Letter Thread

To K

I miss you a lot. I wish you would add me back. I hope you know that I love you. Good luck, wherever you are.

From S

JK,

You motherfucker, happy birthday. Why the F U C K did you use my nickname in my email response back!? don't call me our pet names unless you're getting back with me one day. I hate not talking. I'm sorry you're living with your asshole sister now. I almost tried to kill myself so....yeah that's where my life is at. It's garbage.

Love,

CH

If they're the love of your life why aren't you guys together

c please write to me i miss you :(
y

M

I've started exercising again 3 months ago to get back in shape and I've been working a lot of overtime. Corona virus hit right after I got back home and I never leave the house anyways so I'm pretty safe. I cried when I got back but I got over it. My sister reminded me how much I missed family. I hope you're doing good in uni.

J

V,

I truly hope your life situation is well. Did you end up renewing the lease? I am still working on my thing, and I will by finished by mid April. Maybe we can pick up where we last left off afterwards? I know that is selfish of me, but I think about you lots.

All the best,
M

You're lucky we'll never see one another again or I'd hose you down with cum. It'd be like someone used peter north as a fire hydrant. The only regrettable thing about it is you swallowed and spit out enough cum already getting blasted at you for it to make any difference.

is your cat still lost?

p

F,
I miss how things were back then so dearly. Come back to me please. I'll be better than I was before.

I doubt it? Why would you act that way in the first place

Long story, but, in their words, if I remember right, they dont love me anywhere near as much as I do them and they cant bring themselves to be with me. They've always had a bit of an inferiority complex, sadly.
The thing is that I dont care about any of the things they see wrong with themselves, my heart aches when i think of them. On the (decent) chance you read this, J, I really do love you. Take your time, but dont make me wait too long :c

J

Sorry I wasn't more open with you. It's been years and I can still remember all the times I should have just been honest with you. Pride can be a horrible thing sometimes. I hope you adjusted well after your move. You were and still are the smartest person I've had the pleasure of knowing. I won't look for you anymore. I'm sure you are married or dead. I just feel like you were my biggest opportunity at a real life and I threw it back in your face. It will likely never sit right with me, but at least over the years I can remember less and less what you look like. You are like a phantom that haunts my dreams. Judging my every misdeed.

S

Dear son,
My stack of 70's nudies mags are under tha stove
hephephep

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I have that initial and something similar happened to me but in reverse. She was kind of cruel about it but I forgive her. Hope it works out for you.

I'm not sure if you're my F or not, but if you are, I was young and immature back then and I truly regret everything I did. I want to prove to you that I am better now.

Dear V,

I love you. I'm thinking about you very long-term. I can't believe I could have ever found someone like you, and I'm going to keep you happy. I'm extremely tired but I love you.

Love,
C

Dear Mr Peterman.

Yeah i'm using your name, I know you browse this board, loser. I remember when you told me I was such an immature person that i'd be selling insurance for the rest of my life. You told me that when I was 16 years old. Now i'm an adult, and I've had time to think about how mature you are. You've spent your entire life in school. You went to school for 13 years, then you went to school for another 4, and now you're going to be working at a school for the next 40 years. You've stayed in the same place your entire life. I am going to travel the world making six figures in the mean time. Basically i'm writing to tell you that you're a fucking loser and you will never be nearly as successful as me. Enjoy working 70 hours a week for scraps, faggot.

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Go out of your way to cause something. Don't be satisfied with peace.

Dear J,
I am sorry. I know that you used me as much as I used you during our relationship, but I should have been stronger and told you no. Despite all that we went through I want you to know that I will keep the memory of our time together close to my heart, as a lesson and as the happiest time of my life.
It is weird how some big mistake like ours can lead to so much good, even if born from a big lie.
I am sorry I never loved you, but you truly made me happy.
Yours, A

Holy roastie cope boys. Stay mad gurl

Dear Karissa and Den,
I might not've seemed it, but you made me happy then. You were the first two true friends I ever made, and I suppose the last. Thank you for the time you spent with me, though it was years ago and I doubt you remember me. I'm sorry.
Boop,
your friend

To R,
Our mutual friends have told me you're in a better place in life now, and that's what I wanted for you.

You did all I asked. You stopped leading poor men on to hopeless fantasies, reconciled with your chaotic family (which I hear has reunited again), got a decent job (and another seasonal one), solidified and passed your unhealthy relationship for another. And I heard you're keeping healthy, that's great.

Yes, I did know about your behind-the-back criticisms against me, people told me. Yes, that good Christian girl 'B' was interested in me, but I blew her off (I won't go into it).

You remember years ago I asked you, about if you were sexually abused, and you broke there and then? I wasn't spreading it around, you yourself told me. You told me a lot about yourself and when my attraction to you faded, I still cared about your wellbeing. Maybe you felt weak for letting your guard down, don't know. I cared to see you smile, as I did all my friends. If I wasn't so nice about your shortcomings, I admire direct honesty over a long pander.

Maybe you don't see me a lot but I've seen you many times. We ride the same trainline. If we meet again, I'd not mind to have a chat with you. But I'm not chasing you down.

- J

I'm not waking up.
Dreamless sleep.

Dear Chelsea

I hope the dog is doing okay and is happy

-Maximilian

Ben,
I hope you don't browse this board anymore. I love you.

-kat

Trisha
When you stopped talking to me I cried. I wailed and asked "where did my best friend go?"
i was once dumb and young. i was so stupid to think a woman is capable of being a friend. capable of being reliable. in the end only the male friends stayed.

These threads always give me the feels but I have nothing to say to anyone and have no regrets.

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Dear S
For the first time in almost 2 years im not sure if i would get back with you
What you did has become more difficult to forgive with the passing of time
But i still want you in my life
You are a person i really care about
Being this apart is so painful
F

J,

Hey,

I know sometimes you feel like this reality is torture - and I know it can be at miserable times but don't give up! I know sometimes you feel like you're surrounded by monkeys who cannot think, and that too is okay - we're all learning together. I know you hate this place - that's okay. Just get up, somehow. Please.

E
Miss u bro
J
Get it together man
A
fuck off
Ciao

To B
im debating on whether or not to tell you i have a crush on you, as it seems a bit futile given you're currently in a different city. if i confessed my feelings then i imagine it would mean a lot less talking between us, since i imagine you don't like me back in the same way. it hurts desu when we talk, cause we have a lot in common but i don't want to ruin the current friendship we have
idk

A

You don't even know who I am, but somehow I know so much about you. You should really hide your tracks on the internet better. I find a lot of the things you say and believe fascinating as I've never really heard anyone express things the way you do. But we probably won't ever talk. Have a nice day.

Dear Here,

Crafting a visual letter here in the next few editions, but I'm doing a little prep first so I'm cheating a bit.

J

Aiste is a tranny loser

What is a visual letter?

inb4 cutup magazines to make a ransom or manifesto note

That's a good idea. Have it say 'op is a faggot'.

To the void,

For the last three weeks or so I haven't bothered to shave, and I have been getting drunk daily. I have been depressed for over two decades, but lately it is starting to reach it's peak like it did a few years ago. I had to lie to my shrink to avoid getting sent to a ward the other day, because I am already at the maximum dose of my antidepressant medication. He increased my antipsychotics instead, which to be fair was warranted because the noises are starting to come back.

While definitely not the only reason, I think the straw that broke the camel's back was that I suffered a major loss recently. I suspect that loss is about to grow. I can't really talk to anyone either as there is only one person I trust, and unfortunately I have seen the writing on the wall for a while now regarding that person. I know that I have been replaced, but I am deluding myself into thinking I haven't. Worse yet I keep saying to myself that the loss I have experienced didn't happen and that things will be like they were. I've spent most of my life isolated from other human beings, and it was foolish of me to bother to try changing that. Everyone just takes from you all they can and leaves, especially if you are a vulnerable person without purpose.

I am old now and I really wish to stop this cycle, spending most of your life in the mental health system and treated like an unperson is taxing. Still, I will do my best to keep my delusional ideas of a future that won't come to pass in my mind because it is all I have left.

Thanks blog.

I'm glad you posted that.

second letter of A?

Not sure why, it is just a vent since I can't vent to anyone.

Dear Cousin,
I'm going to kill myself. Not because I'm sad but because I hear voices. I tried to imitate you at school because I appreciate you and I find you utterly elegant, I find everything about you fascinating. I actually want to be you but I can't because I'm a big loser, and this loser if there is an afterlife is going to hell. Life wasn't what it is.
Goodbye

It isnt fair,
Why is it that I have such strong feelings for you when youve long moved on from me. I wish my horrible memory worked, and I could forget you, but it doesnt seem to be possible. When a bond like that forms with a special person its unforgettable. There are so many things I want to tell you, but I cant. It would be selfish to reach out to you, as well as irresponsible. Things would never be able to work out between us. Ive left you be, because I know it would only have a negative impact on you. I love you so much. Im really happy to have confidence that youre doing good, but life hasnt been so kind to me. My life fell apart as soon as you left. I dropped out, was continuously raped, and failed miserably at life. Its good you cut ties with me. You will never know the severity of how youve impacted my emotions, which is another good thing. Goodbye forever.

>continuously raped
that escalated quickly

This may not be for me but I do hope I didn't cause this to anyone. I am scared and wish and hope that this isn't anyone I have harmed.

Jack,

Sorry I left unannounced. I still hope we talk sometime soon. You still inspire me. I think of you often. I hope you're taking care and being as optimistic as is reasonable. I hope church is going well? And that you haven't died from injecting.

All my platonic love,
L

If it is for you, dont worry. You werent the one who hurt me. You made me really happy at the time. When I think of you I only wish you the best. I just miss you if it is you, and Yas Forums is a helpful place to vent.

Ah okay. Is your initial start with an A(Real name) by any chance?

what noises do you hear?

White noise, humming, buzzing, whispers I can't make out, my own voice telling me negative things about myself, family members telling me negative things about myself.

No sorry user

But thank you for the larp

idk if that warrants high dose antipyschs

I wish so as well because the side effects are quite unpleasant, but I can't help what the psych gives me. It wouldn't surprise me if it was so I don't relapse into worsening psychiatric issues like I have had in the past.

It's probably disappointing to hear, but contrary to popular belief most people with psychotic symptoms don't hear the voice of god commanding them to do things. Nor do they hear voices telling them to commit crimes, or have conversations with hallucinations. Not as exciting as the movies or some infamous people are. You mainly feel like you are being judged constantly, have trouble focusing, or feel down about yourself.