I thought I had recovered, but my sissy thoughts are back

I thought I had recovered, but my sissy thoughts are back

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You're just a raging homo

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Why does it fucking matter anymore? Just be a sissy. Accepting that I was gay helped me stop thinking about it so much. It only causes as much of a problem when you deem it a problem, so just accept it. And if you end up not being a sissy later on in your life then that's fine too. We change user, just roll with the waves of it and don't lose yourself, even if you are a raging homosexual.

just start fucking them and be a power dom instead

I'm bi actually, and I've already accepted it.

Start wearing a skirt you faggot. You know you want to.

Second user here. You obviously have a high libido, yeah? Then fucking do something about it, you're not gonna have that libido for ever, you know. If you can balance it out with work and shit, then you're solid! Obviously, I have a low libido so I frown on your pathetic hedonistic bend, but I who gives a shit. As my father once said, "Who's asking what sexuality you are? As long as you're making money you're good".

>tfw want to be a sissy but not cute
>tfw want to take dick but terrified of normalfags and stds
I'll never get to have fun

They don't go away... Women being disgusted by me fuels mine. I fucking got a fetish from all the bullying I received.

>woman bully sissies
Get yourself a fujoshit, loser.

big same

my body is fairly good for a sissy but average ugly male face

plus I think the actual experience of something sexual with a man, because there has to be a guy attached to the dick, could very well turn me off of it

I know exactly how you feel user.
The dream is to meet someone like you and experiment with gay stuff but I'm never close to any robots.

im in northwest indiana, near chicago area

not that Id necessarily go through with anything anyway

I'm over in Kansas City unfortunately

>fujoshit
Where to find qt fujos?

This agp/sissy shit seems to come in waves for most people, I feel okay now but a week ago I was actually considering seeing a therapist and talking about hrt. I also shaved my body hair and was close to buying panties online to wear. But the realization I'm not cute at all and I'd probably just look like a freakish crossdresser with a fetish thats gone too far caused me so much shame I somewhat snapped out of it. My disgusting body probably saved me from plunging further down this rabbit hole, for now...

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I'm a masculine sissy when I get high and get TOPPED by my bbc fwb ama

Fuck iktf.
I just shaved my entire body last week and bought a dildo again. It felt so good but then when I remember I'll never be cute it hurts my soul.

Look for art blogs. Some artists I've seen like to talk about having submissive men and tend to imagine themselves pegging or having m/m/f. You could start off by going to /y/ and asking for blogs. Or any art website, there's always a fujoshit.

You can become a man again. I've done it. I've gone to the brink, I've stuck things up my bum and down my throat, drank my own cum, watch trap porn and tranny porn and bisexual porn and even porn without women in it, I've fantasized about being in gangbangs and swallowing cocks and guzzling loads of hot cum.

And I have recovered and remain a straight man who wants to have sex with women in the missionary position.

You can recover too.

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>It only causes as much of a problem when you deem it a problem,
Or when God and reality deem it a problem and you contract super Corona AIDS.

surprised it doesn't give you ptsd

yeah ngl this is something that really makes me question how mentally stable I am, a couple months ago I thought I was actually repressing trans and I had a panic attack over it. Ive had AGP tendencies/crossdressing tendencies since I was like 5ish, its something thats ingrained in me past just a porn induced fetish, but I dont actually have physical dysphoria or anything despite wishing I was a cute girl whenever I see a really cute girl. Being an average to below average girl seems as unappealing to me as anything else.

I'm not even sure I wish I was born a girl with my current mind, the thought of actually having breasts and a vagina seems foreign and unnatural to me

My libido can be high af or extremely low during some weeks (I have BPD)
The same thing happened to me when I was deep into this shit. I've never actually enjoyed the idea of being penetrated, I enjoyed feeling like a cute girl. I even created "another personality" to be a girl, because I'm not cute at all.
I never shaved my whole body nor crossdress because I've always thought that most crossdressers end up looking gross, and that scared me because I liked feeling pretty.
I've been clean for 2 weeks. I joined a gym and blocked everything related to that shit.

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I've had almost the exact same questions in my mind for awhile now. But I've come to the conclusion that there's too much of a disconnect between what I want to be and what I actually am, no hrt or tranny bandaid fix is going to change it. I don't know how we're supposed to move forward normally other than coping and jerking off to fantasies and hoping its something you just grow out of.

Just don't make the same mistake I did and go to /lgbt/ for answers, because talking to actual trannies about this is exhausting. They're a bunch of vapid gatekeeping cunts who are way to judgmental considering their position in life. Best case scenario they try to get you to take hormones.

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I feel like I have my sissy fetish under control. You have to figure out why it makes you uncomfortable. I believe its just hedonistic bullshit, that's why it made me feel bad, once I realized that it was just a matter of making sure it doesn't get in the way of things that are important. I don't think blind acceptance of it is always the way though, because there might be a good reason why some part of you wants to be rid of this fetish, in my case I knew it was just bullshit that wouldn't do me any good. But self hatred isn't the way either, so I still fap to a dick every now and then to get it out of my system.

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Lol imagine being so mentally-ill and sexually confused that you only want to take a disembodied dick, what the fuck man? You fags are sick society has fucked your heads. Just be gay or dont! What the fuck do you want a tailored experience of life? Like the perfect shemale is gonna come knock on your door with planned parenthood paperwork begging to fuck you or something? fucking retard

Shut up retard like we don't have standards. Respect yourself

You are exposing yourself to sissy/homo influences by lurking on boards like r9k. Staying here normalizes a lot of that content to you, which makes it more acceptable and even likeable over time. Just stop feeding those influences, and it will lessen. Best to leave. If you won't leave the board, then add filters until related content is minimal.

SO MUCH FUCKING COPE

Read Andrea Dworkins seminal text, Women Hating. You can find it online for free. What do you have to lose

You're precious "standards" and "morals" are your undoing dumbass. They're the reason you will never be happy or satisfied.

>tfw same feelings surge regularly
>will never be cute
>6'7" and a (forcefully) retired college football player
I would do anything in this world to be cute, to feel cute, or for someone one time in my life to call me cute but I know it can not happen, will not happen, and should not happen.

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Want to fuck a girl at the same time while you see my cock and I see yours? This will cure it.

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Oh Ive been on /lgbt/ plenty, I was literally told to take my pills probably a dozen times. Some of them are really reasonable and won't push you but others think everybody slightly questioning should just take hrt.

I feel the same, Im 99.9% sure Im never going to go tranny because it seems like a terrible idea and I dont feel the drive to want to change my body in the way taking female hormones as a man would. It doesn't cause me much stress but I do think about this issue in a broad sense more or less every day.

Every aspect of my life can be normal besides a sex life, I always come back to AGP based fantasy, usually that Im sucking dick as a feminine character

Im not not sucking dick because I refuse to stoop to being submissive to a man, or that Im a repressing fag unwilling to accept it

I like male genitalia but not male bodies, so why would I force myself to go through an unpleasant sexual experience with a man? You act like someone can only be gay or straight with no in between or lack of attraction

You've just got to make what works for you intersect with what you want. I used to be pretty enough to trap here, when I got too tall I posted twink stuff and got even more views, now I've been going to the gym and am basically twunk-mode. Actually getting fit changes a lot of your outlooks on life, I'm nearly exclusively a top at this point.

>I like male genitalia but not male bodies, so why would I force myself to go through an unpleasant sexual experience with a man?

Yeah people don't realize how serious this is. This is like being a straight guy who likes pussy but all woman look like Danny Devito. You would just never have sex.

Basically, white women hate niggers. Your whole inferiority complex comes from the massive amounts of nigger dicks that are shown on porn sites. Women overwhelmingly want a white man. Just wake up, Yas Forums. Be a cute/handsome white male again and go out there and DO IT.

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That's just called being fucked in the goddamn head dude. you think people in the 80 and 90's had this dillema? Fuck no because they weren't autistic spergs watching degenerate porn all day, they either just fucked dudes or fucked girls or fucked both and moved on with their goddamn day and didn't constantly think about or discuss it with people other than who they were fucking doing it with! The world is sick now and you losers are the mucus

>Im gay btw

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What if I want what they want aswell ?

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You owned it. No one cares. Women are even curious if you say you have a small dick. They will look at your crotch non-stop. They just want the dick because they don't have one. It's all fucking bullshit.

Porn probably did fuck a lot of guys sexuality up, but there isn't any going back. Now we have all these guys who only like guys who look like girls or cocks but not men, its weird but that's why I chose just to not have sex with men. Unless you just really love men, I think its better to stick with normal ass woman.

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>but my sissy thoughts are back
OK groomer

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Most men do not have big cocks. They are average at best. I went on adam4adam and looked for a truly big cock, but there were none to see. The average length is 5-6.5 (at the top end). Most penises are not that big. Our ancestors selected for what felt good in their pussies. Just stop being a deluded BotW Link poster. He had a nice body in the game, but it's no more than that. Trannies are a joke.

I'm bisexual, virgin and not pro-LGBT at all

Porn fucked men up by giving them unrealistic standards, and for some 2d porn even impossible like kemono girls and shit. See I'm different then you see I'm not a pathetic fucking shallow mentally fucked up clown who only takes sex at face value. I have my bros, and they're cool guys who have been with me for decades through everything, dudes who would have done anything for me way more than any fucking roastie whore would ever even dream of. I played halo 3 with back in the day, we had sleepovers at our parents houses. They aren't the most physically attractive in the world but I dont give a damn because I'm attracted to who they are as my friend, I love their cock even if it looks funny because it's attached to the person who cares about me and has always been there for me. Guys talk shit on e-girls for being shallow and only wanting chad but incels are no better they only want Bella or whatever but the truth is you'll throw out any chance of love or real passion if it doesn't fit the bill of your standards set by contrived 2d porn or whatever you're into

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Look man I have friends that I love and care about, but that doesn't mean I have to put my dick inside of them. Plus sex is risky business so damn right I'm gonna have high standards when its comes to an activity that can either give me children or lifelong diseases.

You owned him. AT MOST, you would like to see your friend fuck a girl so you can cum in her also. Everything else is a goofy fetish. Trannies, gay shit and all the rest. It's all a scheme

Use fiction and games to cope with it like people already do.

>Everything else is a goofy fetish. Trannies, gay shit and all the rest. It's all a scheme

I wouldn't say that. To some people its really important to them to indulge in their sexual desires, they feel less fulfilled without it, and that's cool, but I can't relate at all. I could fuck a dude, sure, but my happiness isn't dependent on me putting my dick in a mans ass, to me its just a silly sex act I could easily live without.

So you hate yourself then? You know what the 'B' stands for, right?

>doesnt want to fuck friends
>doesnt want to fuck stranger

Lol, kids? Putting the cart before the horse there a little bit. Why don't you stop talking and go sit in the corner you fucking retard you should just make yourself fucking disappear because you're useless and nobody wants a useless man anyways

Your fucking stupid you're clueless about the societies that came before us. Yea you're totally right all the unexpected, unplanned gay sex I've had is a total fetish and a scheme to take down the straight devils.

You can overcome it. People here will egg you on for their own sexual end. Dont fetishize yourself for attention, be your own man. I believe in you user

>Your fucking stupid you're clueless about the societies that came before us. Yea you're totally right all the unexpected, unplanned gay sex I've had is a total fetish and a scheme to take down the straight devils.
It's gross, dude. Lay off of it. Gay sex is nasty. Now, a cute feminine trap is something different, but I would much rather stick my dick between their thighs than get shit on my dick. That is where we separate. Anal sex is disgusting.

>tfw no robot sissy to sate my lust

Hahaha Oh my god I can't imagine having such a twisted and immature outlook on sex as half of you kids do, I'm sorry you got fucked in the head I really am you pearl clutching prudish piece of irrelevant shit, the fact of the matter is that nobody cares what some loser like you thinks about anything! Lol and you talk like you're unironically 15. I'm not gonna waste my time arguing with a confused hormonal faggot who also has moral hangups do whatever autistic mental gymnastics you want to think because it doesn't mean shit to anyone but yourself

>too beta to get gf
>too ugly to be gay

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ok theres this trick that works every time. do no nut for a little, just about a month or so. when youre two weeks in, do some cardio or lifting or even competitive vydia, just as long as you get adreneline and/or testostrone in you. next youre gonna want to try to not use porn for like 3-4 months, if that didnt work, repeat steps one and two and try again.

Honestly the same goes for any lifestyle, the only safe one I can think Is playing vidya with others

ok tranny psyop go 40%
in any case thi is real just stop watching porn and doing gay shit for moths, you will become sexually healthy again. it is perversion.