What's it like being a gamer with aphantasia?

What's it like being a gamer with aphantasia?

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I saw the red star as a tattoo in Isabelle's buttcheek while I fucked her little fortune cookie
Did I pass?

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I don't get it. I can imagine a red star but I'm still looking at nothing but darkness behind my eyelids. Can people just conjure up images or something?

user....

you're doing it right. If someone says they actually see a red star on the inside of their eyelid, They're lying.

What?

I have it and my favorite games are
>last of us
>dark souls 2
>RD2

If I'm awake, I can usually see 1 or 2. If I'm about to fall asleep I can see 3 or 4. If I'm all the way asleep I can see 4 or 5.

holy based

imagine your grandmother's house when you were a child
try exploring it in your head

you're able to imagine the visuals for this, right?

yes

im fairly certain you can train yourself to get better at this

>he can't vividly play through video games in his head

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no one said that and its not even in the question
aphantasia is the least of your problems

I think this is a meme caused by retards that think some people can literally close their eyes and literally see whatever they're thinking of like it's in VR or something.

Don't even need to close my eyes.
I can project a red star on any surface I am looking at.
What do you mean you can't do that?

so are people with aphantasia incapable of lucid dreaming?

I can literally see things in my head while also looking at other things I don't need to close my eyes, I'm also actually autistic so it's probably not normal

I can imagine the red star clearly pretty easily but it’s zoomed in and rotating unless I concentrate on it

Wait there's people that can't?

Yes, the entire issue comes from idiots using the verb "seeing" where it does not apply. It's a fucking semantics issue. That doesn't mean there still aren't people that suck at imagining though, especially stuff like rotating 3d objects isn't always there.

>There are """people"" who can't render the game in their head and it's playable

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Don't bother with NPCs user.

I used to play THUG2 so much I was able to do this perfectly

Aphantasia means people can't imagine anything.
Someone tells you to think of an apple and you can imagine what the color looks like, what the shape is, the shine of it, etc. Well people with Aphantasia don't see anything. They can't comprehend an apple in their head, or anything about it.

that's what I imagine
am I autistic?

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SEE IN YOUR HEAD
NOT SEE WITH YOUR EYES

The more you practice this, the easier and better it becomes. It's one of the preliminary pillars of occult study. It's called "visualization", pretty esoteric, no?

Well fuck if that's not what its asking, how is everybody not a 6? I can imagine a red star easily. Who can't imagine a red star?

It's not seeing. It's a different experience. It involves the shapelessness of dreams as well as visual memory. It's not the fucking same.

stars are traditionally yellow and I imagine them as such. there is no yellow star choice to pick.

am I healthy?

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I think this shit is a myth. Your visual system is already a form of mind visualization, no one actually "sees" your reality, it's all information taken in by your eyes and recomputed in your head. Thusly anyone's brain should be capable or producing imagery inside your head since it happens all the time already.

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Literally thought of this too after thinking the shape. We might both have the 'tism

>arguing semantics
everyone who isn't retarded knows what people mean by "seeing in your head"

When I try imagining stuff its like my brain quickly bounces between actually seeing it and then just "feeling" it
If I'm visualizing its like looking through a tube where I can see a large picture but it quickly just jumps to focus on something. And that thing being focused is static, and itll switch between different "drawings" or styles of the same object
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I use my "going into games" machine

mfw playing doom right now in my head complete with e1m1 in the background

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I can visualise stuff while my eyes are open too but its not like I can actually see it, I can just imagine it in my minds eye

I can visualise the entire rpd station and play through it in my head
I cant actually "see" it tho

So, there are people out there that don't have a internal monologue that also can't conjure a mental image?

You have george lucas syndrome, or “too much soul”. I’m sorry.

>A blind person says to others that sight is just a hoax and a meme, it's impossible to see and know where something is just by turning your head around!
You know, it's okay to be wrong. Blatantly denying reality isn't okay. Some people can fully conjure up images in their heads and manipulate them, eyes open or closed.

I don't see it, but I can.

I don't know how to explain it. I can see it with my eyes open too.

I have an internal monologue but I can't conjure mental images.

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>tfw stole someone's going into games machine back in 2006
>tfw have been using it ever since

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You mean you can physically see the red star?

>hurr you have to close your eyes durr
it has nothing to do with your eyes, or eyelids, or darkness. no need to close your eyelids.

it means your spirtual ears work but your spiritually blind
in the afterlife you wont be able to see but you will be able to hear

I do this in my day dreams but the brain keeps adding retarded details. I'd be fucking a girl in my daydream and she'd turn into a random creature or some other entirely sprouted from my brain would straight up NTR me.
And I'd abort that daydream and start over again.
Wtf. I can have only a little bit of control over what I see and interact with in my head, the unnecessary details keep piling on each scenario and I can never enjoy it.

When you close your eyes, you still see the darkness. It is an image. It has weight. It is still being processed. Some people can't parse an imaginary image while an actual image still exists within their mind. Only in dreams, when the eyes cease to actively see, do imagined images appear to them.

oh my god user...
you're thinking!

The entire concept of aphantasia is build around people misunderstanding what mental images are

This is just the same as that thing that started the NPC meme isn't it? Taking something that everyone can do even if they find it difficult to put into words and acting like some other than seriously afflicted individuals can't do it.

I'm the same. When I'm in the bathtub or something I often go through or make up scenarios and imagine it playing out and how the people involved would react and whatnot. I'm sure anyone whose ever used their imagination at all has done much the same.

Thats called schizophrenia user

Same, I see the star better if I imagine it on something.

Aphantasia isn’t real, it’s junk science based on personal experience rather than neurology.

This.

People think that you're literally able to see the image projected in your eyelids, when the image you conjure up is feels more like a memory.

my mind barely thinks of a few lines which might resemble a star for a split second
please tell me theres a treatment for this

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I feel like this made me laugh more than it should've

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>TFW my mind's eye is premium tier from years of cooming with nothing but my imagination.
It's gotten to the point where my imagination is better than actual porn. It's like my brain has evolved to automatically generate erotic fiction and it's great.

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Did you ever do the thing where you imagine like a ninja running on the roofs of buildings when you were in the car as a kid?

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based dogpilled user

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I find it easier to imagine things with my eyes open rather than doing so while concentrating on keeping my eyes closed.

People who say they can't do this are lying to seem special

Since I played A LOT of THPS2 and THUG, it was a person on a skateboard only grinding on rails and doing kickflips and other shit.

I can imagine the 3d model of the Mario 64 star but I can't imagine a red star.

i can play a lot of half life in my mind

it means your mind is colourblind

I saw a rotating red star with red alert 3's theme playing in my brain.

almost like this generation's frontal lobes are nuked from their parents popping one million and one different anti depressants

I don't know but that's a nice black stripper name.

try imagining the red coins from mario

If that were true people wouldn't say they cant rotate their object or give it different colors at will. Is it really surprising that imagination is a trained skill just like drawing art on paper?

Ended up with a literal red star floating in space.

Not him but I would imagine its something you have to train as a child
I have doubts that an adult could suddenly learn how to imagine

Agreed, those silly kids and their fancy smartphone apps and made up diseases piss me off as well

sorry user that indicatews tjhat you are the homeosexual

My mind is so powerful that I have dreams where I just browse Yas Forums