No emotions

No. I want to be aroused by women. I want empathy so I can feel emotions. I feel nothing.

Affirmative

lay off the porn, smoke weed and bang loose sluts until you get your mojo back. hth.

Empathy is less something you have and more something you have a capacity to demonstrate. I think of it as a behavior that can be viewed objectively, learned and unlearned. Practicing reading people and assuming their perspective, improving social skills in general and having a strong enough facade can compensate for a certain degree of detachment. Smart psychos tend towards charismatic and camouflaged

Nothing IS an emotion.

Like "aether" or "void" or whatever people are calling it these days

>I don't get arouse by women anymore. Seeing a women naked is the same as staring at a white wall.
This is what porn was intended to do. Destroy the healthy sexualities and promote deviancies. Stop watching porn.

I have some bad news for you. You'll never regain your full capacity for empathy and emotion. You're damaged. The good news is that you can at least mostly recover- it's never too late. We're all at least a little damaged, it's nothing to be ashamed of. There are a few steps you need to take. Don't get a shrink; it might actually help you of all people, but you can get back on track with these three simple steps (they won't be easy though).
1. Stop fapping. Cold turkey if you can. If you absolutely have to, do it less and less over time, and no porn allowed, period. Wean yourself off it, the faster the better. This is incredibly difficult for most men, but it's an important step. You won't be able to fix your brain while you're addicted to something unnatural. Especially in your case, this is the most important step.
2. Find friends. In real life. They don't have to be best friends, just people you can spend time with. If you don't know how to get friends, there's only one way really. Talk to people. It will be awkward and perhaps seem impossible, but it's not.
3. You have to care about something in the world. It can literally be a hobby or a goal in life or your career or religion or self improvement- doesn't really matter what. It doesn't even really matter if you actually care initially. Just find something to spend a significant amount of time on that improves the more time and effort you put into it. One caveat- it can't be video games. It has to be something you at least sometimes have to leave your room/home to do. If you find something that you could do at home, find a way to make yourself do it not at home sometimes. That's the most important part in a lot of ways.
These three things are key. You may have other things you have to get through yourself, and some may be more difficult than others. There's also some things that will make all of this a lot easier, like hygiene or not being out of shape, but they're quite as important.
Do.

I have, but I don't feel anything. I honestly could kill my parents and feel nothing.

alright

I manipulate a lot. But I want to feel emotions. I don't get horny anymore.

It's just part of getting older.
Stuff that was once new and thrilling loses its sparkle and its hold over you.

Man, just find a fetish

Completely stop watching porn and stop wanking.

I have. But I do very bad things outside of porn.

find jesus

Well, I'm sure someone will spank you very hard one day, now go to bed *kiss*

Yeah the emotions part of that sucks major fuck brother, is probably your best bet ITT. If you resort to experiments or extremes just to feel something in the moment, for a moment, it’s a slippery slope to jerking off with sandpaper or taking a toaster bath. Stay strong, save your toaster

Pick one woman who is decently good looking and hasn't been corrupted yet, and stay true to her. Lead her and guide her, form a genuine relatioship with her as her man. It will help you to get some empathy back.

Most women are corrupted, the younger the better. College is what turns them into whores. If she's 18, fuck it, date her and don't give a fuck who has anything to say about it.

I had a quality women, a unicorn, but I cheated on her. She was willing to forgive me, but I broke up with her. She was My bff for 8 years. I am too far gone, my brother.

How long do u like them?

yeah you done goofed, faggle

I tried, but as the proverb says, "A dog returns to his vomit."

Just fake it. Just listen to people talk and ask them minor questions here and there about what they're saying. Never initiate going down any path that actually solves the problem. If someone asks for your opinion, say something like
>Gee, I don't know, seems complicated, I'd have to think about it. Sounds tough.
If someone really presses you just offer some observation that's nakedly obvious:
>Well, I guess if you have to absolutely know, I think Sally sounds like a weirdo
Other than that, just keep a grab bag of daily observations for your side of the conversation when it comes time for it
>You know, I was walking around my neighborhood and some big fat squirrel wouldn't get out of my way and I walked in the street to go around it. Squirrels are crazy, they're little tiny parkour experts.
or
>Next time I see a potential pandemic developing, I'm going to drop everything I'm doing and get a haircut
Bullshit like that. When you get good enough at it, you'll recognize when there's another (you) that you're talking to, which is fun because there's really no taboo subjects at that point, as long as you phrase them eloquently enough to not alert normie bystanders.

tldr is if you do that people will appreciate you because you listen to them and are kind to them. They don't really care in practice whether you empathize with them or not. They will just value knowing someone that never reacts emotionally to anything and that can offer some return banter that they will most likely steal and make their own. So at the end of the day, you don't have to give a shit to make someone feel happy.

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I'll trade you magi, your magic for your emotions back.
Deal?

Stop watching porn. You've completely burned out your dopamine receptors. Stop fapping as well.

How often do you get laid? Hookers, escorts, and asian massage parlors count.
Or are you a virgin?

This may not apply to you, but I found getting laid tons helps. I felt like I had a point in my life similar to what you are saying. Then I ran into some (lots) of money as a windfall, and started just banging escorts nonstop and regularly getting head out full service at asian massage parlors.

After a while, you can tell who is just "doing the motions", who is in a hurry and just wants to get it over with, or who doesn't like what they are doing and puts up roadblocks at every sexual act. Every now and then, you'll find a rare gem that is into you and would be willing to push boundaries themselves.

I've encountered a masseuse who is known (from forum reviews) not to give full service and only handjobs suck me dry, swallow, and ride me to climax, several times. Kept coming back to that for months. And I've had an escort do things on her "donts" list with me (anal and cum in mouth) and even kept texting me sweet nothings for months. The once in a while things (even if some might be fake) that makes me feel special is much better (to me) than any shitty dopamine rush I get from fapping to porn.

Admittedly, I think this is just an advanced dopamine rush, as I just leave them hanging dry and never contact them again when "it gets old" with that specific girl, and I probably still can't properly empathize, but this is the closest I've got. I basically empathize with their taking a risk and pushing their boundaries with me as treating me special compared to other clients (even if fake).