I've had enough. I am an autistic person. Every day of my life from the beginning, normal people have treated me like shit and isolated me. Autistic people have the highest unemployment rate of all groups of people. All the jobs go to people with social connections, not people who are good at things. All the girls want the guys with good jobs. Everything is fucked for people like me. I am 39, don't have a job, haven't had one for years, and live with my parents. I am a very good programmer, but nobody cares. The interviewers don't care, etc. They don't care about abilities. Everything, including the way people work, is set up for normal people.
Now the economy is completely dead and my prospects are even worse. I also hate so many things about modern life. I feel like doing crazy shit. I have fucking had enough of everything.
I'm autistic as well and went full prepper instead. I absorbed as much tech info and engineering knowledge as possible while training with firearms rigorously. I hope based on statistics we are headed for a conflict.
Ian Long
Are you a Wizard, OP?
Ryder Moore
Man, we are all autistic here.
Kayden Perez
so do I. Yeah I know.
Landon Myers
You ignored my question. Are you a Wizard (if you don't know, a Wizard is a 30+ year old virgin)?
Julian Carter
I don't know why you feel badly about yourself, do you not see that society is the thing that's fucked up? The average person is dumber than shit, that's why most jobs are set up for people who are dumber than shit.
Kayden Campbell
No.
Zachary Smith
This. Not being able to relate to normies is a rite of passage
Charles Young
You've never experienced extended periods of actual hardship. Fuck off retard. You live a cushy life with no purpose and no struggle so you created your own.
Caleb Harris
I feel bad for myself not because of who I am, but because of my situation in life (no money, living at home, no friends, no relationships, etc).
Ian Davis
Learn social cues, go drink with people.
Not hard to figure out "normies" if you are autistic with 120+ IQ. If you are low IQ autist, there's always rope I guess
Isaac James
What sort of programming experience do you have?
William Fisher
>aussie >wall of text >autism K, cya, kys
Benjamin Russell
YOU ARE IN SERIOUS DANGER The west is falling WATCH THIS
errr... well I finished university with a high GPA, doing all the hard subjects (advanced operating systems, c++ stuff, etc) then 3.5 years with a hospital where I was micromanaged by some retard and had to realise his dream application in c#/.net web-based shit, then quit because I was going insane. That is when I stopped everything and have been living off the savings from that job. Then I started getting into node/javascript/react/postgres web-based stuff, aws, etc... etc.. I have a relatively popular open source project (it had > 1000 stars on github when I had it on there).
Joseph Long
So you've managed to have sex? You're life is already better than most of the miserable fuckers on this board.
Landon Hernandez
No it is most likely tough guy fiction from a little girl. Humans have basic needs such as relationships, meaningful work, etc. When they don't have those, their lives aren't "cushy", they are terrible. You are too stupid to figure that out though and think because I haven't had to trek through snow to hunt wild boar or something that it means I have a cushy life. This is not a low IQ thread.
Jace Torres
Errr... well I am 39.... but this isn't a contest.
Julian Allen
HR talent hirers are usually massive normies, so fall for the ‘firm handshake, eye contact’ bullshit of interviewing. You’re probably very competent at programming, so it’s unfortunate these fuckers can’t recognise that and find an appropriate place in the company for you
HR recruiters literally know nothing. They use conservation as a weapon to weed people out
Bentley Cruz
This is a lazy move, maybe lurk more. You’re giving a weak defense. You saying it doesn’t make sense doesn’t necessarily mean all the meaning was lost.
Nathan Thomas
I am getting this Job Keeper thing the government is handing out. I only started getting it recently because I was able to live on savings for years. Autismbux is the same amount as the other payments at the moment because of the virus, but either way, it isn't enough money to have a normal life of any sort.
Jaxson Jones
Are you scared of being homeless?
Owen Fisher
So is the purpose of your post tonight to focus on your financial situation, or more on the lack of meaning in general?
Gavin Cooper
I gave further comment somewhere else, but his comment was too short to provide meaningful commentary. I have also heard it all before. He is probably a lot younger than me. It is all the same bullshit and he doesn't really know what he is talking about.
Juan Edwards
It's a high IQ thread, where you can't figure out how to find purpose or meaning,contentment. Alright then I guess I'll go back to hunting in 6 feet of snow then.
Aiden Green
Why the fuck don't you find yourself a job online? Why don't you start your own online-business? I am rather autistic too, older than you, haven't worked more than a year in my whole life. Never could stand a woman around me for more than a couple of months (they all were mistakes, and I'm just pretty, and better off without them) I just motivated my family to make business so I can make science, and boy I'm good at it!
Not any more. I was able to move back in with my parents just before I would have become hopeless. I don't live with the comforts of normal people, so it is not much different. I have one pair of clothes, no belongings, etc.
Ryan Reed
Yes, go find your purpose in life sensai...
Easton Peterson
I could never follow you there because your defenses went up when you say I’ve seen it all. I could only get in a conversation with you by giving what you already know, maybe slap some gore in your face?
