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>want to jerk off more
>my dick hurts
fuck

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Thanks.

i think i'll rest here
long journey ahead

Tomorrow I'm going to beat Three Houses on Maddening. I'm gonna do it, and then hibernate until Nioh 2 comes out.

why cant i bring myself to actually boot up and play a game
i have plenty

Since I've come off of Risperidone jerking has become so much more enjoyable.

>set up statistics for screentime
>average per week is 8 hours of just browsing the net

That's 8 hours I could have done literally fucking ANYTHING else like gaming, reading or cleaning.

when i feel like really jerking i just lower my luvox dosage for a few days and then i can fap like 3 times a day

I often think about what my life would be like if I spent even half of my pointless browsing hours on something useful

take a few weeks from fapping, works like a charm on my machine

Maybe try switching it up a bit. Read or watch a show before starting a new game.

Anyone got any rouge-like game suggestions for someone who likes necrodancer

I needed a place to rest, thank you kind knight.

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Actually, I was just watching anime and decided to take a break on Yas Forums.

Treat your dick with some respect and let it rest for awhile, user.

I don't know what exactly you're going through, but in case you're completely serious about ending it, I'm going to make a fat assumption of what you're doing and suggest you stop drinking/watching porn/masturbation and to do some cardio. If it's more a mental thing, go see a therapist. Usually people who kill themselves via gun/rope/wrist slicing haven't arrived to suicidal intention by any logical reasoning.

Tbh idk what to say as I assume you're not here for help, although I figured if you really were a selfish asshole that didn't care about the world or anyone, just take advantage of the time you do have. Even if you just say fuck it to all your commitments and go rob some bank to buy cocaine or some shit that's better than just giving up completely. If and when you accept that life has screwed you and there literally is nothing to live for, I still think there more to be offered, and the only rock bottom you can't come up from is death
Birdie was better anyway so don't be a sad guitar faggot and just drink your sorrows away at least

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I think it's like three or four stories at a minimum. I would imagine it would be less stressful if you could just get a razor to slash your wrists and just drift away in a local lake, no?

It's what I do want to do that is putting me in the position of suicide. I just don't want to hurt anyone even if my brain does. I like Birdie too. He's relatable.

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Downwell and maybe Noita, but I'm not sure either of those count as roguelikes in the vein of what you want

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I mean I'm sure given a choice most people would rationally choose to be in prison and know they've hurt people rather than be dead. It might just be me though.
But that wasn't really my point, I think I meant to just let go of the stressors in life to the degree that you can, and at that point even losing your house or going to jail pales in comparison to death, as long as you're doing so in an effort to reclaim some control and value to your life (obviously being a good upstanding product person is a hard goal to obtain), and thus have some direction to move towards. I'm not really sure how helpful a lot of the help such as medication or therapy is to people who don't want to continue and fix the issues in their life, so telling the world to fuck itself seems like a better alternative to me.

I've gotten that advice here before. I just hope I never take it.

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I dunno if guys have heard this before but heres something to think about. It made me think about stuff a lot more during years when I wanted to kill myself.

Pic related is the number of people who committed suicide by jumping from the golden gate bridge since 1937. Up until 2013, there were only 34 people who survived the jump. In interviews with 29 of the survivors, every single one of them said they regretted it immediately after they crossed the railing and knew they were gonna die. A quote from one of them that I really like is "I realized everything I thought was unfixable was totally fixable, except for having just jumped". The squares in the pic are dead so we cant know what they were thinking in the four second between jumping and hitting the water (either dying on impact or drowning afterward), but what if every single one of them regretted jumping too?

I dunno what you're going through anons but I know things can get better if you try. Almost everyone nowadays has wanted to commit suicide before. Life is just shit sometimes, that's just a part of living. But you never know how different your life might be 5 or 10 years from now. Theres all sorts of ways to help yourself and start feeling better, so I hope instead of doing something you're almost certainly going to regret you make an effort to try and make things better for yourself.

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I'll say what I always say. If you're at that point, drop everything and just head outside, and walk. Pick a direction. Go on one last adventure. See where the road takes you. You've got nothing left to lose, right?

I've been working on my game all day, and tomorrow, I'll work on it all day again, but for now, I rest.

Just kidding, I'm in bed with my laptop working on my game still.

But I've only been scrolling a few minutes Shovel Knight, it's vidya break time.

Sounds comfy, don't forget to get some rest

I get so hyper focused on what I'm working on, and next thing I know, I hear birds outside, I check the time, and it's 5am.

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Bros, I want to like shovel knight so much. It has everything I want in a game, but every time I pick it up I want to fucking kill myself as soon as I get past plague knight. How can I not hate this game and jump back to playing spectre knight every time?

>feel like having a wank
>can't make a decision on my fap material so I just end up losing my drive

in hindsight, that's actually kind of a good thing, combats the addiction and all

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Doing my first DaSIII playthrough (on SL20 - the series is pretty easy on higher levels, so I enjoy beating the games on low levels and then doing some fun SL100 builds in NG+), and I got tired of trying to beat Midir after several hours. I did get better with dodging his attacks, but almost all of his stuff oneshots me, so I have to remain focused for the entire fight.
Gotta rest and then get back to try and beat him.

just git gud bro hahahaha

but in all honesty, you're better off playing the other campaigns.
It's hard to go back to Shovel Knight after trying out the other characters, he just feels so boring

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how do I become a functioning human being again

I never beat the OG campaign, haven't tried king knight yet, didn't jive with plague, but spectre knight's pro skater is a fucking blast. Send help .

give King Knight a try, I personally like his campaign the best

but I hope you are a fan of card games, because Joustus is the meat of the entire thing lol

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Next time I dig out my Vita I'll give it a shot. I love card games, like slay the spire and whatnot.

Motherfucker I just lost an hour of sleep

nah i wouldn't want something slow like that, i dont want time to possibly regret my decision or freak out

Yeah my mom being alive is the only reason I'm still breathing.
Think about killing myself on a daily basis but I can't do that to her. I can't hurt her like that.
But I think first I'll do what this user says Just travel the country till all my money is gone, and by then who knows, maybe I'll have found a reason to live.

unless your suicidal thoughts are caused by an unfixable mental disorder, just going out and changing your surroundings really breathes life back into you. Changing jobs, moving cities, trying stuff like bungee jumping or diving etc. Spend what little cash you have and save yourself.

that's dumb. there's nowhere to go.

I'm only 24. There's a lot to life that I haven't experienced.
I'm just holding out for the possibility that one day I'll find something to keep me going beyond "not hurting someone you love by offing yourself"

honestly, they'll get over it, especially if they're older. people who wanna live move on from it.

I lost my brother before he was even 22. That was almost 13 years ago now.

How do I find the motivation to work on my visual novel?
I've wrote about 110k words, but I still have a lot to go, and I can't seem to work more on a little at a time as of late, if at all.

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>Changing jobs, moving cities, trying stuff like bungee jumping or...

getting a gf

If you've been working on it a lot, perhaps a break is in order. Or you could simply assign small blocks of time as work time for it, say 1-4 hours a week.

>visual novel

zzzzzzzzzz

Yes I have a mental condition. To put it frankly i've told people what I have and they told me I would be better off dead every time. I agree with them.
Some people just were not meant to live on this Earth, and I am one of those people.

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