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So on a scale of 1-10, how infuriating are legit spergs to BPD fucks? I may have burned a bridge.

No, almost 2 months and he is the love of my life

I have BPD and am also a legit sperg so I can't say.

autism doesnt exist either

Yippie it is time to post Dogi

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Well, assuming my profesional diagnosis is legit, then.
I could ghost right now and she wouldn't give a fuck lel.

>2 months
J?

Who is J, I know not of him

Nevermind, thought you might have been a dude I knew.

angel ciara ticked all of these. she was so wonderufl. but so deadly.

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Your junkie god is dead, nerd.

nobody cares about your precious egirls

angel ciara was the most beautiful and wonderful person to ever exist bar none.

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how do you go about getting diagnosed with bpd? i'm pretty sure that i have it.

Been sober for a year since the last time I drank my way to the ER. Hopefully we can keep it going!

Man closing in on 22 years old with diagnosed BPD
As of today I've been 3 days without drugs which is great in contrast to that I spent an entire month straight perpetually fucked up prior to that
Currently dealing with assignments and the police
The worst part about sobriety is being flung Into total lack of control over how you feel, at least with drugs I could wrangle myself into whatever headspace I ought to be in
Sleeping is completely impossible, not sure if it's anxiety, smoking, withdrawals or some other unknown health issue, my heart goes like blastbeat drums whenever I go to bed with the intention of sleeping
That said I'm unsure what I'm even fighting for, life is very fucking boring right now, I don't want all my fun times to be in my past

>how do you go about getting diagnosed with bpd?

that's something specialists would do. How old are you? They try to avoid giving a diagnosis to teens since that would lead to over-diagnosis due to teens being emotionally unstable anyways.

Anyone here have SPD?

>thought my bpd went away
>realizing now it never did and I just learned to fool myself well
I just want to be released from this earth

>SPD
Yes I have it

How do I stop myself from tackling the bitch that hurt me and burning her alive? I'm like 99% planned. Booked the weekend off, going to go to her house, break in, and end her life. What's stopping me?

Nothing ever goes as planned for a borderline. Between the forces of destiny and fluctuations of your own heart, many things could stop you.

Kill your self after, Jews believe hell lasts max a year so you do the math

does anyone here know null.?

Revenge is something you desire when you lack power. Once that situation has been resolved you no longer need revenge.

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What do you guys think Did my bpd ex befriend my only friend in school on purpose? Is this her revenge? Stealing my only friend ? They now talk and hang out all the time. They're in the love bombing phase I'm pretty sure. My friend said it's not like that. They're just talk about their problems and feelings because he wants to help her. They have the same "issues". Pretty sure it's just mirroring tho.

sounds a little suspicious user, but i wouldn't say it's revenge for sure.

Your only friend is an irredeemable simp. He knows exactly what he's doing.

I am not diagnosed with anything but i really suspect I have this combo. Man I wish I had access to healthcare.

i am getting ghosted right now and it makes the urge to kill myself 10x worse than normal. god damn i wish i was a functioning human being

People with BPD are not for dating. These people need help.

>bpd isn't real
>blames physiological problems

nigga it sounds like you think it's real

Asperger boys and BPD girls are made for each other

>will a bpd girl plz idealize me?

if bpd girls wheren't literal insane retards
i need a asperger gf not an insane tard gf

aspie boys
>insensitive to minor emotional fluctuations
>require big emotional expressions to get the point

>bpd girls
>only capable of extreme emotional expressions

it's actually perfect.

Asperger boys are just chew toys for BPD girls. Eventually she's going to get sick of his awkward bullshit, stop idealizing him and cut him real bad.

if the bitch damages any of my collectibles they'll be removing her from my house in pieces

what do you collect autism kun
i collect figures
i fucking love figures
also posters

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>tfw accidentally sprayed wasp spray on my manga
kill me

>Nothing ever goes as planned for a borderline
youre a creep

im not diagnosed but my behavior is weird i cant control my emotions but when im with people i know I am the most indifferent and quiet person there is

I went from smiling and nodding everything away to
leaving hole on my door
deviating my own nose
suicide attemps in privacy
Destroying my toys back when i was a child
exploting from misophobia
exposing myself to acidic gases etc etc
Not being able to talk about it with anyone

My therapist broke up with me, she wants me to see someone who's more experienced with DBT. I'm not convinced that DBT is really any different from CBT, but I guess we'll see. Bretty sad because I liked her a lot.

I started my period early and being on it always makes the mood swings worse. Feeling the tfw no bf feel extra hard these past few days, probably going to go have a big cry later. I hate being a borderline, but also can't imagine not being a borderline.

I had this realisation a few weeks ago, after crying about not having a normie bf. I feel like normies aren't capable of experiencing love the way I do, and it'll always seem like they're not that into me. But dating another borderline is a suicide pact waiting to be written.

BPD girls hwo are you planning to not ending up like ciara or bianca?

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You mean dead? I'm killing myself when I hit 30.

she scammed a guy for thousands, thats not BPD she really just is a bad person. if anything thats ASPD

I have a MTG collection worth over $14000

>every female i dont like is BPD

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sometimes i call out of work so i can take a nap. is there a personality disorder for that?

I do this often, user. I think it just means we're lazy pieces of shits

dang, i wanted a colored ribbon, an awareness month, and a fundraiser walk to raise money to recompense those days that i took off

I am regular here.

Nothing much. Life is like balancing on an edge of a knife. So far I am balanced pretty well. Feel quite bored. Then emptiness that I am quite used to. I kinda like this feeling of emptiness without weight.

So my bpd brothers and few sisters. I got a huge problem. I have to go without drinking for 2 months. Also follow a regular day schedule. A routine. This is like impossible for me. Like how the fuck am I supposed to do this? Going without alcohol for bit over a week, makes me wanna kill every moving thing nearby. Also I am supposed to work too.

I think they got to bring me to work like Hannibal Lecter for 2 months. Why there is no such service. They got wheelchairs for handicapped.

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you don't need alcohol user

just drink in all the SUNSHINE and FRESH AIR and if you ever feel an edge just take a big breath in and put on a BIG FUCKING SMILE and say out loud how GREAT the weather is and how BLESSED you are to live in a world like this.

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