Depression thread

I didn't meet my friend on Yas Forums but give it a try anyway.

i make $108k a year and my mom still verbally abuses me, and my gf can't stop talking about how cool these two male coworkers of her's are. if I wasn't such a fucking sissy cuckboy I'd pack up my shit and get the fuck out of this shit state, or just blow my fucking brains out with the shotgun I bought two years ago. RE2 remake and FE3H both made me happy to be alive last year though, and I hope RE3 remake and FFVIIR evoke the same feeling.

Could be worse. I’m a student on scholarship at Uni and am feeling very grateful that I can’t be laid off like a lot of people are right now. Watched the third season of Castlevania and liked it. Had an anxiety attack earlier in the day, but feeling okay until I wake up tomorrow.

bro suicide isn't worth it

a friend of mine finally went through with it the other day and seeing what it did to the people around him is the worst part.

even if we're miserable we shouldn't hurt the people who care about us. it can get better bro. chin up.

This. Haven't been depressed since I accepted Jesus Christ, stopped sinning, and let God into my life.

It's unnatural for worldly carnally minded sodomites. Why do you think they wanted to rape the angels?

I met a cute user and we hit it off really well. Talking to him made my heart thump and it was the happiest I had been since childhood. We didn't live too far from each other so was really excited to eventually meet him. Then he ghosted me.

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life can be sometimes ridiculous

Deus vult larping is mega cringe.

I don't think truly suicidal people care much about emotionally hurting the people around them.

where do you live?

things aren't bad enough yet, but I feel some nice comfort knowing it's an option. I think if things do get bad enough I won't give a fuck what it does to other people and if anything, knowing that it would destroy my mom and dad would make me more eager to do it.

West coast US

this, truly suicidal people will literally kill the people around them just because they can or out of irrational anger

How do I motivate myself to watch anime and play vidya instead of refreshing this shitty website

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I resonate. I don’t think I’d do it, but the thought of suicide is very comforting in some ways. Sometimes I just hope I get into a car accident or something else fatal and out of my control. It’s almost like being given permission.

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buy a really expensive TV and sound system so you will feel compelled to make good use of them, and don't bring your phone when you sit in front of it; that unironically worked for me.

if you don't live too far from each other it shouldn't be too difficult to find him person. you know what he looks like right?

are you a fucking retard? what makes you think he would want to see him again after ghosting him?

California near SF?

why does it matter if he wants to see him or not. i would do it anyway for solace. if he backs down then don't engage but he might actually say something. anything as a final parting word is better than nothing.

Not quite...

Watching Amagami SS is making me feel really lonely. Even though I'm a NEET the quarantine crap is making me feel depressed, going out zero times a week instead of my typical two.

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Find out why you have depression and fix it while you are on meds. Do not try to live permanently on meds though, they fuck with your brain

He lives a couple of hours away from me. There's no way I'd be able to find him, and he's probably moved on.

Friend just tried to commit suicide yesterday, flying out to see him through the Corona

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Kill your gf

You merely adopted depression. I was born in it, molded by it.

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>Gf

Stopped reading there.

Gtfo of this thread you humble bragging normalbitch

I want to kiss this cutie like you wouldnt BELEIVE!

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>can't say normalfag properly
you're the only normalfag in this thread, nigger

Ever since the virus panic hit, I've been fucking pissed. I've been trying my best to leave my depressing, pathetic NEET life style, but the panic has forced me back into it. I just want to get my own place and find a gf or something. I've had a job for the past several months, but I'm losing work now because of the virus. I just don't have that much motivation in my life anymore. I constantly spend so much energy just trying not to hate myself and find motivation, it fucking sucks. Everyone else my age seems so far ahead than me in life. I'm wondering if I'll never even have a real life worth living at some point.

Your life is better than 99% of humans in history, stop complaining nigger. Kill yourself if you think your life is so bad.

>Your life is better than 99% of humans in history
so were feudal peasants'

Is it depression if you use your time in between being self destructive and avoiding people to get good at a video game?
Cause I've locked myself away and invested all of my time into learning puyo puyo and I don't know why

Bro, don't kill yourself.

Give me your money first. Then you can kill yourself.

There's no hope for anything getting better.

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i don't know, hunter gatherers live pretty comfy and happy even when observed today.

Plan ahead of time how you want to spend your day. Yas Forums is my default when I can't think of anything to do, so planning works for me

I'm painfully aware of that. It's part of the reason why I hate myself.

sure, post your bank's aba routing number and your account number right here and I'll transfer it to you

Being a poorfag and a consolefag during this pandemic really fucked me over. No money to buy new vidya and can't go out for 2 fucking months

I really wanted to play Doom Eternal

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Bros, how do I make Internet friends? I just want someone fun to play obscure vidya and watch anime with during these long, lonely months of quarantine.

I made a really good internet friend through the YouTube comments section. I wish I was joking. But I've been talking to them constantly for over a year now. We've experienced similar shit, and it makes life just a little bit easier.

Great knowing that my favorite teams Chad Lions and Dabbing Deers are the designated heroes while everything else not DLC are just sides with villain protagonists.

I have been chronically depressed and driven crazy for over 4 and a quarter years. Almost every day has been pure hell. I've gained almost a hundred, if not a hundred pounds, and I long for death.
So, fine.

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Only a loser gets depression. I just pull myslef by my boostraps, like a MAN. Pussys. Guys need a little sex too. They need something for the brain. They need something to make their brains crank. They need his cuckold penis. Don't you know anything about rock and roll? What are you gonna do? Like this. Hey, I need my boostraps back on my hands. Listen, OK, let's sit here on the porch for a minute. You got any cucumbers? I'll bring some. Cucumbers are healthy for the heart. They keep the smell out. They keep the hormones down. That's great for the waistline. That's what a cucumber does.

Damn, guess sometimes it's just about serendipity. Good on you.

Stop eating like a hippo, fucking fat ass

depression is a jew spook made to make u feel like shit for not being a wagie.

user. What do you think I've been trying to do for 4 fucking years, dumbass.

want to think i'm doing fine, but i keep getting calls from my medical center to book for a therapy session and i have to keep cancelling because my dad doesn't give a shit and i don't have the means to go myself.

Addiction comes in forms other than just drugs or sex. I can't really judge them. I can guarantee that they don't want to have that lifestyle.

>have been ill as shit for last week now, genuinely think I've caught covid-19
>mom was ill a few days before me and still is
>father in law keeps telling me it's just a flu and that I'm foolish for worrying about being this sick
>absolutely worried about my mombfor showing the same symptoms
this motherfucker i swear

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Substance and self-abuse helps me cope. I tied a noose the other day, and there's no real help coming. I woke up 30 minutes ago vomiting and wishing I was dead. I have to go to this "work" thing in about 15 minutes but I'm considering just staying home and curling up into a ball instead.

I think I got diagnosed with dysthymia in 2010 or something. Just buckle up because it's not going to get any better, and if you're too much of a pussy for suicide like me, have fun.