When was the last time you felt genuine happiness?

Stop ejaculation. Period. Look into semen retention. It's one of the final red pills that will completely change your life. There's a reason those in power want an oversexulized society and everyone cooming all the time.
Practice semen retention and hit the Temple if Iron regularly or build your own. Your life will never be the same again for the better.

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probably 2 years ago staring out at the lake at my grandmothers condo. anything since has been 5 minute bursts of a feeling similar to happiness but it only happens due to stress

31 here, I felt happiness today waking up to my wife, playing with my dog, checking in on my family out of town, mostly activity that involves them makes me generally happy- being of use and service to the people I love. Those were things I never had growing up, and I'm grateful and present for them now. Find what you love, and dive into it user. Stop wasting your life

>When's the last time you felt happy
>immediately assumes it's because of masturbation

Does your entire fucking existence revolve around orgasm?

youtube.com/watch?v=YxoYVMM11JM

>be me
>30
>still live with parents who only welcome me out of pity/wanting someone to lord over
>no friends
>ugly face, acne scarred/ridden skin
>crooked, yellow, ground down teeth
>misaligned spine, hunchback
>wasted 4 years and parents money on college for measly "120 credit hours" but no degree
>below average IQ
>no skills, little job experience
>homeless most of the last five years
>get 1k neetbux each month, nothing to spend it on
>no car, nowhere to go anyways and shitty driver
>sleep 14 hrs a day, usually 6p - 8a
>rest of time spent staring at a rectangular glowing screen and shitposting on Bolivian Throatsinging Forum
>small penis, no sex drive, masturbate once a week to trannies
>poos are always diarrhea regardless of intake
>always in pain

I hope to catch Corona and end swiftly.

>needing happiness

i must have been 6. i think i remember the day. this is before my elementary teacher had started hitting me. i looked up over the shrubs by the apartment complexes. i had just gotten some stitches. felt so peaceful.

If you are 30yrs old and childless , get ready to be like this all ur life . You don't have a purpose, you don't have motivation , my son was the best thing for me ... but again , I'm not a stupid 30yrs old dude playing video games and watching anime ... enjoy making bad decisions in life and keep playing with kids stuff .

Why do you want to be happy? That is kinda faggy dude.
Pro tip: you will never be happy as long as you think "i wish i was happy"

You must be a shill or depressed twice daily coomer. When practicing semen retention, your dopamine levels restore and change your prospective on life greatly. Being high everyday on your own supply is natural when you eat good, get enough sleep and lift.

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I have imaginary relationships with women that I work with.

Serves you right

On a scale from 1 to 10, how excited are you to beat your child on a daily basis when he gets old enough?

Okay leaf, please leave, only nonfaggy countries allowed

Yeah weak people like you need to die . This virus will be great for that ... lives with parents at 30yrs old ahahah ...

>all those defects and not wanting to improve
coward. kill yourself.

Summer of 2014, had a chill job, just started working out a month previously. I had a great gym session, got a publix sub and headed home over the harbor bridge. Looking out over the sunset that evening I was gripped by an overwhelming feeling that life was worth living. I'm still not sure what came together during that moment.

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if i get a vasectomy can i still coom while at the same time practice semen retention?

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Last night when a qt was slapping my face with her tits as she rode my cock

>lives with parents at 30yrs old ahahah ...
not anyone has the money to go out of parents' house.
And by going out of parents house i mean buying land, not renting.

about 7 years ago when I spent my first night with who I thought and hoped would be my soul mate. I loved her so much. We were together about 3 months and it was the happiest time of my life and I suppose this is a feeling a lot of couples get to experience for a lifetime. It all ended abruptly and unexpectedly and I have missed the feeling ever since. I have had other relationships since but they did not compare even a little bit. It makes me even sadder every day as I realize that happy feeling only happened once and will almost certainly never return.

I say , 5 ! But he'll be a super Chas , he will probably beat me up ... anyway I hope

a better life for you is not that far away materially speaking. But user, mentally you seem like you're long gone.

Drinking ice cold beers while taking a few rips from a bowl and grilling a steak after a long but productive day at work

I've probably never really been happy.

Damn user. That's a tought question.

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> When was the last time you felt genuine happiness?
when i coom
so two minutes ago

The day i kicked a fucking cop
that was peak happiness

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3 times in the last 5 years:
>eating sushi with friends on a rainy night
>watching grand budapest hotel in a blizzard
>watching sunset over corn fields by myself

With a ho that kissed me and held my hand. She fucked some random guy a month after and then moved away, but I think of it regularly and vividly.

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When I was like 13 and bought my last new pack of plastic soldiers from the dollar store.

i love that feeling of being work fatigued and high at the same time, thinking about how good of a job i did and how impressed the manager will be when he inspects my area the next morning.

Seeing my kids playing together while I'm chatting with my spouse is pretty amazing. It gives you this immense hit of contentment and security. Everyone is nice safe and happy here. I love my family.

Drugs.

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I was told by a jew that if I was a really good goy I would be spared from coronachan

You can't turn back time.
You can't have your innocence back, user.
You will have to ignore the dread or disregard reality and become a mindless automaton. an NPC. to cope knowing that what you once had was wholesome.

Build a fast car and do some ye ye shit

Last summer when I was foolin around with these two girls from Central Europe, going skinny dipping together, fucking, traveling, both of them competing for my attention. Feels good man. Life as a chad for the first time because I finally let go of all my emotional baggage. But goddamn did I crash hard...

3 years ago. I was stressed out and my mind went into a trance or shut down. Idk how long but the world stopped and my mind stopped and I calmed down. Don't know why but I started laughing, I don't even know why.

i dont know sometime before my wife left me and i felt her comfort and she felt mine. It would be nice to have a comforting lover right about now amongst all this chaos. oh well.

Go in the wild for a week, maybe with someone, maybe alone (if so be VERY well prepared!).

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booze

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stop pretending that time is running out faster, it’s not; you just don’t notice it as much because you already have a billion seconds under the covers with you. you are time rich

Happiness is for fags. Real men work hard and sacrifice their whole lives for something greater.

Psilocybin
Not recommending and i've never ate them but this guy makes them seem like they're the shit.

youtube.com/watch?v=-4zsJAADuxY

> flag

checks out

I work as a door man and this girl who lives in my building smiles at me everyday when she walks her dog.

She got me an Amazon gift card too for Christmas. She is kind of cute but out of my league. If I wasn't such a loser I'd ask her out as she is always lonely.

But it's always nice talking to her as it makes me happy for a few seconds.

weed is unironically the only way

So waking up too early in the am means I'm a winner ready to take on the day...

>When was the last time you felt genuine happiness?
When i saw your post

When I found out I really did love my ex when we were still together.

today I was out walking a chink drove by with their finger up their nose

idk why I just started thinking this is the road we're on

This.

It's easy, the year I moved away from US I managed to be happy once more.

earlier tonight i was talking to my best friend on the phone and she told me she missed me

Kys doomer kike

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Let's put it that way.
Sometimes on a grey day with a cool breeze, I'll just unplug my mind out of the blue - not an intentional act - and feel this what they call happiness.
But tfw no gf.

Last week when I finished my website and all the code and automations worked. I realized I can do whatever I set my mind to do.

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>t. weinbergstein studios
*a jewish lion roars*

I went hiking a few weeka ago, that was good. Only drug consumed was caffeine. Might be hard to do with this Coronachan shit right now.

You don't have to be an addict, you can quit drugs and change whatever you dislike about yourself or your life. Its hard but worth it.

Probably when the Switch came out.

Shes not a ho ur a regular guy who prob was too scared to go get the sex

wow dude, you get ONE chance. don't shit it away because you think you're a loser. She doesn't know you're a loser until you prove it to her.

Actually prob not regular that was a poor cchoice of words

I definitely 100% reccomend them.

today spending time with my son. hes 3. im his hero.

it wont last forever, but thats ok. just going to appreciate the hell out if it while it lasts.

To get a gf you just need to act like a normie, a few hours of theater everyday and you'll get a gf, then you can relax and enjoy time with her.

happy people don't think about feeling happy, so I don't know

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It’s pretty fucking nice in the right dose

on vacation a few weeks ago with a friend, and before that when Trump beat Hillary

Not worth it.
Then you'll always have to masquerade as a normie.

That's the fun part, after someone get used to your company, after the relationship is stable they'll be far less prone to get away.
You only need to keep the role in the beginning , then you can slowly drop the act and keep the gf.

this is true. I started to reveal my power levels to my last gf and she started hating me. She was a total normie tho.

I don't want to go into details, but I know more about them than you do. And let's leave it at that.

Mostly grown up, make some kids. Sure, you're not gonna be happy-happy but what does that even mean.

He is proving it to her by not taking the hint. The fact that she’s kept it up this long means she’s really attracted to him and he better pray to god that she thinks the reason he hasn’t done anything is because she’s not good enough

Ehh if your shit is always diarrhea and you got pain get checked for crohns disease

When my 6 month old daughter smiles at me when she sees that I've come home from work

I spent $130 on eBay for a box full of cd sets of sermons by a Dallas pastor named Tony Evans.

I am always happy and amazingly productive when listening to them again and again. It's like magic.

Same for Elvis's gospel.works.

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So no sex with gf yes or no ?

I am very happy these days. Me and all my friends are at home all day, just like we used to back in the day when we played minecraft all day. We are all in TS3 and talk about what is going on and play games, it's so nice and comfy, i am glad we can't go outside anymore

I mean I guess it's never too late but you don't even have a drug problem you've just given up a long time ago so idk. Sounds like you should probably see a therapist if you want to survive ur 30's

This shit right here, anons.

better yourself, you pathetic fuck

This. Get out of here it’s fucking nice. And if you do don’t do it for a woman do it for yourself.

Seriously, kill yourself. You can end your miserable existence while at the same time making more for the cause than anyone in this board. You can kill a Rothschild on minecraft and then kill yourself.

You’re worthless now and will never amount to anything by normal means. But you could become a legend, a hero, by simply taking down Greg Lansky or Soros on minecraft before an heroing.

Find your way back to Odin, he will grant you knowledge on what to do.

girls are self scripting movie characters. they don’t care if you’re social or antisocial as long as they can narrate a story out of it.

Post it

The moment when I realised everyone wasn't laughing with me, they were laughing at me.

1997.

Care to elaborate, my good man?

>8
That's just Stockholm syndrome, not a true relationship.

>That's just Stockholm syndrome, not a true relationship.
No need to be envy, that's a relationship where theater was replaced with trust and habit after a long period of time.

Why the fuck would I want children now to take up all my fucking time and money. You find your own purpose in life nigger and knocking up some stupid slut doesn't make you fucking special

Eventually it hits you that the vast majority of women don't care about you more than they care about how you relate to the day to day blogpost that is their life.

Im in similar situation. Except I was a chad when I lived on my own but living with my crazy parents has completely destroyed my self confidence and I wonder if ill ever get out of here. I go to sleep every night hoping to die in my sleep. I think nobody should live with their parents at age 30. You should try to get out even if you have to live in shit section 8 projects, that's my goal if I don't kill myself first.

So you gotta play a part in their little kabuki theater while she goes full Puppenspieler?

Babies are basically insects, she smiles because it's a reflex, no because she's happy to see you. Few more years and all you'll get is scowling.

7th grade. 2011/2012

Now I’m 20 and depressed.

You won't feel any happiness anymore until you reach an old age, when your mind starts to malfunction. It will be more like going numb and dumb.

The wonder years run form the late infancy to the late 20s.

I haven’t felt happy at all since 2017, even that was an illusion. Hey at least drugs won’t break your heart or abandon you at your worst when you need help.

That wears off like drugs but I’m happy you found what I never could.

drugs

this morning after seeing I hit a new record for total weight lifted in a workout. 14k+ lbs.
Other was first time I met my Gatekeeper in a spirit walk a few weeks back.
Happiness is overrated. Men don't care about happiness, they care about goals.

i haven't been happy for 10 -15 years,
yes, i get "excited" or "happy" when i saw some funny shit, but it is fleeting. And i know in my heart it is not real happiness. it is just S O Y B O Y happiness, reacting to some new game, new movie and shit.

Stop coming here and grab a book to read or pickup a hobby

I got pretty close to a red tail and called in some squirrels this afternoon.
As far as lasting happiness, and not fleeting seconds: not since one relationship ended in like 2016. I feel bad for the women I have ended up with since, they never compare.

Nofap is a cult. Just shut the fuck up about it. The only semen retention you practice is in your stomach.

They say it gets easier but really you just get used to the shit sandwich of life. When i was 20 i never thought id even make it this far but here we are.

Man this sounds exactly like me. The year is even the same.

But destroying everything makes me happy??

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Have you guys come to enjoy your misery?
Like, I drink wine to make my feels more intense every night. Just to wallow in that puddle of darkness. To make things more intense.
I'm not sure if that's a principle of alcoholism or some kind of masochism. Maybe I do it because I want to feel alive.

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