Veteran Suicide

>How do I deal with suicidal thoughts as a veteran?
by killing yourself zogbot scum

I don't understand why that doesn't make you mad instead of sad. Go kill a like officer if you ever feel like giving up.

unironically /k/ and leave Yas Forums it's not good for the depressed

Get revenge you absolute faggot
T. Veteran

Kike***

Watch Rurouni Kenshin. It's free on crunchyroll.

get on with life nigger. you got tricked by the jew. we all do. have a nice big white family and raise them right, stock guns to the moon, etc

For me it was realizing that not everyone is aware of the truth and it's a gift to realize that we're being screwed. It's hard mate, it is, but consider yourself a beacon of truth and spread it to as many as you can. Death is an inevitability for all of us so there's no point rushing things.

>Go kill a like officer if you ever feel like giving up.
That's nigger tier behavior.

Law Abiding Citizen is patrician tier

Why are you lying about being a veteran? That’s really fucked up

If I didn't have the goal of attaining the profession I'm shooting for and having kids I might end up cracking and doing it. A guy I deployed with blew his head off last year too.

think of what the value of a life means to you,
the fact that you seem so distressed about losing the lives of your friends seems to me you value life a great deal.
Then why shouldn't you see your own life as having value too?

You will never get rid of the pain in your heart but that doesn't mean there isn't space for better things.

Just looking back, man. I killed all of those people and I felt genuine hatred towards them. All of those emotions were real. My friends were real.
I often wonder what some of the people I killed would've done with their lives had they lived. Could've had children. Lived normal lives. All of those lives cut short on both sides for nothing.

You can go to the VA, there are a lot of programs to help you, CALL THEM, start with the vet suicide line, google it.

You need to abandon the idea that being a "veteran" is some special identity with a deaper meaning, and accept that you just had a shitty job like anyone else.

How? When the boog comes? I know a lot of guys who are waiting for the boogaloo.

Just remember that they are animals. Dogs can cats sadly dont have a long life. Its hard being a vet putting down peoples beloved pets every day, but try to distance yourself away from work

I feel both.

>How do I deal with suicidal thoughts as a veteran?
Use them to fuel revenge.

you know what you have to do

One of my buddies did a few years ago. I talked another out of doing it three weeks ago.

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Did you kill civilians or Iraqi/afghani soldiers?

You all served for good reason. You had nothing to do with the politics/bullshit. You stood up for what you thought was right. You should NEVER feel bad about that. Please don't kill yourself, don't even beat yourself up emotionally.

Imagine how your dead buddies would feel if you made it back then threw your life away. They will not die in vain if you live and remember them.

Thanks for fighting for my people, goy

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The shitskins will never forgive us for destroying their countries for the lies of kikes.

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You lived though. There is only that.
I am not military but come from a family that has them on both sides. 2 grandfathers WW2. 2 uncles Vietnam. Friends that went off to Afghanistan, came back dead. For an ex-military dude to be asking for so someone to talk to on 4chns is a terrible thing to see.
Why are you here? This is a horror unto itself, don't you have people to talk to?

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Been there. VA is bullshit and has a waiting line. It's the shittiest government healthcare you can imagine, filled with fake psychologist with their minds in the clouds.

Turn those suicidal thoughts into hatred, into something productive, start to fight the system that sent you there, organize and fight neoliberalism, friend.

I'll just say the moment you stop shooting for whatever it is we're aiming for, be it family or job related, we're going to be in a bad spot so don't stop moving.

Soldiers for sure. Can't clarify the civilian part, though. Don't know who's reading this shit.

12 years not a slave

It's a data-mining op huh?

Why did you feel hatred towards the enemy when they were just defending their homeland against a foreign invader?

Wouldn’t you do the same if chinks or some shit invaded America?

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Die. Die now.

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>How do I deal with suicidal thoughts as a former kike puppet?

Listen to them.

Nah. I put on a brave face, but I think a lot of the guys I came back with are fucked up. One of my buddies admitted he was thinking about suicide, so the last thing I wanted to do was admit I was too.

t. 12yr old.

I think they use it to keep tabs on us. So, yeah. Best not talk to them.

This
No more playing soldier
Fight for real now
youtube.com/watch?v=I0xUl_VRCmM

Everyone has their own path just don't give up trying to clear yours. Also revenge.

They told they were responsible for 911 and hated my country. I was a fucking kid.

tie a noose and hang yourself already

no one gives a shit about your sob story

Why do so many creative people fall under the sway of drugs or drink?

To learn a craft takes hours of hard practise and thought, of training day and night all for that creative orgasm where everything moves automatically from the very depth of the beast you've been feeding.

It is the meaning of the phrase "show me".

The easiest wayvto flick the switch is drugs, adrenaline, drink. But if there isn't the feeding time there isn't the art.

The soldier's art is the law. From the law preceeds death. How can you find life in death? The problem is the ones giving the orders are lawless.

m.youtube.com/watch?v=ToQ0n3itoII

Just trade your worthless life for those in political office. You must be willing to make trades

Hobbies maybe? Bake a cake.

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live out life to the max for your buddies that aren't around any more, go out and do stuff they'd have liked to do, keep on living for them

True, i would do the same. I guess he thought back then that it was ok because 9/11 or some other lie

Use coded language. My brother died in Iraq, he never got to tell me what happened over there.

Damn, ruthless.

How old were you? also peep

Fpbp

You have to find things you look forward to. Or otherwise make them up. No one comes back from combat or having killed anyone the way they were initially deployed. Brave face is one thing, bit you have to find something to focus on. One of my WW2 grandfathers came back, fucked his wife and popped out 2 kids, bought and fixed up a house, rebuilt 3 1964 Cadilacs over the course of 2 decades etc. I can't speak to my uncles though. One died of a heart attack at 39. The other was on Klonapins for 25yrs, is now on dialysis and is on a list for replacement kidneys. They became nihilist, the WW2 gen found purpose in family. Not sure how it pans put now dude. Look for purpose. And don't listen to these asshole "ZOG-BOT" posters.

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You doing the same thing as your buddies helps nobody, especially yourself. Live to see wrongs righted. Stay close to God, advocate for vets and for VA reform. My buddy was in the Army as a medic and even he won't go near a VA hospital unless he's at death's door.

nigger i lost actual friends that i grew up with since elementary school get blasted by niggers, so you saw some dead bodies and lost a few buddies that were never going to see again anyways once you left the service, get over it and move on

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Call the VA no joke they have help for real. You are not unique, We Need others help on this - serious brother.

Take the brown pill: don't give a shit.

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Come to Christ. I know this sounds cliche and stupid to you. It's not what people told you it is. Most of what you're told Christ taught is wrong. Talk to a real Christian (not in a denomination), preferably an anabaptist (Amish, Real Mennonite, ect). And talk with me if you have time. Going to hang a while in this thread if you are willing. Please do, friend.

How about living for the ideals you probably signed up for? Defend what is left and help us restore our country.

>shooting
No, I'd like less gun control.

They would have killed you given the chance, user. It's not like they were sitting down in the park playing pinochle with each other before you rode up in a Humvee and shot them

Kek

Why do you Nords keep living up to the stereotype that you are all Greta Thunbergs.

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youtu.be/5R682M3ZEyk

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fuck off retard

I jerk off to Juba videos sniping you mutts

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Go out into the woods

Get away from the society that used you

Get away from the politicians who betrayed you

Get away from the people who forgot you

Get a backpack, some tools, a good rifle and handgun, go into the mountains, an never come back

Make something of your own out there

Take solace and comfort in nature, and never come back to this festering, bloated corpse that is civilization

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God bless you. Please ask Christ to soften your heart.

Do you find anything entertaining or are you a doomer? I'm always alone, I'm not sure how many years it's been since someone has been in my house, so when I want any human interraction, I pay people on fiverr to do things. Last time, I got this female asian singer who can't speak english to sing the wagie cagie song to me. I don't know if I'm an autist, but I lost my sides.

t. Angsty teenager addicted to videogames.

Pot and gibs

>Son of God
Cringe, go straight to the big guy, 5 times a day Mashallah

Don't come at me for my videogamerinos

I'm an ecofascist, so i guess we have the climate worrying in common with Greta Thurnberg. She's a smart kid, hopefully she will see the true ligth of (((who))) is killing our Earth

Even leftists would love it, trust me. Everyone hates the kike wars now.

If you ever get depressed by the needless sacrifices by your fellow soldiers remember your training.
It will help you.
>hold the high ground
>cover and concealment
>make a clear field of fire
>cover dead ground approaches with wire and obstacles
>estimate ranges acurately
>principles of marksmanship

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0311 combat vet here. Know a lot of guys who were killed/killed themselves.

1
>Romans 3:23 KJV
for all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;
>Romans 6:23 KJV
For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.

2
>Revelation 20:14 KJV
And death and hell were cast into the lake of fire. This is the second death.
>Revelation 21:8 KJV
But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death.

3
>Romans 5:8 KJV
But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.
>John 3:16 KJV
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

Bible Way To Heaven
youtu.be/WDEBz25lGdY
Jews aren't even real
youtu.be/osRvmJ8eqew
Marching to Zion(Biblical Rebuke of Judaism)
youtu.be/typ2pl2L47k
Jewish Mass Murderers
youtu.be/wmJjVsQJs1s
Soul-Winning Demonstration
youtu.be/v49s4HkVFs4
Fake Spirituality
youtu.be/HDyQQUpe3h4
Lamb's Book of Life
youtu.be/vxzKOugEDcU
Once Saved, Always Saved
youtu.be/hycjHApNNOM
Reality of Hell
youtu.be/Wz9EccCpwVk
Why I hate Barack Obama (God hates people)
youtu.be/X8NEyIA_2Kk
The Truth About Hinduism
archive.org/details/TruthAboutHinduism
Marxist Luciferian King (Martin Luther King)
youtu.be/Fcmqe-yKFXs
Pope Francis and His Lies
youtu.be/_Eg_iD-dQCk
The Fascifist (Crucial Documentary on Judeo-Power)
bitchute.com/video/84BNfWQhExTr/

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Why are all you military fags such giant pussies? I'm a medical fag, I have seen hundreds more die than you. I see fucked up shit every day. Doesnt bother me. It is the circle of life. You pussies see one boom boom and cry for the rest of your life. Grow the fuck up. Stop your bitching you twat. Come see what I deal with on a slow day then decide if you should moan about how hard you have it because you saw something fucked up.

You worship satan

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You want Thun(((berg))) to blame the jews? Is this some sort of danish joke? :|

I was 19 when I joined.

Task and Purpose troop. You need a task and a purpose to execute. You have been train that way, you just no long have anyone give you these orders. You must find your own mission. It's not a linear battle, you will have successes and failures, just keep fight.

I saw civilians die. Let's put it that way.

just do a backflip faggot no one will miss you and all the reasons you have thought of for sewerpipe are valid trust me

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>people you dont know or care about
>"it doesnt bother me"
Ok, sociopath.

It's also the big realization that comes with getting out and investigating the Who What Why like Smedley Butler did.

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Lol grow up fag, council of Nicea trolled the West hard

Warn others against making the same mistake you did, maybe you can find repentance that way. Become a anti-recruiter. Save American lives and be a REAL hero.

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Look man, there is regret in every men's heart, you are not alone. You have to face it, you regret, you felt guilt. My advice is that you read literature about guilt feelings

This should go well.
I'm sure it's tough, but I'm going to operate under the assumption that being a combat medic is a tad more stressful.