Need help I’m dying

my story
been a poly drug user all my life. started with weed as a teenager, been an alcoholic and quit through heroin then quit that through crack and quit crack now I’m a meth head been doing meth for over a decade. chain smoker as well. I was in a gang but I went pc and now I’m out and back on the pint but trying to quit as Im dying now. The economy is collapsing and the doctors refuse to give me pain meds and I feel destroyed from life

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This isn't the board for this, try Yas Forums or /adv/.

and this is on Yas Forums becaussssse?

>been a poly drug user all my life. started with weed as a teenager, been an alcoholic and quit through heroin then quit that through crack and quit crack now I’m a meth head been doing meth for over a decade. chain smoker as well. I was in a gang
>white "people"

You had the money to build a proper life, you chose to spend them on drugs. Why asking for help now

Buy kratom online, fag.
Good luck.

>all your life
You can out the womb whilst chiefing the pipe?

Die Junkie. All that money you spent on drugs could've been spent on improving yourself and having a decent family. You are dysgenic and therefore not needed in the bright future, discard yourself immediately via bullet or rope.

Why do you want pain meds?

I have three kids different mothers. I didn’t choose to get addicted to drugs, shit happens. I’m a productive member of society I worked in construction

>asking for help on Yas Forums
>asking for help on Yas Forums
you sure you're serious about this?

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wrong board

also have you considered not using drugs or alcohol? that may solve your problem, just do that two thousand days in a row and you'll be fine.

Meth addiction is only mental, you just need water an will. I was an addict for only a year but a year later I am better than before, you learn from you stupid decisions, its never too late, ask for help, stay away from those who do meth, move , enjoy little things like the taste of food, the wind in your face while you run, that stuff after a while just keep you numb, its up to you now.

My family was all meth addicts

>been a poly drug user all my life.
Nothing of value was lost.

if you are serious then I suggest you go on facebook, reddit or support groups in you area. Yas Forums is not the place for the kind of emotional support you need.

Just American Jews.

I’m not. A loser compares to you. I’ve Fired guns at people, tortured rats and robbed done home invasions, drug dealing in red deer and had orgies for 3 days straight, shit you only in your wildest fantasies in your mother’s basement

And you didn't even think to do differently? Fucking excuses.

Find a rehab place and a religion of your choice. Stick with it and good luck.

you’re an idiot. fuck off loser

oh its a larp, ok bye

Oh yes it is.
Shes a fucking retarded copy cat nigger and will never get what she wants being a junkie loser blaming everyone else for her own stupidity.
This is real advice.
Fix your loser mentality and loser decisions and you "might" make it.

Believe what you want, you think I don’t know what kind of people browse these forums lol?

Protip: Avoid talking to people or going out for a week or two retard.

> I didn’t choose to get addicted to drugs, shit happens.

Dont do this, shame its the first step to true redemption, you are completly to blame, you are a filthy piece of shit, but you can clean yourself and live your life, not some 2 months clean and then relapse because you had a bad week.

>I’ve Fired guns at people, tortured rats and robbed done home invasions, drug dealing in red deer and had orgies for 3 days straight
Wow, I'm native American and did all that before 20.
Try harder you junkie.

>Was in a gang, then went pc
>pc
whut?

Addiction isn’t even a real thing because the second you stop putting the “addictive” chemical in your body (forever) is the moment you stop being addicted.

Move to St. Paul, Minnesota. They have cushiest social safety net for drug addicts in US. Sign up for “rule 25”. You will get into free drug treatment and free sober living home within 3 days. They’ll put you up in a hotel in meantime. Welcome to recovery capital USA

>loser
Said the junkie who made this post.
Junkie prostitute and a loser who needs to torture animals to feep powerful for a change.

Who cares if you do drugs??? Fuck what anybody else thinks

>had orgies for 3 days straight
Hows the herps.

Then you’re a junkie too. Pot calling kettle black fuck off you stupid native Americans subhuman. at least I’m not ina. Homeless shelter like you. Fucking drunk.

What this guy said. You can kick it a lot easier than you think. You need to ride out two weeks, gets pretty hellish the couple days after you quit but just sleep it the fuck off and drink tons of water.

Unironically try Kratom. I had a habit with hydrocodones before discovering Kratom. Not sure if it will work for Meth withdrawals, but it's worth a try. The basic idea is you buy Kratom powder and some caplets, and take enough so you don't feel the withdrawals, while slowly tapering your dose on a daily basis. You can get a 250g bag of powdered Kratom from Mitragaia for like $30.

I agree, fuck these losers on this board thinking they’re better than me while they do nothing all day but talk and talk, never any action

Thank you, I’ll go there tomorrow

I don’t torture animals, I torture rats , you don’t know what that means because you’ve never been in the hood, hows it in the comfort of mommy’s basement?

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God doesn’t exist you idiot

Fake and gay. Also, kys.

>I didn't choose to get addicted
>the drugs just happened to go inside of me of their own free will
>3 kids, different moms
>I didn't mean to do that, it was an accident all 3 times I slipped my dick into their vaginas and busted at least 3 nuts with no protection
You are fucking scum. Die

Are the jews to blame?

>He thinks being in a gang is just "politically incorrect".
wew.

Its your choice to be a degenerate subhuman, now die as one too. You won't be missed.

Your brain is already destroyed, man. Ask god for forgiveness and kys to spare others of your burden.

jews are always to blame. they invented crack after all.

you can pray all you want but I still got fight in me, I don’t give a fuck about the kids, fuck em. I’m going to impregnate more women before I die because I love unprotected sex

You're a fucking nigger and me and everyone else will be glad when your fucking dead. I pray you die tonight so all of your family doesnt have to deal with any of your bullshit ever again. Fucking degenerate piece of shit coming here looking for sympathy. Seriously I hope you fucking die tonight you dumb cunt

You did choose. You could have not taken drugs in the first place. You reap what you sow.

Nobody cares mate, everyone will forget about your shitty post in a few minutes, your problems are irrelevant.

So just fuck off.

Also this is Yas Forums, not failure at life support forum.

I am glad only that your kind will die (junkies, not whites) a lot sooner than My family. I pity your progeny.