When did you realize that every interaction, every potential relationship or friendship you had failed because of you?
When did you realize that every interaction, every potential relationship or friendship you had failed because of you?
joke's on you i'm still heavily in denial
some time around last week i was confronted by it and then (like everything else) didnt act on it
You said i'm your friend, i still think that's true.
I suppose we all are to some extent. After all, why are we still here?
Personally, I've the gift of realizing it as it happens and still managing to fail.
What does that word even mean? All it ever brings me is guilt and self-loathing. After trying with so many people, you must come to the right conclusion eventually. That maybe you're the problem. In hindsight, it was always obvious. If the people I interacted with weren't insecure and self-loathing themselves, I would've been kicked to the curb way sooner.
>What does that word even mean
I don't know really, my sense of the word is probably different anyways, we watched a movie that means we are on good terms, i need a way to pass time.
Yes, a way to pass time. But did it really feel good? Does it ever? Not for me. Yet I keep coming back, having these shallow interactions, sperging out at any sign of commitment and just being a general jerk because everything else is so much more unappealing.
Ahmm, it's ok either way, i know how you feel, somewhat.
To be honest I think I always knew. Since middle school I had great problems socialising with others, looking back on it.. Kids can be cruel. Well, there's a reason I'm 26 and still a virgin, maybe I just should get myself a hooker and kill myself afterwards.
It doesn't feel like I make it easy fro people to do so by being so inconsistent, emotional, by mixing it all with shitposting too. I wish I could explain myself to everyone I ever met here, yet it's only a selfish desire. Why should they even care? I hate when people care and I hate when they don't. Either way, it's impossible to move on, because there's nothing to move on to.