Why yes I am good at video games how could you tell?

Enjoy wasting money.

>smonking wood
>during fightan games
I guess it'll make you enjoy losing...

Get off of Yas Forums Gootecks

How do I get a script? I know I sound like a junkie but I've tried it a few times and it actually IMPROVED my anxiety. My doc just keeps putting me on SSRI's and they make my life a living hell

gotta have some way of enjoying loosing to keep playing fighting games

i use heroin once or twice a month while gaming

it improves my gameplay and sense of immersion

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enjoy dieing at 35

opiates or else id be too sick to play games heh...

theres no real reason to live past 30

i will

Jokes on you I'm 36 an

its opposite of that you fkn tard

only if you are a shut in lonely loser

I just turned 31 today. I disagree.

Enjoy not being able to spell dying.

DUDE SPEED LMAO

We do painkillers & liquor here, faggot.

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One or the other unless you have 3 livers retard

For me, its Percocet

Your lineage is weak. I bet you drink water like a big nerd.

My psychiatrist says thats pretty common response to amphetamines for people with ADHD. They're so sensitive to all outside stimulus that it causes anxiety sometimes. Look up some symptoms if you want and then maybe express some concern to your psychiatrist.

>he doesn't live in a country with free health care and liver transplants
cringe

currently playing kenshi while on heroin, it's pretty comfy

>Dr McGillicuddys
Good shit, their apple pie schnapps are fuckin outta this world. So good.
I also like weed and kratom.
Do NOT mix kratom with booze though. Upset stomach to the max. Ruined my whole night once.

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based

for me its nioh 2 and tekken 7 and 2hu

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>made me calm
>gave me energy
>gave me focus
only thing I've ever found that actually works for anxiety+depression, too bad it causes me to grind my teeth and for my mouth to start bleeding

Sure there is: the next DoL update.

33

You can take heroin every day for thirty years and then taper off and suffer literally zero physical consequences. It's probably one of the least harmful drugs out there.

You can enjoy something without needing it.

Stop. Stop while you're ahead. Nobody does it "once or twice" a month forever. Eventually you'll be doing it everyday and unless you're rich, you're gonna fuck your life up.

>My doc just keeps putting me on SSRI's and they make my life a living hell
So stop taking them.

Question:
I started on SSRIs about 6 weeks ago. They've helped a bit, I think, but I'm still not coping and they've got some shitty side effects (sexual dysfunction, sleepiness, and now I wake up every 90 minutes or so throughout the night).

Do I just ask to be put on another drug? Where do I go from here?

>tfw place in the top 15 percentile in ranked video games but know I could get even better with prescription drugs to the point where I make money streaming

>Nobody does it "once or twice" a month forever
i do and have for a long time so dont tell me what to do

tf u think this is?? narcotics anonymous? lmaooo

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Apparently H isn't even the most addictive, but I don't know what type of advanced level of drug addict you have to be on to feel that way though.

My friend had told me that you actually don't want fent because it doesn't feel that good and it's very addictive/the withdrawals are instantaneous and suck. H apparently feels like a warm blanket compared to fentanyl.

This is the fucked up type of mental gymnastics only an addict is able to perform.

Problem is, if you can't control yourself on amph salts, you'll look like a fool.
I dunno about anyone else but that shit made me super talkative and horny. I could go off about a random commercial for ages and I'd fap like 8 times in 20 hours. Every thought that I had felt like an epiphany that I must share.
Basically, people could definitely tell I was on something if they didn't already know.

>tfw psychiatrist proscribed an antidepressant for my adult ADHD instead

I have, quit three times now. I think it's best to just move to a new clinic at this point

Just smoke meth it's the same thing.

just keep telling them its making you feel sick / you dont feel it until you are on addy

Pills are better because they won't fuck up your teeth.

>found 2 vyvanse from the old days
think I might have a cheeky 6 hour JO sesh tomorrow lads
in all seriousness I wouldn't recommend getting a script it's fun for a year or two and downhill after that, at least in my case

I'm too much of a square to get adderall prescriptions illegally honestly.

>When I got back I partook in a little RnR, the only way I knew how

Used to do oxycodone. Now I'm thousands in debt.

I dunno what happened to me. I used to enjoy it when I was 20-22, but one day I took some and just spun out. Overthunk and got really uncomfortably restless for the full pill duration. Haven't had a single urge to take it since, and I'm an addictive personality so that says something.

That's probably the right call if your doctor is too stubborn or dumb to adapt.

same general age frame for me. In my case the lack of sleep and general dependence caught up to me. Been off for a little more than a year, feels OK. my brief fling with xanax was much worse

>implying that actually helps
I know, I take it

ADDfag here.
The medication is very hit or miss when it comes to performance on vidya. Some games I'm much better at, others I become complete garbage when otherwise I'd be pretty good. Shit makes me too focused to adapt sometimes.

I take it all the time and it doesn't make you better at games. It just wakes you up