The feel bar is open user, what's on your mind ?

The feel bar is open user, what's on your mind ?

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OP here, also I'm trans idk if that matters

I'm in love with my buddy's girlfriend. We are three friends for over 8 years. They are in love and I feel terrible. She once told me she didn't view me as a sexual being. I laughed but something broke in me. I never had luck with girls. When I was a kid and I watched a movie where a cliché dork geek character appeared, I always had an atrocious feeling that it would be me one day. I don't kill myself because can't even purchase a gun in my cucked country, the firearms are too pricey, and because I want to see what comes next.
I feel like I was made to spectate life, not to experience it.

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I dunno what to do with myself.

Im trying to detox from weed for mental health gains but im going insane sitting in my house with my parents repeating the same 3 or 4 talking points about the coronavirus over and over.

Theres no room in my house to stretch or even do bodyweight exercises, supermarket shelves have fuck all on them, i lost my job two weeks before this shit started so i cant go and get a new one and i have no money left.

My egirl is losing interest in me, this lockdown is making me feel hopeless

Can i have her?

I smoked lavender to replace weed, it's pretty good and is ok healthy

I'd rather not :(

I used to be a daily pot smoker and because of this corona bullshit I can't contact my dealer, I'm 5 days into a weed fast and I am literally trembling
Pour me some vodka plz

I just want to go to the gym. I was doing so well on my gains. I'm going to have to lower all my numbers and work my way back up after all this. Basically a quarter years worth of progress is being thrown away

You should taste a white russian broski

I don't drink any distillates for the taste, except Whisky

1.) coffee to replace the dopamine craving and slowly wean that down
2.) melatonin to get past the sleeplessness, 2-3 weeks should do it. Then you cold turkey the melatonin and have 2-3 days of a harder time getting to sleep (took me 1-2 hours longer than I wanted but after 2 days I was good again)
3.) after the first 7 days start doing nofap just for the will power boost

The coffe liquor mixed with milk and vodka is pretty good. I view it as a sweet treat

>stopped smoking pot
>stopped jacking it 20x a day
>got a small part time job for the first time in like a year, it’s retail but chill basically paid to hang out
>slowly getting back into shape, even healthier than before (actually doing cardio and making progress)
>failed my NREMT
Fuck. Taking it again in a couple weeks, I failed because I wasn’t used to the format. It’s an adaptive test with 2-4 correct answer choices but its wrong unless you choose the MOST correct choice, so I had below failing in every section. Also threw curveballs with like questions that would essentially only say the patient has X issue but then in the choices it would just assume the patient had certain medications despite that the prompt never mentioned this. Oh well, I know what to expect now and I’m hoping I pass on my 2nd attempt. Should probably take more time reading the questions and choices. I KNOW the stuff for the most part, but there were definitely things I need to brush up on.

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Stressed out because my university has largely put it on us to teach ourselves and I have an exam on self- taught calculus (level 3) tomorrow.

Also I got rejected by a dream girl. She was literally the least degenerate person I had ever met, had read like every book out there, and was super pretty. I feel like it could be several years before I meet someone like that again, or if I do it will be in less convenient circumstances.

Also this city just ruins people through and through. I think I will learn to resist it but I hate being surrounded by disgusting shit. I'm worried about feeling totally alone when I'm in my late 20s/ early 30s.

Found out that I basically solved by heart issue by eating healthier and doing more cardio. It might only get aggravated for a few minutes every couple days, only due to extreme stress or anger, but thats not a huge deal compared to before.

Been praying more frequently. I feel like after seeing the positive theoretical and practical impact of religion it would be stupid to turn away. However it terrifies me to think that I'm just talking to an imaginary friend; that perhaps no higher power exists.

It's just an exam user, you're gonna make it eventually. If a guy like me became a police officer, you succeed at anything.

>tfw in mid of linear progression
>tfw corona-cunt fucked it by closing the gyms
>tfw will probably have to go back to sub 2pl8s squat when I come back
>tfw homeshitters will make fun of me
>tfw they are right but I don't have room for a homegym

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I'm As for the dream girl part, I know how hard it is

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>1.) coffee to replace the dopamine craving and slowly wean that down
I was actually drinking tea for trying to sooth my racing thoughts
>2.) melatonin to get past the sleeplessness, 2-3 weeks should do it. Then you cold turkey the melatonin and have 2-3 days of a harder time getting to sleep (took me 1-2 hours longer than I wanted but after 2 days I was good again)
Sleep is not actually a big deal rn, I just sleep when I feel very sleepy, I quit my job 2 months ago because I was getting paid late and to focus on college
But those vivid dreams are fucking hell, not actually having nightmares or anything but I'm getting some really awkward dreams
3.) after the first 7 days start doing nofap just for the will power boost
Ok def gonna try it, thank you

Idk about coffe liquor but I got some cocoa liquor, do you think it blends well?

>cocoa liquor
cocoa liquor should do about the same taste, just replacing the coffee taste with choco taste. It should taste very good i think. Pro tip : you can use milk or cream

I get 2 more attempts before I have to take a 24 hour refresher, and then another 3 before having to retake the 3 month course. While I’d obviously rather pass it on the next try, if retaking the course makes me a better EMT then I’m fine with it as much as it would suck. I wouldn’t want an EMT/ paramedic who passed with blind luck taking care of my family you know? Like if I really can’t pass with 6 attempts then it’s best I retake the whole course

>Tired after a long day, didn't sleep the night before, this lockdown will bring me well deserved respite
>I sit on my bed and start talking to the memory of an ex in a half delirious state
>tell her I wish she was there to see the beautiful sunrise this morning
>tell her I wish she could see how strong I've become
>I say I miss the times when I was training for her
>I say I know it's not her fault she isn't around anymore
>I tell her to take care and that I miss her a lot
Few days later watching god of war gameplay with my girlfriend, Kratos speaks out loud to his late wife
>girlfriend asks me "do you ever do that?"
I'm having coffee and watching the sun rise
>she asks me I'm thinking of and that I look sad
I think she heard me bros, I haven't told my current girlfriend that my previous one passed away. I haven't fully accepted it myself.

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well all I have to say is good luck and study hard in these times of turmoil. Good luck braj

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Do you relate to this?

fuck yes, right in the feels, they even talked about me being the best man at their potential marriage. I would literally drive myself off a cliff if they actually did it.

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get away from them, ghost them, move in a different city

they both are my best and only friends since a long time. I just can't, that's why it's torture.

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You should tell her. I'm sure she'd understand and be willing to help you move on and cope with your feelings.

Also, seek therapy if you have the money for it.

don't listen to or your gf will try to compete with a dead girl

fpbp

Heard this shit quarentine is gonna go up to a couple of months if shit keeps up the way it is right now where I live, Thinking about purchasing this, a couple of bumper 45s, two extra iron 45s and making my own half rack, pulley system for lat pulldowns and cable rows, and a mat to t bar row. Perhaps an ez curl bar for triceps, who knows. You guys in the US are so fucked

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2020 will probably be the year I end it bros. The chinks finally did it. Economies are ruined. Societies will collapse. Mass deaths will be the norm. I'm never gonna make it.

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it's probably not what you want to hear and i know its easy to say when im not in the same situation, but girls won't fix your problems. The feeling of social dejection and lack of purpose in life is a very valid, and crushing feeling for sure, but a woman alone will not solve these problems. infact, seeking purpose will lead to social status and maybe even women along the way, so that would be a more worthwhile pursuit in my opinion.

I am sadly aware of this, I'm lying to myself. I'm only human and way too much self aware of these facts. Still sometimes I think about things that could have been different, and damn, maybe the game was rigged from the start and I should just refuse to play it.
Thank you for taking time to respond user.

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I jacked off so much that my dick had a throbbing spasm and it hurt like shit. Said this in a different thread, it reminded me of those muscle spasms goku had after kaioken x4 against vegeta
I pissed out like half a tsp of blood after pissing. I have stopped for a bit, pray for me homies

I like a girl for a year and a half but we barely speak.With this outbreak I haven’t texted her yet.I sometimes think that she also likes me but I can’t make a move because I’m way too shy because I have slight asperger since I was a child.I don’t know what to do bros.

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do it or else bad luck for seven years. Now you gotta do it user.

I want a gf so bad bros...

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THE FUCKING GYMS IN THE NETHERLANDS WILL BE CLOSED UNTIL 1ST OF JUNE(ATLEAST)
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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>never really liked dips, I'm doing enough bench press (db, bb, flat, and incline) to make good chest gains anyway
>gyms close, no more bench press
>start doing dips on my kitchen counter
>fall in love with dips immediately (but it might be stockholm syndrome)
Fuck! My chest was on fire today after doing 100 dips. That pump is fucking gnarly too. I have fifty pounds of dumbbells here at home, gonna start adding weight while trying to retain volume on this.

Trying to look at the silver linings here. Stay positive, kings.

I live in nyc and everyone on the internet is acting like the city is near collapse but i look outside and nothing is happening and its making me crazy

just do it, just dont be creepy about it. make it sound casual

Honestly have a cough (like gunk in my chest and but nothing productive coming out) and feel cold

Probably allergies from mowing and in my head but worried its corona

Last night I went to bed early to fix my fucked up sleep schedule. I woke up at 2:30 AM with a massive hard on and my entire body screaming at me to coom to redhead porn. I resisted but the porn jew is not a creature to be underestimated.

No you don't, we live in an age where most normie girls get more action than sex workers. Don't bother looking up the tweet, just girls @ing their friends "this is totally you/me tehe"

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jesus. take this as a sign to stop smoking, you crazy bastard. ive smoked daily for five years but give it up for forty day every lent no problem. get a hols of yourself

Anyone else trying to make time for practicing musical instruments? I'm not quite sure how to balance out learning theory, technique, and proper songwriting. I also don't have enough money to soundproof my room, but on the bright side I've got enough equipment to make something of my own in the coming months

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>goes after thots
>surprised when they act like a thot

Have some nuance and find a girl with some substance u muppet

Stressed about work. Lot of clients looking to cancel or postpone work. I don’t think I will get laid off but it’s still in the back of my mind.

Dry cough is how it starts. Drink lots of tea. You'll get out ahead of it and it wont be as severe if it is corona.

In quit smoking weed a little over 2 weeks ago. Honestly it wasn't too hard but I replaced it with more drinking so that maybe helped

crisis triggers a desire to reproduce in women
now is the best time if ever

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So imma relate a story to you.
I've had oneitis with this chick since I was in middle school. Literally the dream girl for me. On feb 14, 2018 I wrote her a fucking page of a text on facebook asking her if she would go out with him. She politely said no.

That's when I started working out not only physically, but started learning mentally as well. I learned seduction and all of that shit. Now it's easy to talk to girls and get laid.

What I'm trying to say is just get away man. Better yourself and there will be other multitudes of girls. Now we're having a 5 year reunion this year and imma mog everyone of my old classmates.

I'm attempting to join my father in law at the steel mill so i caan quit my office job. Doing a labor job can make you feel like youre dying, but doing an office job make you feel like dying.

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You're in love with your buddy's girlfriend before she's the only girl you know. That's literally it.

Once again I managed to delude myself into thinking that a girl might like me. Suddenly got a huge boost of motivation and confidence. Feels good, but at the same time I hate to think that life feels like this all the time to normies.

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Good job, quitting weed is harder than people give credit for. Quitting was one of the best things i ever did for myself, keep it up

Bruh what? I literally shit post all day at my office job and then go lift for hours. I love it!

I'm too far gone, user, I also had a cocaine rampage half a year ago

Well then it really just sounds like you gotta suck it up and get through this. See if you’re able to order some CBD (the legit shit nothing off Amazon) as that’s really where the medicinal benefits from pot come from, not the thc and it could help ease your drought.

Also, I don’t know your lifestyle but I encourage you to embrace this drought and when you can smoke again see about only smoking a few times a month. I’ve been weed free for a while, but alcohol doesn’t do much for me. Like I’m not social and if I’m gonna use a substance to relax on weekends weed is much better imo. But just like with alcohol I personally cannot use it daily without having bad effects. Only smoking a few times a month like most people would with drinking makes it so you 1.) use less 2.) save money 3.) enjoy it more and 4.) can do just fine during dry spells

MFW have had a dry cough since Friday night

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Will squats and deadlifts make me a better rugby player?

Ever since I passed out from weed in October of 2018, I became scared of the times that I already blacked out from drinking or the one time from weed.

After I started thinking about these situations , I became scared about any possible brain damage I've done by living recklessly (read as becoming black out drunk, passing out from weed, getting punched, everything you can imagine), and I don't know why I keep getting anxious about these things.
Like over the last 3 years I had 2 MRI's both after a concussion , because the psychological symptoms kept being present.
Both of the concussions never showed any damage done.
And even after that I still ponder about if there could be any damage I don't know why or how this keeps manifesting but I'm getting fed up from my own stupid reasoning

9/10 times it's allergies
same thing here

my cousin has coronavirus. my sister was in the same house as him. she isn't taking it seriously. i really don't want to lose any family because of those disgusting evil chinks.

>I feel like I was made to spectate life, not to experience it.
fuck

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I've never had allergies though

I don't know what I'm worried about more: Losing my job, or catching the coronavirus. To make matters worse, all my family is stuck in NYC, and there's absolutely nothing I can do to protect them from what's going on up there. My relationship with my wife is slowly fading away, and I'm afraid of being alone. We barely see each other during the week, and then when the weekend rolls around we do nothing. My "friends" (if you can call them that) never call me or text me, I always have to be the one to reach out and initiate conversations, otherwise I never hear from them. I'm turning 30 in two months and I feel like I have accomplished nothing noteworthy in my life. I have nothing to look forward to.

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