she cheated on me
>walked out of house, she chases me through the neighborhood crying begging for forgiveness
>walk to abandoned house
>grab her and rape her, shes begging me to stop, cover her mouth so she doesnt make sound
>she cums, the first time she has ever came from PiV sex
>afterwords act like everything is okay while she is completely shellshocked
We were both 16, I have 2 sisters and never thought I had it in me. I dont think I would ever do something like that again, something in me had just snapped. There were no drugs or alcohol involved either

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>afterwords act like everything is okay while she is completely shellshocked
that's brutal, has she recovered since?

She turned into a massive slut a few months after, like 30+ guys within 4 or 5 months. I dont keep up with her now

>like 30+ guys within 4 or 5 months
fuck that's crazy.

Well done, thotbreaker. Tell us more in detail about the raep.

I'm the reason my bestfriend killed herself

>be a druggie
>doing drugs alone was boring
>got my bestfriend hooked on meth
>she tried to kick the addiction multiple times but I always roped her back in
>I resorted to purposely lowering her self-esteem and hope for a normal life
>2 years after getting her addicted she was completely fucked and had no motivation to do anything
>at this point we were both homeless
>I told her I loved her
>she rejected me
>I got angry and went full NiceGuy.mp3
>she had a breakdown and we ended up having sex
>this is how I lost my virginity
>for the next year me and her would live in a shitty abandoned house on Staten Island
>she started fucking guys for drug money
>"no"
>got violent and hit her after me and her argued for 3 hours straight
>this was her breaking point
>she sat through me doing meth
>she did meth with me
>she went through all the bullshit I ran her through
>she allowed me to psychologically abuse her to the point of rock bottom
>to the point where she went from being a decent person to a tweaker like me
>but me hitting her twisted her brain
>2 days later she left
>didn't hear from her for weeks
>1-2 weeks later I found out she killed herself while talking to her brother who was also a tweaker
>realize I'm the reason she's dead
>realize I ruined her fucking life
>realize I just killed someone
>decide to kick meth
>been clean since 2017


I don't keep in contact with anyone I knew in NYC, I moved to Leesburg, Florida and haven't told anyone I know about my past. I know I'll never be a good person with this shit on my conscience, it's haunted me since and right now I'm trying my best to live a stable life and try to forget the horrible ways I treated people.

Based fuck that roastie

Fuck off glownigger, go adhere some attacks at Christ and defraud him

fuck bro, this is OP, i fell in love with a different girl and put her thru hell while I did meth. We are alike

>like 30+ guys within 4 or 5 months
seems really low for your average teenage female