My obsession with Marky has become debilitating. I usually enjoy crying. It makes me feel better...

My obsession with Marky has become debilitating. I usually enjoy crying. It makes me feel better. But this morning I started crying because I was thinking about how I'll never be with her and the tears wouldn't stop flowing. I finally had to get drunk to make it stop. I don't know what I will do if this becomes a regular occurrence.
I'm crying right now
Just looking at her picture make me feel something strange inside. I guess you could call it "love". I'm in love with Marky. I've lost interest in all girls, besides her. Girls who are considered "hot" by the general male population don't cut it for me anymore.

Marky really is all I think about all day, every day. I really do cry myself to sleep at night thinking about how I'll never be with her. If only she knew I existed in this life, if only she knew my deep profound love for her. I know that will never happen though. That is the thought that makes me so sad when I look at her. I'll never be with, but I'll continue to love her until the day I die. Help me, robots.

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Just leave your house and try to do other stuff, find a hobbie.
I had an obssessive oneitis with a girl too, used to feel the exact same way as you do, and even though it took some time I eventually got over her.

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>rose pasta

THE MEMORY OF ROSE ENDURES

LONG LIVE THE QUEEN LONG LIVE INGER LUND

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Out of here, scumbag. Ciara will always be our queen.

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t.ciara's ghost.

Anyone know what happened to josh from Arkansas? Has he started dating the sun yet?

>If only she knew I existed in this life
Why don't you visit her streams or add her on steam to talk to her?

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Didn't she deleted her instagram account?

Indeed she did, but she still has a youtube account and steam.

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Well just remember she will be old and ugly one day if she doesn't rope before then.

wtf is wrong with her arm? is that self harm scars?

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I didn't knew about that. Could you provide me the links, your Highness?

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I don't think she will rope, she seems fine and healthy.

thats the same with literally everyone who has ccommited suicide lel. no one stopped them becuase they didnt expect it

I believe in her, she'll be like Rose. She isn't joining the dead Yas Forums girls club.

Don't think so, probably scratches from a branch or something.

Search for Haisel and you'll find her.

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well rose wasnt involved/friends with all the other egirls from sheep who died recently

You're a great user. Thank you.

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I have all the characteristics of a human being: blood, flesh, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for my desire of e-girls. Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why. My nightly discord girl lust has overflown into my days. I feel horny, on the verge of cooming. I think my mask of sanity is about to slip.

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Shit, it's the first time i notice them. I knew she was pretty dysfunctional but i thought she was still the most mentally stable of the egirls

Someone should make a chart with all the dead Yas Forums girls

ciara and bianca, who else is there?

>Why don't you visit her streams
She has said she is going to be stopping streaming in the next few months.

She is just waiting for her ship date for the navy.

If she does actual get the nuke job that is 2 years of training where she won't be able to stream or really post. Also nukes serve on subs and carriers so basically she will be gone after she ships out.
I mean she could post to instagram or twitter but she uses neither anymore.

So this navy thing is serious? I saw some people talking about it but I thought it was a joke

No problem user.

All the more reason to drop by and say hi then, before it's too late.

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My obsession with Shuaiby is similar OP its OK we'll make it.

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You have so much beta inside of you that I feel sorry for you. Stop being so pathetic please. I understand some people are beyond saving but please mate.... comeon.... youre being ridiculous.

did marky really move to brazil to live with a br? or whats the story with that

I don't know the story behind it but it is true.

I bet Kasper is next since she's already fucking the heroin dealer that Bianca and Ciara fucked

Why are you simps still orbiting girls when the only one worth orbiting has been dead for over a month now?
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>he cried for a whore

you fell very low user

are there any other known pictures of him??

its an old rose pasta. OP could very well be just pulling your leg

I think about kasper in the same way...

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she got the corona virus and because of her age there is little chance that she will heal

Angel ciara forever and ever. I'm going to start a cult to worship her memory.

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I'm going to be part of that cult. Angel ciara will never be forget. I will always love her.

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So no more orbiting? I know what happened to ciara and marky, but what about muffy, agatha and sunny? How are they doing? Did they stop being active cause the bureau took care of the bedo ring?
I don't want to move on bros, I don't want get a life

God forbid. May n8ns cum boost her immune system

how does it make you feel knowing this beast ravaged her virgin anus

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I feel really bad but she was a kid at the time so I don't completely blame her. And this disgusting beast should be in jail right now. FUCK SAM HYDE!

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i feel like dying . I feel like the world is crumbling and my time to hold kaspers hand is running out. We will all die soon and I wont ever realize my only dream that keeps me getting out of bed

absolutely cunnypilled, based of sam. You are mad you are not creaming prime cunny rn and instead simping for a woman who doesn't even know your name.

based kasper poster. can you desribe whats so special about her?

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maybe you would find a girl cuter than marky if you stopped looking at washed out whores and took the cunny pill.

>a girl cuter than marky
There's no such thing.

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What do you do to cope with the fact that Kasper hung out with two people responsible for Ciara's death by letting her get hooked on heroin and even fucked one of them, but would never in a million years consider holding your hand?

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personally know 5 so yeah u r crazy

She was just so easy to talk to. She listened and she cared. She didnt have a huge ego and she wasnt full of herself. She was modest . Other girls in discords are always shit flinging and starting drama and backstabbing , etc., but she was never like that. Once in a great while you meet a girl who is so awesome and different, but she isnt self aware so she doesnt realize how truly special she is. That is her.

I would prefer if you did not pour salt in my wound and torment me when I am already in a bad place emotionallly

Holy shit, you're that guy Seymour that wrote a fan fiction about her. Sorry, dude. Keep your head up.

You're just trolling.

what even goes through these girls heads? And why are there so many pictures of her in NYC. It's almost like they do this stuff on purpose to strode their orbiters.

>My obsession with Marky has become debilitating.
Hopefully it soon debilitates you from posting on r9k.

No one cares about those nobodies. Keep your discord drama to your server, no one cares about you here.

Not sure. It was out of character for her and I can't imagine why she would wanna fuck Marc but she's not coming back from that now lol.

what the fuck is that name name. and anyways, atleast he didnt fuck kasper in her prime. the girl in that picture i dont give a shit about. pic related is the platonic ideal of kasper. which is to say, the only one that matters

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Kasper was a pure trad waifu but now she's a whore like all the other girls. I'm really disappointed at her.

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Proof shes really dead?

how could an angel fall so far?

well, yeah. not like she is the devil though. very unwise however. id still fuck her

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Her father's facebook. Read the comments of the profile pic.

facebookcom/thoran

user who went on a date with her from when this picture was taken, are you in here? Can you please tell us any more about what it was like? What did you talk about as she ate her Alfredo ravioli ?

is that fucking JT faggot? I would have thought doign drugs with a girl who turned into a corpse on your bed would scare him off drugs.

>Proof shes really dead?

angel ciara has passed.

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LOL is that the best she can draw? She would be better trying to live off Sam Hyde's pseudofame

I think you mean anus user. Sam gets off on ruining young girls because hes a closeted homosexual.

It is. JT is a piece of shit. He'll end up dead soon or later. I hope he dies soon, he doesn't deserve to live after killing our angel.

I mean is there like an official obituary yet? I've seen the bottom right pic, looks easily faked , and hasnt she faked this in the past before?

is JT the guy from that naked selfie of him and ciara lying down? think they had like blood on their mouths?

I think he made up that story. It doesn't really make sense.

wft? she's really good