When was the last time you were truly happy Yas Forums?

about 5 years ago before i found out my wife fiance/wife had been cheating on me. i left her after, but havent been the same since

I don't even know what "happy" really entails. I think I was happy for brief moments as a child in the woods or at national parks. When I was alone and surrounded by the serenity and beauty of nature I felt a great peace and wonder. I still feel it now, but when I was a child, I didn't have my corrupted adult mindset and my enjoyment and experience was pure and truly "happy." I'll never have that again, and I resent every waking moment. I still go through the motions and try to be nice and friendly to people as well as do my best to hope for a better world. But below all the social shit, below the copes and hopes, I wish I was fucking dead.

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ive unironically never been happy. Not even trying to be edgy, my life has been 1 cringe scenario to the next. My dates were shit people, my friends are all bipolar/fucking insane, and my career is a joke.

Feels right I guess. I'm ready. Plus I have the pills and booze for it now and might not later.

I can't remember a time.

Mods are going to continue to allow these non-political spam threads?

KYS OP

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As long as I have some Xanax laying around somewhere everyday is like a trip to DisneyWorld.

it's a honeypot. they can't stop it

I don't know, everything feels empty for years

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