You don’t have to carry the weight of the world, bros. What are you going through?

The only thing I care about in the world is fitness, I want to have a good body so fucking bad but I’m living with my parents right now cause college closed down and they don’t understand my needs diet wise and combine that with the fact that the gyms are closed and im just losing my (miniscule) gains :( hold me bros

Do it with headphones on, how long is your shift?

>omg Im literally sisyphus
>I'd be happy to carry those groceries for you madame

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Got kicked out of the life of most of my friends, i reached a point where i feel they just wanted me being miserable otherwise they won't want me near, it's been months since i don't go out to hang out with people, i feel like garbage.
Also my romantics relationships were all awful

Wrong you could have used your fucking brain and realized I was talking about the titan god Atlas
do you at least get access to the hotel gym?

I used to work as a night auditor and loved it, was able to get through school easy since I essentially had 7 hours to do study and projects with. But now, during all this? Can't say I envy you, but just weather the storm because this all will pass. Hopefully you're not in a tourist heavy area.

Not being able to get to a gym for a few weeks now has been really making me consider joining the home gym master race. Although finding any kind of deal is impossible. Craigslist is nothing but guys in their 40s that never used their equipment but just see a gouging opportunity. Best bet is to see if a small gym can't financially weather this and get their shit on the cheap, but I'd kind of feel bad that it came to that for them if it happens

Same larp

>hooked up with best female friend Of two years
>shit got weird on my end and now she’s getting distant
>no girls for the next months or so due to coronachan
>can’t even distract myself with other females now

Should’ve just kept my fucking dick in my pants

incorrect.
I'm not expecting you to understand.

Stay up brother. The sun will shine again

Im out of crazy pills and cant get more because quarintine=no money. OCD/ADD keeps giving me thoughts that I know aren't true but makes my brain give me the emotions as if they were true. It creates a viscious thought cycle that doesn't end.

The lates thought is, even though ive done badass things in my life and could literally write a book/movie about it, im a pussy beta bitch and I need to roll over and accept that. For instance, my last job was bouncing in New Orleans, and I was the best boncer besides the Head of Security. But because I am quiet and introverted i never talked much unless I wanted too. And most of the time i only talked when i was forced too but didnt want too so obviously I was awkward. So because I know that i gave off the perception of being innocent and shy, they probably saw me as the little bitch of the group. Even though im not and desu i probably am less PC then them even.
But my OCD makes me constantly have to argue this in my head. Whenever i meet and fuck girls my OCD tries to tell me that they only like me because im "pretending" to not be a little bitch around them and if they "knew who I really was" they would not want anything to do with me.

TL;DR I NEED MY FUCKING MEDS REEE

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dont give up my man

>you couldn't possibly understand my juvenile mythology references, fucking plebe

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9-12 hours.

lmao what gym?

In a pretty dark spot right now, mentally.
> Stuck at home bc uni closed from coronavirus
> Family does nothing but belittle me - I know it's supposed it be bantz but that shit hurts, and they won't take me seriously when I tell them to stop
> Got a little fluffier than I'd like to be while bulking for sports, which also got cancelled from coronavirus
> Feel worthless in my degree
> Can't seem to meet or hold on to any woman despite being athletic, tall, academically successful, not ugly, and only slightly touched
> Can't find motivation for anything because nothing feels real anymore
Just nothing seems to be going right. My only light this week has been increasing my number of pull-ups by 3 since a few days ago. Thanks for reading the blog post

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.>only slightly touched

I can't leave the house. Now it's impossible for me to study. For the love of god, I cannot focus when I'm at home. I've learnt to sleep early, to exercise regularly, even regulate my gaming habits.
But for all that is holy, I cannot study at home. I must go the library, but it got locked down. I got through the entirety of my secondary and high school years by camping at school or at the library. Now I might have to repeat a year at uni.
Fucking hell. I might try meditation to see if it reduces my anxiety towards studying, which I've always had, but I dunno if it's just going to be another form of procrastination.

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maybe you need to grow up and sort yourself out bucko

With the 'tism

I never said that to you.
I said I'm not expecting you to understand.
I'd be amazed if you could, because it's personal.

I have grown up, I know none of it is real my brain is just fucked up. Sorted myself out as much as I can buckaroni

>All I want is to contribute to the wellbeing of my country and my people.
>i still havent figured out my profession.
>im still not close enough to God

I feel this too user

Will do fellow user, thankyou for the good vibes

Sitting at home is making me think about the shit I normally just push aside. 25 yo /fat/ virgin. Making some progress(down like 30 lbs in 3 months). But sort of realize that even if I get fit im just so late in the game that any attempt at a relationship will just be weird. I didn't have all those foundational moments as a teen and I'll just die alone. At least I'll have a smaller coffin.

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im lifting to get her off my mind

Got a call at 4am that my mom died. Feel a mix of sadness and relief. She was an alcoholic with bipolar disorder, so her last 10 years were just sad, and I think she was purposefully drinking herself to death

Still losing your mom at 24 years old is kinda rough, no matter how crazy she was. Gonna dedicate todays chest day for her

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I’m a line cook and I’m literally going insane because I can’t go to work. I’m sitting on my ass all day, and I’m getting unemployment, but it’s not as much as I’d be making at work. Just try and look on the bright side.

I honestly feel like I'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders.

I'm 23, an engineering student. I had an abusive upbringing, a psychopathic brute for a father and a mother with bipolar disorder. My father was just horrible to me and I was terrified of him. My mother was in and out of a psychiatric ward for a lot of my early years and has been on heavy medication for a long time. Any other family I had have cut contact with us.

I have nobody in the world. I'm completely alone. I don't think most people realise what a life like that will do to a person. I'm in college and I can't relate to the people around me at all. I honestly feel like a different species. I come from such a horrible, hostile environment that I don't know how to behave in a way that isn't unemotional and cold. It's not like I'm a weak person, I know I'm pretty tough. I just don't trust people, and I have had a lot of horrible experiences growing up.

I know I am strong enough to continue working on my goals alone, but it really does take a toll to know that you are alone with everything that happens in your life, with nowhere to turn and nobody to confide in or listen to you. To be this alienated from the people around you. I learned how to be constantly guarded and to even carry myself in an aggressive way, ready to fight, so that I could survive. The reality is that nobody really gives a shit and I have to pay therapists money just to get someone to listen to me. I'm alone in the world and have to figure it all out for myself when I'm lost, scared and confused.

>Been hooking up with my roommates friend's sister
>Sex is incredible
>We do dinner and stuff
>We've been doing this "we're together all the time and we fuck all the time, but we're totally not dating" thing for about 6 months
>Neither one of us made it a point to push further or ask where this was going
>We were fucking a few days ago, she let loose with an "I love you" as she was coming down from her orgasm
>I managed to play it off and just went back to kissing various parts of her
>Haven't spoken of it since
I don't know what to feel. First time a woman ever told me that that wasn't family.

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I didnt have a teenagehood either but that doesnt mean you cant have a good relationship. Keep at it man

soory bro, really.

Sorry for your loss bro

Sorry to hear that man.

Think about this, everything you accomplish from now on will mean you conquered goals in your life completely on your own with a damaged mind. Most people would just become NEETS and cry. You better not give up, user.

Do you have a yard? I have this problem too and setting up outside or in a different room than usual can help temporarily.

> the titan god atlas
> the titan god
> titan god

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Been down that road man. I was too afraid to tell her how I actually feel. Fucked for a whole year, never dated. She's now dating some lawyer dude in Kentucky and I'm still stuck where I left off. Pull the trigger. Don't let your feelings stay inside man. Relationships can be a good thing.

I now live in a flat with my parents

Thanks for the kind words. I won't give up user.

I suppose putting my laptop in the living room could help

this but i was the one who fell in love. ended with the girl leaving me to be a hooker. Different set of circumstances though. Do you love her user?

you got it bud

Man I don't know. I love being around her. I always have her on my mind because if I see something at the store or a joke I know she'd find funny, I get it or send it to her. I've already assessed her as a potential mother of my children and she ticks all the boxes for me.

I just don't know how to respond to her admission. I was working myself up to asking if she would want to go steady with me as opposed to this up in the air deal we had going, and then she drops this bomb on me. I don't want to come back too hard and dive her away not do I want to pretend it never happened and have her think I'm uninterested. I'm just at a loss for where to even begin.

just tell her you love her too lol

God bless you, I hope things turn out well.

Isolation.
I was finally starting to see the results of a good gym and diet routine, when fucking pandemic happened. Now I'm forced to be home alone outside of when i have to work, which is basically hell in this period.I can't even see my gf, so I'm basically sad and horny all day.
On the other hand, I'm managing to keep working out with kettlebells and having good results

Don't give up life will get better

The best time to plant a tree was 20 years ago the second best time is today

I'm sorry man you shouldn't have to go through that. I hope things get better for you.

Sincerely hope you can overcome this man, maybe the wish of not feeling alone can become one of your goals so you can work towards it the same way you work towards the others. Don't lose faith. Will be praying for u.