When did you realize that every interaction, every potential relationship or friendship you had failed because of you?
When did you realize that every interaction, every potential relationship or friendship you had failed because of you?
Jayden Gray
Jacob Kelly
joke's on you i'm still heavily in denial
Josiah Sanchez
some time around last week i was confronted by it and then (like everything else) didnt act on it
William White
You said i'm your friend, i still think that's true.
Angel Robinson
I suppose we all are to some extent. After all, why are we still here?
Personally, I've the gift of realizing it as it happens and still managing to fail.
What does that word even mean? All it ever brings me is guilt and self-loathing. After trying with so many people, you must come to the right conclusion eventually. That maybe you're the problem. In hindsight, it was always obvious. If the people I interacted with weren't insecure and self-loathing themselves, I would've been kicked to the curb way sooner.
Carson Morales
>What does that word even mean
I don't know really, my sense of the word is probably different anyways, we watched a movie that means we are on good terms, i need a way to pass time.
Hunter Reed
Yes, a way to pass time. But did it really feel good? Does it ever? Not for me. Yet I keep coming back, having these shallow interactions, sperging out at any sign of commitment and just being a general jerk because everything else is so much more unappealing.
James Cook
Ahmm, it's ok either way, i know how you feel, somewhat.
Jacob Baker
To be honest I think I always knew. Since middle school I had great problems socialising with others, looking back on it.. Kids can be cruel. Well, there's a reason I'm 26 and still a virgin, maybe I just should get myself a hooker and kill myself afterwards.
Carson Jackson
It doesn't feel like I make it easy fro people to do so by being so inconsistent, emotional, by mixing it all with shitposting too. I wish I could explain myself to everyone I ever met here, yet it's only a selfish desire. Why should they even care? I hate when people care and I hate when they don't. Either way, it's impossible to move on, because there's nothing to move on to.
Juan Rodriguez
I should give you some time. I made him feel better today, so, not everything is bad and i have more deep big brain movies today.
Jacob Adams
In my early 20s. I slowly pulled away from any friendships out of feelings of shame and desired to prevent the awkwardness that resulted from subsequent social interactions. I let the avoidance and self-imposed isolation consume me, and I thought it was easier just to let the fires of former friendships die rather than trying to keep throwing kindling on the dying flames. The shame grew, and I didn't want to awkwardly see people as a result of it. The avoidance fed the feelings of shame, and it was ultimately cyclical or a self-fulfilling prophecy. Months quickly became years. People naturally drift apart with age regardless of contact. Lack of contact just expedites that process.
I suppose the feeling was mutual, as it didn't take long for people to stop inviting me to things or cease communications altogether. Nobody wants to waste their time on someone who just makes them feel worse. This is the same reason I have no desire to pursue a relationship. If you have no value, then it's wise to just not put yourself on the market. It's a waste of your and someone else's time.
Lucas Thompson
All the time in the world won't do it when you're full of regrets, when you're just a bad person. I don't want to meet new people, but I can't fix anything with the old. I don't know what it is. Some kind of fear of change. Knowledge that nowhere else is there anyone I could relate to more.
Brayden Cox
Yea there isn't, and i've accepted i'm not like him either, you just come to terms that nothing will be perfect. You know, you shouldn't forgive things just because of reasons, he's the one that told me that, i don't think that's even relevant though i've been meaning to say it. It's up to you to decide if nothing is preferable.
David Reyes
Just so you know, I did actually loved you as a friend.
Gabriel Jones
Ever since I was a child. All of the things I do and have done were mostly of my own accord, and barring some things I do not regret a single second of any of it.
Anthony Garcia
I'm quite aware of that, I actively worked and still work towards it
Anthony Johnson
everytime, every interaction I have I feel regret and hate myself all the time for being such a spastic retard that can't come up with the right things to say or keep the connection between the few friendships I had.
it's all my fault and now it's gone forever.
James Nguyen
How easy would it be for you to let go of those bonds or will you dwell on them forever?
Kayden Mitchell
You can't really ruin anything with me, if you ever feel like it, ahmm, you know my tag.
Cameron Ortiz
Wanting to fix things and clarify, but they're dense so it's pointless.
Jackson Kelly
I can let go of them for a little bit but after a while, I will get hit by them all from nowhere and i start remember what a pathetic loser that can't manage to do anything. I should have done anything and not been so retarded that can't formulate anything right.
Jose Garcia
while i admit partial responsibility for potential relationships and friendships failing, i cannot take complete responsibility. this is because while my actions may deter other people, it's also their choice to be deterred. the people i've known could've chosen to like me as a person, despite my flaws.
Samuel Harris
I think I smoke too much weed to care
Benjamin Anderson
Jokes on you, I never had the chance to fail either of those things
Brandon Martin
We could talk on discord, and just straight things out, or just talk to pass time, and let things make more sense with time, i don't really understand it.
Logan Murphy
Oh look. I got two friend requests. I'm so popular.
Josiah Lewis
Accept them then lets bet how long it'll take for you to fuck up
Cameron Cook
When I realized I had a personality disorder.
Ian Walker
I'd into it with the mindset that it's already fucked up. A self-fulfilling prophecy. There's no point.
Hudson Lee
It's hard for me as well, knowing what to say, or how to say it, i'm not sure where to take things, i wish i wasn't held accountable for anything i say, though, i really mean to get better. You are, ahmm, nice, despite.
Juan Lopez
I'm tired, i'm not thinking things through, i'm not even sure, though, some things are immune, to anything.
No college anymore because of virus, really good news. I have to sleep because work continues, i hope you have a good night, or morning? I'm not sure what time is there.
Alexander Diaz
Hmm to everyone who wants to be this trannies fren. He thinks everyone who chats with him is an orbiter. Called 2 obsessed 1 of them is tman(retarded namefag who shitposted in this trannies threads) other one was probably vv, vivi( mentioning both names so he sees this in archive desu). Vv saw aiste as a friend(idk if he still does) and chatted like a year with this tranny. This tranny only considered him as a pathetic, obsessed orbiter. Delusional desu. Aiste I forgot that chinks name but will ask him how it felt like to be reverse psychologed by you kek. So I recommend everyone to find a better way to waste time instead of fueling this trannies delusions. I asked him why not use them to see what he would answer. "It's not morally acceptable" or "I have no energy for that" would have been the only right answers. Everything else is excuse to keep being delusional. Screenshot was made on 16.02.
Grayson Gonzalez
Meanwhile you have to read about deranged faggots on here that do meth and other crap and women seem to willingly associate with these people.
Makes you wonder where you fucked up in life doesn't it?
I have issues with general socializing even with men and it's getting so bad that it's destroying my family life.
Cooper Wood
I've seen you, and i know that you are an asshole, i'm not in the mood to think about this again and i don't have the time.
Aiden Watson
Why does this not surprise me at all, Bigu? I didn't tell you anything that matters to me too much. I know what a run of the mill discordfag you are.
Charles Cox
Why ignore the truth? I'm a horrible, narcissistic person.
Alexander Reyes
>came up with ideas
>they were yours
Explain.
Tyler Butler
I don't understand you. And I'm not an asshole.
I'm making sure that people start to dislike you even more to damage you. Hmm weird that you only deleted these messages after 1 day. Drunk me was smart enough to screenshot.
Kevin Turner
Nothing really. Just trying to relate to the epic manipulator.
You sure are ruining me, Bigu. How was I so stupid to fall for your trap? Eh. I thought we related to each other over how epicly we manipulate people? I feel double-crossed. Truly, your IQ is unsurpassed.
Wyatt Russell
Doesn't even matter as anything that i say will only make it worse, you ought to stay free from any of this bullshit though.
Carter King
Hmm aiste stop memeing. Didn't you want to "collect debts" from me? It will start being funni soon.
Dominic Cruz
Well, do whatever you like. Nothing I care to change.
Yeah. Sure. Do your thing. Life's way too boring for me anyway. Spice things up. But everyone already knows I'm a bad person, so it'll have to be something better than that.
Julian Morris
Aiste people already make fun of you. Calling someone who you chat a lot with for like 1 year pathetic, obsessed orbiter isn't nice and only a total retard would try to really befriend you now.
Nathaniel Wood
That sentence structure is horrific but that aside I'm quite aware that most of my problems are my own fault. I could try and shift the blame in saying that I'm a product of my environment and thus the environment I was provided is to blame, but that would be a cope. I realised it a while ago and did nothing about, truth be told I don't know what I could do.
Luis Sullivan
That "doxx" or whatever vv has of you is fake right? You wouldn't be that dumb. And he wouldn't be that smart.
Julian Martin
Why do all this? I just want things to be simple.
Gavin Scott
A while ago. I can't really blame anyone else anymore, just the way I am and the people I choose to get close with.
I wish I was normal
Dylan Barnes
>Aiste people already make fun of you.
Ehh?? That can't be right. You're lying. The people love me.
>Calling someone who you chat a lot with for like 1 year pathetic, obsessed orbiter isn't nice and only a total retard would try to really befriend you now.
Well, yeah. That's kind of the point. I've been saying that for months now. Only a total PATHETIC RETARD tries to be my friend.
I know this may shock you, but I'm actually pretty fucking stupid.
Jordan Cook
>I've been saying that for months now
Hmm they probably just thought you are self loathing or something but now they know you really think like that.
Leo Gutierrez
I re-realize that weekly
Kevin Nguyen
Yeah but you're also pretty fucking paranoid. It's been over a year though, too many mistakes. Here's hoping someone gets Bianca'd, even if it's a tranny, or a midget.
Jacob Reyes
You don't know, you're just bitter or some shit, my friend told me you are a piece of shit and i don't doubt him, it does not matter how you really feel.
Angel Butler
>tfw accidentally responded to an Aiste thread
Feels bad.
Jace Williams
Why not both? A lot of narcissists actually hate themselves. And I'm pretty sure I told them that same stuff many times in DMs too. Why do you think I'm having all this drama with vv? Really, you ought to just ask him yourself. vv#8308, in case you forgot. This does make you feel pretty giddy, doesn't it? I don't really hate people over being discordfags alone, but you also never have anything interesting to say aside from your fake drama. Which I enjoy thoroughly, as long as it's focused on me.
Yeah yeah. Threats and all...
Same.
Caleb White
Hmm I'm not bitter. Are you talking to me or did you falsely use my digits but wanted to respond to aiste? Why would your friend tell you something about me? It makes no sense. So either you are aiste trying to do something retarded or you are just a retard.
Isaac Torres
Meh I don't care about your drama with vv. You are calling this fake drama bc you don't have anything you could useagainst me. I thought you wanted to "collect debts" from me? Hmm you enjoy the attention but this kind of attention damages you.
Ian Adams
Just reminded myself a few minutes ago, but I'm not sure this one is too much of my own fault. Everytime I tried to talk to this person about a subject they immediately changed it to something else, and then when I talked about that, they talked about something else immediately. Is this how conversations usually go or did I just meet an ADHD autist?
Blake Barnes
Wording reminded me more of xumi than bianca tho
>im not joking
>im coming
lmfao
>p-pls respond
hahaha
Leo Allen
The things you do, speak way louder than anything you could say, there's no taking any of it back either, i've just told him about you, he has the right idea.
Cameron Miller
Out of interest, how did Yas Forums become home to a network of clique-y trannies and their orbiters? It seems strange to me. Especially how said clique always has some kind of pseudo-drama going on.