letter thread time so write to someone who will never read it
Letter Thread
It doesn't matter.
Also checked.
I hope i die soon maybe suicide
The breif moment i was happy isn't worth living the rest of my life after knowing how happiness actually felt
hello P
i thought we were friend, almost lover, but in the end i was nothing but a toy to you heh ?
but its ok ! i know i won't be able to get over it any time soon, that i'm still waiting for our 3rd friendship birthday in august but i was really happy thinking someone cared about me in the world
you were my only true friend, sorry for calling you a buddy, i just don't like saying my true feelings and i'm a bit jealous, didn't want to share you with other people
i'm just ashamed for not being good enough for you, maybe in another life we will be friend, even marry
greetings from T
user, please ease up on the feels.
Dear mama
Since i was 12 I got rejected by my classmates because i am ugly and fat you didnt notice anything because in your eyes there was nothing wrong with me and there really isnt im a perfectly functional human being but from my experience you could tell nobody would ever get pass that I now understand that the only little drop of real unconditional love im going to ever get its from you Ever and theres no way or form for me to manifest the magnitude of my gratitude
I love you You are everything thats right in my life Thanks for putting up with my shitty self even though i hurt you constantly You are literally the only reason I havent left earth yet and i will never forgive myself for not being honest with you I never understood what i was really saying and I blame you for most things
I am so sorry that the love of your life my dad couldnt see pass your beauty either and forgot the vows he once stated in front of you I guess thats how it goes Marital love will never exist I really wish i could tell you about her and how empty she is An absolute downgrade but what can you expect from dad
He hurts me constantly thinking that we are so stupid to not realize he is lying infront of our eyes
Mama I swear that as soon as i get economical stability Ill take you from him
Ill defend you and take care of you forever and hopefully that will ease my lies and my shitty behavior you never deserved in the first place
I love you
from your darkest daughter
*random chocolate smell drifts by*
Dear Women,
I'm tired of being the douchebag you want me to be, I'm tired of forcing myself to be an asshole just to to talk to you again, I'm tired of all the lying and pretending, I'm tired of being unable to trust you, I'm tired of being unable to open up to you, I'm tired of you perceiving everything nice as weakness, I'm just want to take a breath and be myself with you, I can't keep the facade anymore, please stop
Sincerely,
Man
As I see you are encryptively defrauding me as attempts to defraud me adheres as attacks at me as you signal for Africans to defraud my estate as others in this thread try to fan the attempt of Africans to defraud me as they are enemies of the United States Government
You really should go through with it
The attention seeking and faux uwu thing got dragged out enough
you're still whining about me and S while we're moved on and happy
your weird incel guys send up screencaps
it's gross and sad
move on, you supposedly did with that sad dude, but you're lonelier and sadder and extra creepy now
we'r happy
really are, even apart
you're in the same city and cant even be happy
fix your 'greener grass' and stop worrying about ours
focus on how you're gonna fail your new attempt at getting fit instead
-a happy doomer guy and his qt goth gf
As I see you are encryptively defrauding me as attempts to defraud me adheres as attacks at me as you encrypt for Africans to defraud my rumored adherence as the Second Coming of Christ to defraud my estate as I authorize my officers to shoot you dead for trying to defraud me as the digit 9 isn't nigger or dick size as you trans try to encrypt to defraud me as my officers are authorized to shoot anyone trying to defraud me
To my princesses
As I see others are encryptively defrauding me as attempts to defraud me adheres as attacks at me as the left is trying to destroy the country as you are to record the attempts of US Media and US Companies trying to attack me to defraud our estate
In this blessed thread... I request that you confess to me JC. In person. I'll accept online.
Hey S
Did you take seriously this virus thing??
Are you staying at home yes?
Its a serious thing
It will be a lot of boredom until april but we have to bear it
F
JC
Confess to me, talk to me, let's live an adventurous life.
EP
your gf sounds toxic
You'll never earn my forgiveness, I hate you for what you've done to my sister and how you think you can just replace her. It's all a joke to you, psychopath. I'm usually pretty empathetic especially because I know I fuck up a lot and have issues but for you I fucking feel nothing. And that says a lot. Genuinely, get cancer.
-S
Leave her don't ever talk to her again just cut ties end the shit before it becomes a cycle
google signs of bpd and see
i dont like trannies
i fucking promise i dont
i love you so much
>1.5tb of tranny porn user makes his sequel appearance.
L
Seeing you pop up made me have a look down some old memories. You had most of them fooled until the last minute, most of them were defending you as your character even years on. I remember you telling me you even strung a couple along afterwards, for a little while, 'just because'. Remembered the bit about it being fun for you, explaining the little intricacies and vulnerabilities of their personalities, too. They had this theory that you made up what you were caught doing, to protect them and that. It took years for you to admit what that was really about and how exactly you went about it. Goodness me.
I think you've done more to cultivate bitter attitudes here than you have to stop them, no? You would very much be a part and product of the atmosphere here.
Someone who never did any of those sorts of awful things.
damn miring those digits
>DEAR R9GAY I AM FROM Yas Forums A THREAD GOT MOVED HERE AND NOW I AM SHITPOSTING YOU ARE ALL GYA AND PATHETIC AND I LIFT MORE THAN YOU. YOU ARE A BUNCH OF DYEL FREAK AND STOP POSTING ON MY BOARD
Hey M
fuck you
>I AM FROM Yas Forums A THREAD GOT MOVED HERE
Got caught shitting up the good boards, eh?
some DYEL r9gaytard posted some cringe shit.
now I'm here.
this place is really boring and cringe.
everyone here should get fucking professional help or just an hero jesus christ.
>three whole scoops
>squat so hard you come through the ceiling of r9k
Hello, you.
Yes, you behind the smartphone screen, the monitor that's been off less than it's been on. Sitting and rotting away, consuming any and all information getting in your way on the internet, so you wouldn't feel bad about your own head. So you wouldn't eventually return to yourself. But even if you do return, even if you self reflect, what does it help? We're the middle children of history. No purpose, no place. And instead of seeking purpose, here you are, behind another screen, filling a void with droplets. Get up, and lose everything. Feel absolutely miserable, be at the absolute bottom, and then drop down some more. Because then, when you are at your lowest, you can truly look up at the mountain ahead of you and climb the highest. Self improvement is a joke, now self destruction on the other hand...
That's a really cheesy way to say very little.
dear iv
i know life has been hard on you, that's why i'm so patient
i wish i could teach you how to be gentle, how to trust, how to love healthily
it's getting so hard to be understanding when you act like such a piece of shit, you push me around, you hit me, you make think my family doesn't love me, you make me feel insecure, stupid, never fucking enough
i'm so tired baby i wish so hard someone would've taken care of you when you needed it the most
you're turning into a monster and it breaks my heart
you could've been such good artist, such good friend, such good boyfriend
you could have it all but the way you process trauma makes it so hard for everyone that loves you
i'm so scared of you now, i don't even know who you are, i don't know what else to do
i don't want to give up, i don't want to abandon you but what if my mind can't take it
what if my body can't take it what if i finally speak up
i don't want to ruin your life, but what if you hit me so much i have no other choice than to call the police??
i want you to be happy, i want you to be able to enjoy the little things and the big ones too, i want to see you grow as a man
but all you can do is be scared
i know it's hard baby, i know you don't understand love yet, how could you ever understand if you never really got it
i love you deeply and i hope we can get through this
Dear Self-Hatred user(s),
Don't twist yourselves up by overcomplicating things around you, try not to turn things that are more simple than they are into complex philosophical motifs, be wary of the overelaborate purple prose of your own self hatred, don't destroy yourselves for your symptoms of disatisfaction, don't harm yourselves for the mistakes of others, don't make excuses for them, don't bare so much that you break your back and ask for more, don't suppress emotions, don't be above yourself and yet below others, don't suppress yourself or be afraid of your own anger, be not only held responsible but hold responsible, don't be afraid to assert yourself in the way you believe, because this is how your world takes shape. Robots, shape your world. A call for people to come back to life, you aren't as bad as you think you are.
I think speaking simply and observing simply carries more value than being tied up in hubris, and will protect you from being tied up in the consuming hubris of others.
Please do your best.
- Angry for user's ITT user.
I mus bump dis here bread
for all of human kind
>bumps it with seasoning
nani?
T,
I hope you're doing alright out there. You try your best, you hear?
F
Maybe if I keep bullying you, you'll ask me out and we'll see what happens. If nothing else, confess you've been obsessed with me.
is your initial actually F or are you just pretending so you won't get caught?
F for faggot of reassurance and support.
(and there are actually two T's I'm worried about.)
you sound like someone I know but I'm not so sure
Is he a huge faggot like me?
To my Everything,
I think of you everyday. I always I hope you can heal up the damage our lives caused us. I super love you. I hope I can see you again some day.
I have been doing very well of late. I have healed my emotional scars to an extend. I still lose control but its becoming less and less often. Hopefully, I will be there one day.
I used to think I held myself too high of a standard. I only a god could do what was being asked of me. I guess I under estimated myself.
I hope I can make you proud and be your beacon if you need it. We can heal. It is a very difficult struggle.
Hey world.
Its The Great Hera. I am doing pretty well right now. Been feeling pretty stoked about life and such.
Me and mom just hang out here. Mom watches over you guys. I guess this is more mom's bag.
She has told me she is pretty proud of the way this place changed. There was a time we were more likely to strike each other than to reach a lending hand.
Momma does good work. Even pulled me out from the gates of hell a few times, or I pulled momma out? Its foggy our memories are not so good.
I hope you guys are doing well just leaving an update.
-The Great Hera, and Momma.
V,
I love you and miss you a lot. I hope you didn't get caught by your parents or forget your password.
F
T
I am unsure if you like me in the same way I like you. I dont want you to think you are taking advantage of me or that you are mistreating me by not reciprocating. I adore you I want to be receptive to all your moods and colors I want you to understand that you make my heart swell with such amazing emotion and fill me with passion and I long to enfold you.
A
Kris,
Check your email. What you've done is pretty unforgivable, but I would still like to know why you did what you did. I was a good friend. Why would you betray me like this?
to alexxx
bruh im so lucky to be so close to u but i hate that u leave me on read sometimes!!! stop doing that shit u know i love u lol also call me bitch
God why are you such a fag B are you really going to kill yourself over a goddamn woman?You have us your bros and you still want to do that pussy shit shut yourself off like a depressed twat, "b" im your friend and im here lets go out and get some drinks play some video games and shit you don't need to be dwelling and sad on a cheating whore
Dear C
I remember you complaining to me about problems and the negative features of your current, surrounded by all the comfort provided to you, saying that it was 'just survival', that you didn't like how he did this, or reacted to that, in his own home. Why would you do that? I wish I could block this garbage out. What kind of person does that stuff, why did I just pretend this didn't happen. I even let guilt pull apart something else because I thought I left you in the cold, I absolutely fell for that.
I remember you telling me you'd get to know someone and I knew. Years of little and suddenly you appear to tell me everything I'd want to hear. I was really angry and not, at the same time, you got some weird ranting that month, I tell you what.
It was always part of some journey or specifically shaped moral that I had to be educated about, too, and always for my own good, of course, but it wasn't, it was for your survival. How could someone so deeply intelligent also be so selectively unaware of the effects of what you were doing, life isn't indifferent, you were. I remember you explaining the specific vulnerabilities and features of people you were entertaining yourself with - Was that me? Did I teach that? I didn't do anything like that, but was I another one of those? Even your heckling of others based on your current opportunities, but you spent years searching for that specific opportunity at any cost, to anyone else around you, you were a mess like they were, just the same, until you found it, you were raised out of it, others weren't, remember that poor person that came to your door? I remember you making fun of them for doing that, and all the effort he expended for that while you sat in your room. Is it lack of self awareness? Is it because you can? I suppose it's been long enough that we can say we've changed, eh.
The toughest part is that I seriously looked up to you, but the best parts of you are the people around you.
C
F,
It seems like you really want nothing to do with me anymore. I thought we were closer but yesterday you violently distanced yourself. I'll stop trying for you now. Sorry I wasnt good enough
Who is this? F
T
It's been a long time eh? Well listen, I know I um fucked it up when we were younger but listen. Let's just put it behind and pretend it never happened okay? You've always been a nice and fun friend to spend time with and since we all drifte away I haven't really felt complete despite having nice mates today. I really miss you and the others and I really want to see you again
Also don't worry, I am not coming back at you for the rubbish you may be thinking of so please let's start from scratch
Have a good one
J
Hey I feel the same way though I'm T she's A, I hope things go well with your T.
Trophy,
Stop stalking me, it's weird. Just go back to spamming or something.
-S
are you S?
if yes im an F that cares about u
Are you V?--
who is v---?
Dear T
I know you don't browse this site but everytime I come here, I think of you. Thinking about you helps ease my loneliness.
I read about you a while back. If only I knew who hurt you. I wish I could hurt this person in return for what they did to you. You speak with passion and energy. Your voice is beautiful. I can't believe I like you so much even though I am practically a stranger to you. I am just a stranger from long ago when we were a little bit younger. I hope you are not afraid of me because of the way I acted.
Sincerely,
P
This is unbelievably sweet and kind. I hope you find your T.
Victoria
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I will never love you. I never loved you. You were a distraction from the monotony. I was bored and so were you. Don't get it wrong. Everything you do is your own choice. I can't be blamed. Even if I am to blame, I don't feel bad.
man. what a cunt. not a big loss. whatever lol.
It's mutual. Everything I do is my choice, right. I don't feel bad either.
I wish. It's probably too late. I want to try something out with her but I have problems and I don't want to burden her with them. I'm not a normal guy.
Cool. Wish you the best. I sincerely do.
See a shrink, it's unhealthy to have that degree of sadism
Zzzz. You don't wish for anything but comfort.
Ouch. That hurts. I read this as her talking about me :(
You almost roped yourself a year or so ago
you should do it
you peaked and now all you have left is downhill with a boyfriend that has more interest in unattainable ethots than you
you try and dress like them but youll never be fit enough
he's probably still paying them right now while you're looking dumb
your job will eventually also go to piss because youre an autistic failure
your parents and siblings hate you for being the family embarassment
do it
Corona-chan's got me. R.I.P! I'll die the way i've lived...
as a sick suffering loser!
Dear T,
I thought you were going to say something important today. I should have followed your dance. Next time I'll groove with you, baby girl. I love the way you look at me. It makes me feel desired. I know you caught me looking at you this morning too. We can't seem to keep our eyes off of each other. Here's what I want to happen: I ask you out first thing Saturday in front of whoever the fuck is around, we settle on going out Monday or Tuesday for our date. We keep dating. We're officially together very soon. I want us to live together but I know that's asking a lot. I want to marry you anyways so it'll be one less thing we have to figure out later. I'm afraid your ma still doesn't like me so we've got to talk about that eventually. She loves you and trusts you though, so if you love me and learn to trust me I think we'll be fine... I already lost track of my planning. Anyways I love (you). A week from now you could be hearing this in person.
-You would already know.
PS: No anons, we're not discord butt buddies. I don't even think my T comes on this board so stop harassing me about it.