>PLAYAN Overwatch, CoD Warzone and Deep Rock Galactic while reinstalling R6S. Might play some Dead By Daylight later tonight or maybe I'll carry on with my Divinity Original Sin 2 blind playthrough. I'll probably slide in between a couple of random roguelikes runs. >WATCHAN youtube.com/watch?v=_Vvdtaaprzw >LISTENAN youtube.com/watch?v=Vm-NW1RwPY8 >READAN Butcher's Crossing >EATAN Tuna and waffles >DRINKAN Sparkling water >FAPPAN Some picture of one of my friend's mother I had saved on my old external hard drive >FEELAN Waiting for death to come. Meanwhile I spend my time with the usual stuff.
>PLAYAN I got work tmrw and won't have time for vidya >WATCHAN My torrent for those leaked DB tapes to be finished, 90 fucking gigs >LISTENAN Billy Zane quotes from Kingdom Hearts cause im a fag >READAN (you) >EATAN Got a pizza and cheese sticks in the oven >DRINKAN h 2 o-oh >FAPPAN Too much of a germaphobe to fap >FEELAN Dead
Brandon Wood
Shut the fuck up faggot
Lincoln Ramirez
>PLAYAN FF7 for the first time I just got Vincent and his limit sucks! >WATCHAN Ehhh videos on mushrooms >LISTENAN Prog rock >READAN AoT >EATAN Chicken >DRINKAN Water >FAPPAN Nude flat chested women >FEELAN Pissed this stupid flu canceled my final advanced first aid exam which I waited for months to study and finish. Now I literally have nothing to do but work out or box by myself.
Get the fuck out of my thread then you fookin mongoloid
Levi Price
>PLAYAN not sure yet, just woke up. probably gonna play some war games on roblox >WATCHAN nothing atm >LISTENAN youtube.com/watch?v=kizi98UD5ak&list=PLrgkfqG7JAcO9oA8YWyzI9zcGyOI7WYQ8&index=3&t=0s >READAN threads >EATAN had some italian beef. probably gonna eat some frozen fruit later >DRINKAN water and chocolate milk >FAPPAN maybe later, not really feelin it >FEELAN screwed over since I don't have a job and recruiters were already uncertified brainlets; having an employment gap is just going to make things worse at least the only thing I really have to change for the outbreak is "stop applying to jobs"
Benjamin Green
>PLAYAN God Hand almost finished, reinstalling MGR:Revengeance. tried Arcanum but fucked up my safe file with the bridge bandits and don't feel like doing the first two hours again >WATCHAN Code Geass >LISTENAN Revengeance OST >READAN Berserk and Storm of Steel >EATAN nothing >DRINKAN water >FAPPAN nope >FEELAN bad and disappointed play some better games. deep rock galactic might be fine but the rest is a bit shit. how does butcher's crossing compare to Stoner? stay safe out there user what kind of prog? never went further than Yes or King Crimson >screwed over since I don't have a job and recruiters were already uncertified brainlets; having an employment gap is just going to make things worse that sucks
Adrian Harris
>PLAYAN Mutant football league >WATCHAN Tucker Carlson >EATAN Crumb cake >DRINKAN Iced tea >FEELAN Just felt like replying to this faggoty thread full of fucking pathetic lonely losers
Ian Scott
Playan: Three Houses Eatan: Nothing. Pretty hungry desu. Feelan: Tired. At an airport where everything is closed and my flight isn't for another 9 hours. I just wanna go home to play some vidyas and sleep in my bed.
Noah Cruz
>PLAYAN just got done with Apex >WATCHAN nothing right this second >LISTENAN youtu.be/T3aBwNSaOwM >READAN things on this board >EATAN probably some chicken dish, thats like all i have rn >DRINKAN coke :( >FAPPAN probably Raven or something >FEELAN bored, waiting for Seethe Eternal and Half Life: Asslyx to come out
Funnily enough I listen to Yes the most but I like Tarkus and some French groups too
Jordan Reed
>PLAYAN Demon's Souls, Persona 3, and Super Metroid >WATCHAN Legend of the Galactic Heroes >LISTENAN Radiohead >READAN Berserk >EATAN Shrimp >DRINKAN Sparkling Ice and protein shake >FAPPAN Tomboys >FEELAN Just ok. Might go on a nightwalk later. I find those pretty relaxing. I'm also gonna grab lunch with two friends of mine this week, so that'll be fun.
>PLAYAN Sniper Elite V2, it's actually good >WATCHAN YouTube videos >LISTENAN nothing at the moment >READAN Yas Forums >EATAN bagel >DRINKAN tea >FAPPAN not in the mood >FEELAN shit, I probably have OCD, intrusive thoughts and delusions from it makes my life hell, I'm legit depressed, I read a shit ton about the topic but it didn't help only made me realize I need help, visited a psychologist, she ditched me saying I need a therapist, I'm visiting one this friday, actually scared for some reason mom is supportive, dad would be too I guess but I hardly open up about these things to him, regardless there are days when I want to legit die and it just gets worse and worse, for more than 2 years now >Nude flat chested women __based__ what the actual fuck is Roblox? friend sends me a shit ton of roblox memes from reddit and still I wasn't able to figure out what the game is about...is it even a game? >Eatan: Nothing. Pretty hungry desu. order somethin- oh wait
>>READAN local town on fb freaking out at each other about corona
>>EATAN crackers
>>DRINKAN Guiness
>>FAPPAN later tonight
>>FEELAN bretty gud, took the night off cause I pulled overtime helping a co-worker and didn't feel like extending myself for a shit company, so I'm enjoying my impromptu day off
>lately what ya mean? I haven't been sleeping well for almost 2 years now..
Jaxson Nelson
>PLAYAN nothing >WATCHAN the clock >LISTENAN have a nice life >READAN nothing >EATAN crackers >DRINKAN wine and water >FAPPAN nothing >FEELAN why is life taking so long
>>PLAYAN Jet Force Gemini >>WATCHAN Spartacus S2 >>LISTENAN No idea, maybe some death cab later >>READAN Yas Forums >>EATAN Brisket >>DRINKAN Cherry Pepsi >>FAPPAN Cute girls getting railed by fat faceless men, and other corruption works. >>FEELAN Chill. Spring break isn't even half over yet, it's lightly storming outside my window, and school will be remote for at least the next month.
Roblox is basically a large game engine that people can program other games in using LUA. Each player had an avatar that was shared between every game except for certain situations, like some Team-based games overriding your appearance basically imagine something like little big planet but more autistic and works on a toaster it's generally agreed that modern roblox is wildly different compared to how it used to be, both in userbase and in the types of games you'd see, especially with some changes that the devs themselves made to the overall system. (e.g. removal of free currency which heavily limited player customization options, to the point that every F2P is sameface as fuck and most people don't bother with making UGC shirts/pants anymore)
>PLAYAN i was playing some games on fightcade i might play other stuff later >WATCHAN atp stream >LISTENAN megaman x and sonic 2 ost >READAN Yas Forums >EATAN sushi >DRINKAN cawfeee >FAPPAN cocks >FEELAN really good >Nude flat chested women dare i say based
>PLAYAN Stock Market: The Video Game, Fire Emblem Three Houses
>WATCHAN Frisky Dingo
>LISTENAN Blur
>EATAN Sweet potatoes, oatmeal, hummus
>DRINKAN Whiskey
Cameron Morris
>PLAYAN Dark Souls 3, might get back into SFV >WATCHAN Clone Wars >LISTENAN youtube.com/watch?v=gWSFAditGyQ >EATAN A sandwich >DRINKAN Dr Pepper >FAPPAN MILF stuff probably >FEELAN Okay
>>PLAYAN Finishing up Platinum God requirements for BoI: Afterbirth >>WATCHAN Rewatching Sopranos >>LISTENAN Uncut Gems soundtrack by Oneohtrix Point Never >>READAN Yas Forums threads lul >>EATAN Pizza with sausage, red pepper and onion >>DRINKAN water, green tea >>FAPPAN college girls with fat titties >>FEELAN lonely bc my friends, including the girl I've been talking to for months, just left college campus due to quarantine and I'm going to be in the dorm alone for another week
Robert Kelly
>PLAYAN Dark Souls 3 and World at war >WATCHAN Black Clover its Naruto but with magic and lesser fights >LISTENAN David Lynch Album >READAN Berserk its fucking incredible >EATAN Chicken nuggets with some knock off store chick fil la sauce >DRINKAN water >FAPPAN mommy joi >FEELAN Decent enough worried about the economy friends got laid off
depressing post all around pretty based, especially sparkling ice
Connor Martin
>>DRINKAN cawfeee how do you take yours?
Jonathan Collins
Burn in hell, temp-NEETs! I wish they would send me home from work as well.
Brandon Foster
>>FAPPAN >cocks >>Nude flat chested women >dare i say based are you some bi chad, sport?
Mason Turner
actually I just got more confused
Lucas Nguyen
>PLAYAN Warzone, although it's pretty boring. Hoping eternal is good >WATCHAN TNG >LISTENAN Theme park podcasts >READAN Undiscovered Country (comic) >EATAN Ramen >DRINKAN Red wine my mom works at a wine bar, her boss let her take a bunch home today since everything is shut dow >FAPPAN exploited college girls >FEELAN Been a rough one. Just graduated but not sure if I'll even bother looking for a job atm. My mental health slips by the day. My BMI is over 26 for the first time in my life but the booze and nicotine are the only things that keep my anxiety down. Need to get back to the gym but cant even go now.
Hang in there user :( I know it might be disengenuous sounding but hope all goes well with you. Yes sir I love flat titties like you wouldn’t believe. I was on a date with this Korean a few weeks back and she let be grope her flat chest legit almost splooged on the spot. Didn’t work out in the end but man did I want to kiss them.
>PLAYAN Hypnospace Outlaw, maybe some Warzone later >WATCHAN Rosemary's Baby >LISTENAN Hop Along >EATAN Samosas >DRINKAN Milk >FAPPAN Not sure if I will tonight >FEELAN Pretty high from some edibles, good overall
convince me to go back and finish the ringed city dlc
Wyatt Ward
>PLAYAN factorio >LISTENAN korpiklaani >EATAN rice and beans >DRINKAN water >FEELAN had a job interview for next week cancelled today because of the plague. what a crock
I've been living with intrusive thoughts for 10 years now. I have what they call checking OCD. I know it's shit but you gotta be stronger than yourself and learn to trust life. everything is going to be fine.
>>PLAYAN Nioh 2 while I wait for my mingling to be done on The World Ends With You >>WATCHAN youtube.com/watch?v=_3gxC34VCjY >>LISTENAN youtube.com/watch?v=pmisa_PeQGA >>READAN This post >>EATAN Rice and Chicken >>DRINKAN Water >>FAPPAN Various waifu posts >>FEELAN I thought I got pozzed, but it was a false alarm so I'm great. Just waiting this out playing games I love
Isaac Diaz
>PLAYAN Path of Exile, Soulrend MoM acro trickster. >WATCHAN Nekopara >LISTENAN The Dick Show >READAN nothing atm >EATAN Bolognaise spaghetti >DRINKAN Coke >FAPPAN Impregnation >FEELAN Chill, can't get corona or my grandma dies so i've been full NEET.
>>PLAYAN Metro Last Light Redux, just finish 2033 and it was good. Waiting for ACNH and DOOM. >>WATCHAN No idea >>LISTENAN Podcasts, Russian Folk songs, vidya ost, and some chill beats. >>READAN Probably won't read, but I have some Poe if I wanted to. >>EATAN Made chili today, it was good. >>DRINKAN Tea, I might try milk tea for the first time. >>FAPPAN Something inhuman and inhumane, probably. >>FEELAN Tired, but at least I get to be lazy all day.
>Playan FF7 OG >Watchan My life waste away >Listenan The sound of silence (Not the song) >Readan This thread >Eatan Nothing, as my appetite is shit right now >Drinkan Water, unironically >Fappan No sex drive atm because >Feelan Like shit because I have corona
Sebastian Baker
>PLAYAN DMC5, I'm trying to S-rank every mission on Hell and Hell. I was fine up until Mission 10 which I've spent hours on now, it's been rough. >WATCHAN Better Call Saul and First Reformed >LISTENAN Talking Heads >READAN I have some manga I should catch up on. >EATAN I don't remember. >DRINKAN Coke. >FEELAN I have a bunch of work I need to stop putting off.
>PLAYAN Dragonball FighterZ. My rank is climbin' >WATCHAN Gintama >LISTENAN jetsetradio.live/ >EATAN just had a pizza >DRINKAN i had a coke with it >FAPPAN probably, I could use something to cool down my adrenaline. Playing good-ass matches gets me all worked up >FEELAN not bad i guess
this shit just gets worse and worse, I try fighting but my brain wants to convince me all the worst shit imaginable all the time 10 years ago I had these intrusive thoughts that I harmed someone unintentionally, then my dipshit brain tried to convince me ghosts exist, then it made question my sexuality I had intrusive gay thoughts, then when I shrugged it off I thought I was a suppressed rapist because I got off to those Pornstar Punishment porns by Brazzers where they ruffuck the thots, when my uncle had cancer I was hypochondriac af, it switched to questioning my sexuality towards the same sex again when I found out my cousin is gay, and for 2 years my brain wants me to believe I'm a pedophile and attacks me with unwanted thoughts and this shit literally started with the thought "holy quacamole being a pedo sure sucks I don't know what would I do if I was one" popping in my mind 2 years ago, it was all downfall from there, I know it's something called POCD but for fuck's sake knowing what kind of mental shit I have doesn't make the intrusive thoughts go away, in fact it just empowers them also last spring my head was filled with unwanted suicidal thoughts because I was so stressed due to university shit I was scared I might jump off the roof, and later when I watched milf porn and noticed one of the women kinda resembled my mom my brain wanted me to believe I have Oedipus complex at this point I should probably shoot myself in the head, I'd probably do a favor for everyone especially for myself
>PLAYAN Working through my backlog of weeb games. Finished Tales of Berseria and Code Vein this past week, right now I'm about to start Valkyria Chronicles 4. >WATCHAN The world burn. But seriously, just some news broadcasts in the background. >LISTENAN youtube.com/watch?v=hUMpg1ii4_A >READAN A friend recommended I read Chainsaw Man so I've been going through that. >EATAN Pasta with some homemade alfredo sauce. >DRINKAN Fruit punch. >FAPPAN xxx Shinai to Derarenai Kuni. God tier doujin. >FEELAN Pretty damn comfy, for now.
>PLAYAN I can't decide what to play, there's so many games >WATCHAN I can't stop rewatching the same shit I've seen 100 times. Currently on yet another repeat of The Office as it runs in the background >LISTENAN Listening to music hear and there >READAN Nothing >EATAN Pasta >DRINKAN Water >FAPPAN Trying to find a decent link for this JAV I just saw in another thread >FEELAN Tired. So very, very tired.
>PLAYAN Fortnite, RDR2, Dreams >WATCHAN This Is Us (for the wife), Mandalorian, Workaholics, Homeland >LISTENAN Prob some radio for a bit >READAN Nothing this week >EATAN Homemade crock pot chicken soup + cheese bread >DRINKAN Cherry Pepsi one, water, coffee >FAPPAN Nah >FEELAN A little stressed desu. My work has us working remote for 2 weeks as of today and since I haven't been converted yet from contractor the CTO is trying to save on contractor costs so they've cut my normal hours. I'm getting hired but they've been delaying for several months so no vacation and I'd have been paid in full. My boss has been pretty cool about everything he's trying to get some busy work like checking remote users on VPN so I don't get fully cut but it's stressed me out anyways with a mortgage and bills etc.
Daniel Edwards
>PLAYAN dwarf fortress >WATCHAN nothing >LISTENAN post-hardcore bands from the early 2000s >READAN nothing >EATAN hot dogs >DRINKAN monster energy ultra >FAPPAN tits >FEELAN lonely
Julian Myers
Your psychologist was right to reccomend you a therapist, taking medicine without getting therapy is a massive mistake. You might not even need medicine. What you need is a professional to help you and psychologists/psychiatrists are only equipped to hand you pills. Talk to a therapist and get your thoughts back on track user, it's doable, there are tons of people with OCD who live normal lives and can cope
Isaiah Clark
>>PLAYAN Hyper Light Drifter >>WATCHAN Nothing, might catch up on some youtube shit >>LISTENAN Beep Beep Lettuce >>READAN Revolutionary Strategy >>EATAN Might go down stairs and grab 1 or two girl scout cookies >>DRINKAN Vienna Lager >>FAPPAN crystal lust >>FEELAN not too bad, got to do some work from home today, which meant had a tab open with some training videos while I played HLD
David Walker
I think Buzzwole is legit my favorite PokEmon, but im not really into pokemon so thats not saying much. Sorry to hear you lost him. Based looking out for your grammy dearest. >Cherry Pepsi Based. Sucks you got OCD, just make sure you get the help you need, I waited too long and i felt like such shit I spent a week in a psych ward. But it gets better, it just takes a while.
Leo Jackson
do your best user I had the OCD when I was little and (with help) whittled it away to nothing that bugs me. Depression too, took 10 years but that's under control. Just don't ignore your problems but try to fix them.
Joshua Carter
>PLAYAN I dunno man. All of my options I'm burnt out on. I'm trying to get into KH2 since it has been my comfy "long stay at home" game since it came out, but KH3 made me retroactively uninterested. Maybe I just gotta get over some hurdle in the early game; maybe it gets fun once I get out of the first Mulan world visit. >WATCHAN Futurama, but also not really. Later seasons must have had Seth McFarlane secretly writing because every character has the exact same personality all of a sudden. >LISTENAN Just comfyan with a fan. >READAN Normally my answer is "texts from a friend who I cherish the shit out of" but my friend just went to sleep. Sleep well friend. >EATAN I was hungry but lost my appetite because of FEELAN >DRINKAN Some random Gatorade flavor that's pretty good. Just looked at it, it's blue cherry. >FAPPAN Probably brown tomboys later. >FEELAN I made a joke at my dad's expense and he got pissy with me like a teenae girl so I'm in a pretty sour fucking mood right now. Best part is he THRIVES on joking at the expense of others and belittling everyone, but show even 3% of that back to him and suddenly you're an asshole. All I did was offer to make him a foil hat after he stinkeyed someone walking down the street because he's being a fucking lunatic about the outbreak. He's convinced things are gonna go from "everything is just closing down to prevent spreading" to "RIOTS AND FIRES AND LOOTERS OH MY" overnight. >respect your father/elders/whatever I do. I love my dad, he's done his goddamn best as a father and I wouldn't trade him for the world. He just pisses me off like no one else can.
Jace Wilson
Not that guy but im the same im 27 now and have it a bit under control these days...more like I just ignore it now (they used to be a lot more random and came a lot more frequently but have since slowed down) but yea when I was younger it was scary, first intrusive thought ever was me thinking about fucking my dead grandmother it was horrifying I couldn't stop thinking about it and had a panic attack and then the next one I started hearing my name over and over thought I was going schitzo..and well the list goes on and on from there even the gay shit but yea I just got more in control of myself I did a little medication when I was in high school but only lasted a couple years off and on with no lasting effects...the best advice I can give you is try to pin down who you want to be who you look up to and what kind of life is worth living for you in the end you have to realize they're ocd thoughts and that all that shit isnt you. Its funny at this point I couldn't even see my self without the fucked up thoughts. Good luck friend.
Justin Perry
>PLAYAN Halo Reach PC >WATCHAN nothing >LISTENAN Yas Forums the musical >READAN Yas Forums >EATAN not fucking sure, kinda pissed because McDonalds is completely fucking closed for the night >DRINKAN Coke >FAPPAN Business Suit Girls >FEELAN Suicidal.
My parents are the same way. They are convinced the virus is a bio weapon. We’re French so it’s a given they believe this crap every French boomer is so anti gouvernement and sceptic on literally everything.
Nicholas Ross
>>PLAYAN doom games classic and nu in preperation for doom eternal >>WATCHAN 2012 >>LISTENAN eternal soundtrack >>READAN currently reading about the golden-age of piracy >>EATAN chicken burrito bowl >>DRINKAN water >>FAPPAN shae summers also can we rename this to COOMAN >>FEELAN pretty good still have to pass the next 48 hours somehow though
>started in china in the middle of a heated civil conflict I wouldn't be surprised to find out it was engineered but I doubt it. In any case I just can't wait for this shit to blow over. The virus isn't going to spontaneously evolve and wipe out life and raise zombies and give apes superintelligence. I just want this shit to end so my dad stops trying to act like we're on the Walking Dead.
David Myers
>PLAYAN Beyond Good & Evil >WATCHAN Mass Defect (kitty0706) >LISTENAN Coheed & Cambria >READAN Tank Girl >EATAN Noodles >DRINKAN Canned Root Bear >FAPPAN None of your business >FEELAN Pissed because my FUCKING $30 G2A ORDER IS STILL WAITING FOR PAYMENT.
>PLAYAN1 I was gonna power through Bonerworks because I'm MLG and have super soldier genes, but it's my first VR day so I almost shat myself lmao >PLAYAN2 Rain World; turns out a good new controller doesn't stop bigass swamp spiders from filtering you >LISTENAN youtube.com/watch?v=4dZFVJhtJE0 >CUMAN 2d feet legs paizuri how is Reach PC as shooters go? I don't have a huge like for Halo but love a solid shooter >radio internet radio? what channels? soup sounds good btw This is the World Government, no more 3d porn please
Can't access sad panda on mobile anymore, it's just a blank white page. Can't even fap during Corona now
Leo Gonzalez
>PLAYAN Been having fun playing random shit. Played Fish Dude on the Game Boy last night and a few different Genesis games. Gonna play Outrun 2006, Ape Escape and the first Ratchet and Clank later >WATCHAN Probably gonna download some Game Center CX Episodes >LISTENAN I started a drum and bass track tonight but I realized that it sounded better at around 130bpm so I guess its some kind of house track or something now. First time I've attempted to make any music in a long while. clyp.it/qsieyrmh >EATAN Had corned beef and cabbage >DRINKAN Need to make coffee >FEELAN Really fucking tired and worn down. Think I'll take a nap before I do anything tonight. Already completely ruined my sleep. What Doom game are you playing? I've been thinking about playing them all again especially since I never finished them. What'd you think of Code Vein? I enjoyed it quite a bit even if it felt kind of uninspired.
Same I missed my final assertion for a course yesterday and now it’s postponed indefinitely. This thing is so overblown but yeah you’re right I wouldn’t be surprised but I think it’s highly unlikely
Liam Cooper
>>PLAYAN Nothing, just painting Warhammer 40k shit. >>WATCHAN Nada >>LISTENAN >>READAN Dorohedoro >>EATAN Just made an omelette with mushroom, onion and sausage filling >>DRINKAN water >>FAPPAN Slime girl >>FEELAN Living real NEET hours up in here, but nothing too bad.
>Coheed & Cambria is any of their stuff from after Good Apollo 1 very good? I've got a few albums and only 1 or 2 songs caught me, unlike IKSSE3 / SSTB / Good Apollo 1 which are 100% kino
Truth be told, I only have Good Apollo 1. I've been listening to Willing Well Pt 2 on a loop.
Chase Garcia
>PLAYAN pokemon platinum (slow as FUCK) >WATCHAN nothing >LISTENAN the strokes >READAN the news unfortunately >EATAN basmati rice and goat meat >DRINKAN coke >FAPPAN not lately >FEELAN stressed and wish the people surrounding me would take this virus seriously since theyre all either 70 years old or asthmatics/struggled with pneumonia in the past. i dont care if i got the virus but if i was an asymptomatic carrier and i spread it and made someone suffer i might die from guilt.
We're Catholic so likely Star 99.1. We've got a good friend who's album just released last Friday and unfortunately her big reelese in Nyc got delayed due to CoronaVirus so that as well.
Chicken soup was bomb, chicken melting apart and added egg noodles 30 mins before. Leftovers tomorrow!
Nicholas Young
>Sniper Elite V2, it's actually good ok now that I’m further into the game it has some serious bullshit >get noticed during a cutscene >nazis approach >lol bro you can’t hold ur breath you too stressed >get out of underground facility >lol bro here come two trucks of nazis waiting to ambush you at the top of the hill they can see you but you can’t see them the fuck, Rebellion >there are tons of people with OCD who live normal lives and can cope yeah I know there was a time in my life when I barely had intrusive thoughts and even if I had I easily shrugged them off also my psychologist recommended therapy because I have other problems as well like depression, negative self-image, anger management issues, etc well I was never diagnosed with OCD but I read a lot about the illness and I’m more than sure I have this disorder I mean all the compulsive behaviors and delusions with intrusive thoughts from the past two decades only make sense this way yeah I had it in my childhood I mean I tended to have uncomfortable thoughts that stressed me but I usually talked about them with my mom or dad and it helped me get over them quickly but as I got older it became harder and harder to open up about these things because I started to feel I’m just ruining my parents’ day also dad was sometimes kind of a jerk, when he was tired or in an actual bad mood he told me that I’m making up these thoughts on purpose, those times I nearly told him to go fuck himself what sucks is the doubting part, you try to calm down and stop the compulsive self-monitoring, you realize that you aren’t gay/pedo/rapist/dying due to cancer but then the question “or am I just in denial/trying to make myself believe otherwise?” pops in your head and it starts all over again >heard my name like it was in a radio thought I was going schizo yeah shit can be scary, once I was afraid the neighbour is listening when I talked to myself
William Barnes
1+2 on maps of chaos, plutonia, then finish with doom 4 will play doom 3 and 64 if I have enough time
