I never look (with sexual intention) at men during my daily life and I am 100% sure I am attracted to women. I like big ass and tits and stuff. I never had sex with a man and I fucked some girls in my pathetic life.
But I am much more attracted to gay porn. I dont know why, straight porn just doesnt hold much appeal to me, but watching a hung guy fucking a femboy makes me DIAMONDS. I also jerk off to big cocks cumming, I think it is hot as fuck. Still, I've never hit on men and I think if a man flirted with me irl I'd tell him to fuck off.
Is this normal?
Am I gay?
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You’re gonna be told to stop watching porn but it doesn’t go away for a while, especially if you still jerk off to those thoughts. I would recommend extreme noFap and only relapse with thoughts of raping a hot girl.
You're very gay, no straight man jerks off to gay porn, especially repeatedly. You don't hit on men because being gay makes you very uncomfortable. You'll get used to and accept it. I just realized I'm schizoid and I feel like a freak.
shit my dude, i know what your talking about. do nofap and give up on porn. you are just conditioned because of degenerate pornorgraphy.
Stop watching porn
this
Have the same problem here.
Try to quit porn. I have been trying for half a year now but i still coom atleast once a day
You need to accept JESUS into your life and also paypal me $100 so I can continue spreading HIS WORD to those like you
i fucked a extremely hot girl for days straight and now i cant cum unless i think about it
Women have clits > clits are small penises > fucking something with a penis is gay > fucking women is gay.
No your not gay. A lot of straight women jerk off to lesbian porn.
3D men disgust me, but I almost exclusively jack it to 2D forced fem/trap images. Either that or very rarely 2D femdom. I don't know what my deal is at this point and I'm kind of scared of getting a girl in bed and then finding out I can't get it up.
Why are you guys telling him he's not gay? He's cooming to gay porn lmao. This isn't just some fucking fetish you can no fap away.
Yes you are gay.
it is literally called bisexual, or some other fancy name if you believe sexuality is a spectrum.
don't mind it op, you can fuck girls all you want and dress up as a pretty girl or have a pretty girl fuck you. Why do you care?
>it is literally called bisexual
There's gay and straight. Pick one.
jewish mind tricks. stop fapping retard.
According to the new LGBTQetcetc lingo you are what they call "heteroromantic bisexual"
according to normal people who use regular English you are "a little bit gay" or a regular run of the mill bisexual
there's straight, gay, and asexual (possibly a disorder or something), and you don't choose
Same thing happened to me when I got serious about lifting and started using whey and creatine. I did and am still doing no porn. I hung a picture of Jesus Christ on the wall for me to look at when I get degenerate sexual thoughts.
Hanging the picture of Jesus on my wall has completely backfired though. I masturbate to the picture and imagine fucking Jesus while he’s helpless on the cross.
do you fuck his holy palms in your mind?
Happened to me too, but not with gay porn but rather with traps and extreme femdom. Quit porn and stop jacking off to extreme shit like that. You may or may not engage in religious affairs but you should understand that your condition of being aroused to femboys while still knowing youre straight is purely conditioned arousal. I also suggest looking up HOCD online and OCD in general, because this will spike up and fuck you the more you distance yourself from porn. If you didn't show homosexual tendencies before puberty and exposure to porn, you are straight without doubt. Also, as soon as you dwell on a thought and have ask yourself if you are gay or not, you are not gay.
>t. ex-porn addict and psychiatry specialist
"watching a hung guy fucking a femboy makes me DIAMONDS."
Yessiree, you are absolutely gay or bisexual at best.
This is some mac-tier shit.
not normal and... it sounds like ur gay homy. sorry.
Nah
Sounds like your bi
Reddit joke eat shit and die
That sucks dude, at least you know and can work on it now
based murderer
There was a study that put self-identified straight, gay, and bi men & women in either an mri or a ct scanner while showing them explicit shit.
It showed bi men are indistinguishable from gay men, bi girls indistinguishable from straight girls.
Similar shit with me. Ended up masturbating to extreme femdom, like chicks fucking pathetic dudes with forearm-sized strap ons. A lot of the time though the dude would let out a gay noise or it'd focus exclusively on him instead of the dominatrix and I'd go from diamonds to soft fast. I'd end up just muting it during the fucking and unmuting while she was talking but it was annoying hearing these uber-betas' voices.
Haven't kicked porn but now masturbate mainly to slackholes. I think it's really erotic seeing chicks take objects larger than an infant's head in their pussy or ass.
Going to need a citation on that user.
sorry sir this is a fitness board, but the fine folks at Yas Forums might help you
>Am I gay
Yes
>Is it normal
It's normal to be gay user
If you need to be sure:
Quit porn/fappjng for a month, if you still like men you're gay. Congrats, get back to fucking lifting
dont encourage him billy
Manslaughter at best
You're not gay, you're just addicted to dopamine rushes. The gay porn feels "wrong" to you so you go to it to hit that "wrong" dopamine rush that is even greater than a girl being fucked.
Advice: stop watching porn. You need to quit it, and I realize it's hard; it is one of the greatest addictions (and a very common one in today's society). Just recognize what leads you to the porn thoughts, and quit them. In fact, opening up Yas Forums leads to porn use for me, so I try to limit it.
>t. ex coomer who now has a GF and makes her cum 4-6 times every time we fuck while i barely cum once thanks to this stupid dopamine shit
youre fuckin gay tho
Someday you're going to look back on these days where you tried to maintain an identity / avatar on Yas Forums and cringe into oblivion.
It appears I misremembered the fuck out of it. Not a link to it but a link about it.
Not mri or CT, just checking genital arousal (like what if you have a murder boner?)
And all women are bi.
Not the study but an article about it:
webmd.com
I will
This is some serious bullshit lmao, you don't get a fucking dopamine rush from doing something that feels wrong, but you might get one from doing something society says is wrong but you actually like.
There's nothing bullshit about it. You're living the experience right now. I'm going to project a little, but this is also going to be correct: why do you think you started off being able to get off to vaginas (just looking at them and thinking about them) and eventually moved on to women swallowing dudes with their anuses or crazy shit like that? Your brain naturally wants to up the ante, and sometimes upping the ante means going into "wrong" territory.
However, you may also be feeling upset because I called gay porn "wrong." If that's the case, sorry about that; nothing wrong with liking men. It's just wrong for a straight man to be turned on by men online when he's not attracted to them IRL at all.
>this thread thinks the porn you watch determines your sexuality
Bunch of based retards
I am not one of the porn addicted posters in this thread. I'm in favor of noporn but your reasoning for it is flawed.
>Am I gay?
>watching a hung guy fucking a femboy makes me DIAMONDS.
LMAO
>My brain can only handle this simple model of the world, please conform to it or I will become upset.
I seriously doubt this is how either sexuality or addiction works
Anyone else attracted to their own dick? Laying on my back and jerking is pure kino.
You have to do your research, then. Addiction is based on dopamine. This has nothing to do with sexuality, and I don't know where you got that from. That message I left at the end was just an aside.
Holy shit that picture I am in tears.
Just stop watching porn bro. Problem solved.
>You can seek out and get off to gay porn but this has nothing to do with being gay and is all about seeking a higher dopamine rush
>”Nothing to do with sexuality”
Now you're being obtuse. Why? Read my posts and stop trying to seem so superior. I'm here to help you.
Somewhat in the same boat, although I'm now able to (or I should say, have progressed towards) view(ing) some very particular men in public with sexual intent. I'm feeling like I'm 70:30 ish straight to gay. I used to have romantic fantasies about women, progressing towards having them as a wife but I've not had that in damn long time. But now, if I see an attractive, androgynous or feminine male, or even on occasion, a very athletic and svelte male, I can feel an attraction.
But I've never acted on it, I feel too unattractive and pathetic to try to hit on anyone let alone a male that's probably straight.
I can totally get off to specific gay porn though. Bears and super masculine men going at it though, is still disgusting to me and probably always will be.
All said, I feel better jacking off to some twink giving a muscle stud an edging handjob for 15 minutes over watching BBC porn.
Humans are weird
I’m not being anything like that, it’s just literally what you said. You can’t help anyone if you don’t want to admit where you are wrong.
That is not "literally what I said." I told the poster that his dopamine addiction was what led him to seek out gay porn, because humans naturally crave stronger and stronger dopamine hits. To him, gay porn is the largest dopamine hit right now because it aligns with everything that triggers the reflex of being a "higher high." It's like drug use. I don't know what you're trying to pull here, but you are deliberately misunderstanding me.
We could all use a gym buddy like. Right? I know I could but it's not gay to pound his ass while he faces the wall and kiss him from behind while doing it and then giving him a slap on the ass and then take a shower together and chill on the couch together afterwards right?
haha
And then you outed yourself as an angry coomer who felt personally attacked. Damn.
Okay and that has something to do with sexuality, so your claim that it has NOTHING to do with it is just flat out wrong. Your claiming that isn’t how sexuality works by dismissing the possibility that user is just some degree of bi and instead it’s just related to dopamine.
me at you