Take the blackest of pills

Life after mid thirties, is simply not worth it. If you haven't made it until then, you most probably won't. And all you have to look forward to is rot and decay.
>inb4 Look at me, I made it. Look at all the (((money))) I make.
As a man who is pushing forty, even though I fell for the have a wife and kid meme. I tell you it is simply not worth it.

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Nigga ever drunk 40 year old says this shit and at the end of your life you won't regret being surrounded by people who love you or the sacrifice you took on to make the world a better place. My dad is cucked by his job and probably going to die from it because of this pandemic, and he's indisputably the best person in this life that I can think of and the only reason I have hope for humanity. If you care for civilization and your ideals then you should have a wife and family, nobody is telling you with who just do it and raise your family how you wish they would act. Saying you're not happy because you can't smoke weed and watch anime all day while fucking whores is blue pilled it's pathetic.

>Life after mid thirties, is simply not worth it. If you haven't made it until then, you most probably won't. And all you have to look forward to is rot and decay.

This isn't true, I am 37 and life for me started getting really good after 35 because I finally got enough money to enjoy myself and not have to work hard, and I spend my free time going to the gym and meditating.

You have no idea what you are talking about. Life after mid thirties has been the best times of my life. Highschool sucked for me and my college years weren't that good. I have lots of friends now and life is better.

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You are missing the point. If you haven't made it until you have reached this age, you won't and there's literally no point in carrying on. The wife and kid, even though it has its positive sides every now and then, does not make up for the financial and emotional cost of it. If you haven't made it financially, you might as well give up. You need to be ahead of the game early on, a few fuck ups later and you will never recover from it. It is all about the money. Sorry about your dad btw
Good for you.

It's actually easy street. Raising a kid, good job, plenty of money. Simple.

Sorry to hear about

I had an amazing high school and college experience. Rough couple years out of college having to quit partying and grow the fuck up. Then it's been all good since

I'm guessing you DON'T have a wife and kids so how the fuck would you know?

30 and 40's are not what they used to be, they're just an extention of 20's nowadays. 50 is where you start to get old

Nah you're just confused and annoyed with yourself, life is rich all over the place, age brings features of undeniable value that aren't available to the young

You're just doing the thing everyone does where you push 40 and worry about your life

But what you'll learn when you grow out of tantruming is that the "making it" scenario you think you've missed was never as important as you thought it was and that what happens instead has its own value. When you calm down from anger and truely claim manhood, you can access this value and be much more centred in power than you would have been if you had "made it"

Then you can do whatever you want, and what you do will accrue power, not just spend it

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Yep, I mean I am not too worried by highschool not having been good, I am just saying life just gets better and better, this idea life ends after your mid thirties doesn't make sense.

I don't believe it. Glad to hear things are going good for you.

I'm in my mid twenties and it's already not worth it. Can't even imagine what it's like post 30.

Dude, just look for God or something like that. I notice you have a Norway flag, aren't you all atheist? I think that is your problem. I think you will be fine if you become more optimistic and eat better nutrition. Don't worry. Stop taking black pills. I hope you are not a Jew or something trying to make people depressed.

The biggest black pill is solipsism is reality. It is such a blackpill that other "beings" in this reality will literally get angry and upset if you try discussing it. It threatened the entire structure of reality to think and talk about it.

That's called a mid-life crisis bro. You'll get over it.

If you read and understood the original post, you'd see that I actually have both. But that is still beside the point, if you haven't built a career, if you haven't landed that job, if you still are struggling financially, you won't fucking make it. Now I am honestly happy for you, that you have a good income and all. Fact of the matter is still that the majority of us don't and won't.

Yup, I'll pay my bills with my claimed manhood.

Take up motorcycling.

life was never worth it since the beginning
pushing mid 30s, got a few jobs on my resume, just living day by day homie, was never looking forward to anything aside from having a drink with the boys when we're all in our 60s to talk about all the shit that happened

I am past 30, I am 37. Stop being so depressed. Age has nothing to do with how enjoyable your life is. Just go to the gym and pray to God and try to get some money or some form of wealth. This is ridiculous. You were granted life, a human life. You have rights other creatures don't have. You were given the opportunity to be winner, and you can seize that at any time in your life.

How can we both be solipsists tho?

Even the people who have all of that still experience mid-life crises. It's a product of the modern world where all (or 99% of) achievements in society are artificially constructed and of no real value or consequence. It's your soul's innate realization of this. The quicker you get over it, the quicker you can get back to cherishing what's important.

This, buy a Corvette and shut the fuck up faggot.
I'm 31, fat as shit, and nobody has ever loved me. My best friend is a sociopath who probably wouldn't cry if I dropped dead tomorrow. I've never felt a titty or a woman's lips. But dipshit mcnormalfag the OP comes in here to tell us how shitty middle aged life with a wife and kids is, go fuck yourself. That's exactly what everyone here wants. Know your audience dirtbag.

There is no both.

Your life is not yours - it belongs to God. You don't just cop out and quit because you're not having fun anymore.

Repent. Get on your knees and beg Him to guide your way. Your journey is just beginning.

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Same for me, life absolutely sucked from 0-30 l. Shit upbringing, shit family, hated school. Only now can I enjoy my money and peace of mind.

Solipsism lite. Only a few of us are actually conscious.

Ah that sucks m8, Euroop sucks shit

based

You can always start from scratch

Well yes, this is how they'd get paid I suppose

We're just in the jungle with shit leaders and laws, fight it I guess or just get by, but no point in whining about it

Don't worry if you have no career and no family. Take up a hobby, you can capitalize on welfare or charity resources to secure material needs, and you can gain time for hobbies. You can write. There is no reason to be depressed. Black pills are boring. EVen if you don't have everything you want, things can still be good.

>you will never have a cute anime gf
OP is right bros, why even live?

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Yap, was never bad was starting to get really good since early 30s. Op is a fat faggot, ofc is over for him.

Do you rank yourself among them, or is your experience not the experience of conciousness?

A man is in his prime between 40-50, it is the nexus of wisdom, ambition, testosterone, and physical ability

>can't smoke weed and watch anime all day while fucking whores is blue pilled and pathetic
i think its the complete opposite in this zero-sum game. I went to thailand and fucked 65 hookers over the course of 7 months and it felt like an extended dream.

I like the word 'nexus' so I think this must be true.

The girls and animation where the only good thing about heebangelion.
Otherwise, too much meme magic for those degenerate foreskin munchers.

No good waifu among them tho, just mistresses.

Yes, but I can feel it fading away every day. Maybe neuro-degenerative or something. Soon I will be an NPC, or a cripple

>I have lots of friends now
How the fuck do you get and keep new friends after your mid 20s?

>Life ... is simply not worth it
FTFY

this by 100%...being "blackpilled" is for utter faggots who are no different from the bluepilled sheep they make fun of

well spoken

I’m 32 and the last 5 years have been my best so far. I used to be 400+ lbs. now, I work out, lift heavy and weigh 240. I own my house. I drive a corvette. My gf sucks my dick whenever. I make mediocre money at my job, but I’m killing it with my investment accounts.

>pic related
True flag. I have a faith, of sorts but it simply isn't enough to carry. Not in the traditional sense of the world. I'd get it if I suddenly had the urge to grow a ponytail, buy a motorcycle and chase thots. But no, this is far more profound. Everything you ever loved, will turn to shit. Everyone you ever loved will dissappear. Your country will never be the same, ever more rapefugees, niggers and mudslimes everywhere. The game is rigged and there's no room at the top. Every chance you had to get connected, educated, being relevant to the market, is forever gone. Once you have stepped into the swamp, there's no coming back. Fighting a useless battle, just to die poor, broken and sick, is simply not worth it.

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I don't have friends and can't attract girlfriends.

All I can do is fuck hookers and degenerate arrangements that simulate girlfriends. Life is pretty sad desu

>I have lots of friends now

No god would let Dresden happen but not the holocaust. I see people on here 'settling' for god. That blinding security blanket of "I don't care anymore I need some semblance of hope, man." I know you don't care how empty and hollow it rings, that the rush of 'surrendering' to obvious horse shit is half the point, but I don't care. All I want is to hear the screaming from a burning maternity ward full of black babies. I want a ratfaced kike snarling at me in impotent rage as I slowly, slowly, cut him apart.

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> even though I fell for the have a wife and kid meme

Past 40 no kids. Life is Ok, depsite what /pol will tell you.

I earn a reasonable wage and can enjoy life with my misses (who I didn't waste the money on marrying). We travel a lot, eat out a lot both have decent careers, don't really need to worry about money.

>I'm 31, fat as shit
I can relate to you, and how fat are we talking here?

>I’m 32 and the last 5 years have been my best so far. I used to be 400+ lbs. now, I work out, lift heavy and weigh 240. I own my house. I drive a corvette. My gf sucks my dick whenever. I make mediocre money at my job, but I’m killing it with my investment accounts.

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> . I used to be 400+ lbs
how did you lose it, and where are you now? whats your height?

how are you dealing with loose skin and all that shit?

>Just go to the gym
Already do, doesn't solve anything.
>pray to God
Why would I want to pray to a God whose chosen people run havoc over the planet?
>try to get some money or some form of wealth
Yeah bro that's so easy. Also notice how you always need to have immense wealth nowadays, because you all fucking know people who just make a decent living wage (like 99.999999% of people in history) will ever have a worthy life in modern days.

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>How the fuck do you get and keep new friends after your mid 20s?

I just don't pay attention to social rules and do what I want and am loyal to my friends, but expect their loyalty in return.

jesus christ you guys i never realized that Yas Forums has so many gramps.

Don't you have something better to do than to cry on chinese cartoon forums like idk dying?

unironically, am happy for you and happy to hear fren.

I'm 35, middling income, no wife or kids and it's alright. Worst you put up with is boredom, but it beats stress any day.

You fucked up having responsibilities you don't appreciate, OP. Not falling for your crab bucket bullshit.

Just try

Socrates didn't even start teaching until he was 40 years old, and he changed the course of civilization. Some people are late bloomers user

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Learn to fast fatty & you'll feel better eventually, & finally find a women that's not disgusted by you.

>and probably going to die from it because of this pandemic

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Van Gogh didn't start painting til 30. Then he died at like 37 or something.

>>and probably going to die from it because of this pandemic

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Your gf sucks my dick whenever too, faggot

You're on autopilot.

OP kys loser you add negative value to this planet

If you somehow manage to "make it" you are doing well. (Yes, yes, we know that lock down in small spaces and small children make people go crazy).

You're right user but it's also not as primish while being broke.

See again, no actual solutions. Just buzz words like "try" and the classic "go to the gym". I'm done with the retards on this site. Everything is either a larp, a delusion avoiding reality as much as possible, or the same piece of advice repeated ad infinitum.

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