Hungover, so finished off the 5th of cheap bourbon. Didn’t shower. Cold pizza in the fridge. Booted up the xbox360 and visited my kids in Skyrim. Stared at the wall for 30 minutes. Slogged to the bodega and bought another bottle. Slowly drinking and shitposting since. Kids are now going to bars and making noise outside. Remembering how nice opioids are.
Tomorrow will be worse.
Get help man.
>drinks like a motherfucker
WTF WHY DO I CONSTANTLY FEEL LIKE SHIT???
This. Everything you listed for your day is feeding the depression.
MFW when I drink. Not drinking is worse shit.
OUT
>Xbox 360
>Skyrim
Wow like my fucking toaster does a better job playing skyrim
Why don't you play kingdome come deliverance? It's much more fun than Skyrim.
I didn’t drink all week still depressed
Ur in a negative feedback loop
Stop or suffer
Play overwatch and scream at everyone in chat when you lose a team fight youll feel ten times better.
>wake up at noon everyday
>haven't brushed my teeth or taken a shower for an entire week so far
>literally no job
>mom loves me unconditionally
>play games all day
>keep skipping classes at community college
life is bliss
Since you posted this yesterday, you are clearly a bot posting blackpill morale attacks.
by bliss im almost certain you mean unimaginable internal pain and failure
This thread again?
Maybe that's the point, right?
Does it get better, user?
He means toothdecay.
>Tomorrow will be worse.
only if you keep doing what you are doing. I takes some time for the changes you make to actually better your life but when you do start making progress you'll never want to go back to the way you're living now
>mfw when
kill yourself
>ATM machine the meme
Wake up at 4pm everyday. Called the EBT line still no funds, 192 should be there by the 4th of april. Spend all day on reddit porn subs and gif jacking off. Cum to custom furry porn that I paid an artist to create using my allowance. I'm 43 years old. No job. Havn't showered in over 3 months. No toothbrush since 2012.
all of my teeth are still here and I have never had a cavity in my entire life. I'm pretty sure "modern" hygiene is just a scam to sell you more products... not to mention that toothpaste is literally full of fluoride and "dentists" advise you don't even rinse nowadays. Modern medicine is a scam to sell you more drugs and products. I'm so glad I haven't talked to anyone else other than my family in the last few years... I can't imagine continuing to "clean" yourself just so you can fit in...
btw I have avoidant personality disorder
All I do is work and recover with a few hours for shitposting here and there, gotta work (unpaid) tomorrow but at least I'll be my own boss then. So fucking tired, give me a shot fucker!
Force yourself into physical labour. Something that keeps you outdoors, like landscaping.
kek
How? Go to a state rehab and get fired? Some of us are literally trapped. I could die if I stopped drinking.
>I thought what I'd do was, I'd pretend I was one of those deaf mutes.
smoke weed its better for your health, plus if you get paranoid shit posts will be even funnier. Also earn to code.
Well, the glowies will look for you once that develops into a bioweapon, which should be pretty close at this point.
Technically you are allowed medical leave for personal reasons legally.
mfw i look at the clock and it's 3:14, and i look in the corner and there's a cobweb, and I haven't shaved in days and i'm drinking a mug of tea because i'm tired but i can't sleep.
If you are addicted and chained to drugs you are just fucked. When I had insurance I could go to rehab for a month before my genes make me drink. Not being an addict is literally luck. I want to transfer my mind into yours while I’m withdrawing and see how fast you’d run to the liquor store. It’s literal hell on earth. Rather have a few drinks and survive the day until after work than just straight up lose your mind and be homeless and want to find the nearest sharp object to stab into your heart. Suicide is like the #1 feeling in a bad withdrawal.
No, I work a shit tier job with no insurance. They would just fire me. I make good money too but I can’t miss work ever. I have to keep drinking or I can’t function. Be lucky that you weren’t forced into this shit.
You treat yourself like a heckin niggerino, OP.
remember user, this is the life you choose.
but not really because this is just another garbage, leaf tier attempt, at a demoralization thread.
thanks though
Two ways. One, remain powerless and go the AA route, admit your powerlessness and have God make you not drink.
Two, understand that you're the only person in control of your own life and that you can choose to stop any time you want, and then do it.
I opted for the latter and it worked eventually.
Post your house in Skyrim sounds cozy
ease back on the strength and buy candy to munch on frequently when not swigging.
It's either that or a rock hard crash. I used to be there to. Still need energy drinks to function in the morning
35th bday today. Bout to do the same Cept my kids are going to bed with mommy now. Been drinking all day. I wanna go to sleep but she wants to stay up after they go out. I’m indifferent to that now. I just wanna go to sleep too. Bout to boot up some game to pretend to have a reason to be awake till she’s ready for bed. Might get lucky might not. Doesn’t matter. None of this matters.
>you have no idea how bad it gets.
>remembering how nice opioids are.
OP knows.
Yeah, AA is for low iq people. I’ve been around it for a decade now. You have to lie to yourself like the college student who buys into the oppression narrative or the boomer who believes in Jesus. It sounds fedora but I’m just too high iq to fall for these spirituality based programs. I’m drunk as all fuck right now by the way. I really have tried and it’s all bullshit. Some genes were just not meant to be passed on in 2020. In 1930 or something without the current environmental hazards I might have been normal but not now. AA is a complete meme and you have to be high agreeableness to ever have a chance. There no way I’ll be able to actually believe in a pseudo religion.
Im right there with ya brother.
Something has to change, one way or another.
you can transfer your mind to me but i must warn you: i'm addicted to warm milky tea with sugar and digestive bickies.
kill yourself.
this is not political, also.
its only 3 minutes in the noose, user. 3 minutes, brain without oxygen. just neck yourself. how many years have you suffered? takes just 3 minutes to hit that reset button.
Why don't you find a nice woman to make your life complete?
If they fire you, you can sue them and be rich... and if you were rich, you could buy more drugs. Win win win!
do something useful
You could be working 70 hour weeks with alternating or no weekends...
If you're neeting join those kids at the bar, you have so much time to have fun
And hire a lawyer how? I’ll just be fired. It’s a small business.
This.
OP needs physical labor that produces observable result. Its the best way to shake off these bouts of sad lethargy. It doesnt need to be intense labor. I've been much happier since I started planting veggies in my garden and got some chickens to take care of.
Its hard to start, once you have the routine down you won't trade it for anything.
It isn't this bad for me yet but I'm getting there OP. Honestly I blame Yas Forums, found this place in 2008 and my life has been on a downward trajectory ever since.
And if you live you’re braindead. You also need to be on drugs or something to not panic and stop. A bullet in the right part of the brain with a hollow point is supposedly completely painless.
They’ll never leave or be taken away from you.
>Remembering how nice opioids are
Got some of this here tar and some really nice #4 bring some bourbon.
You would file an EEOC complaint and then find a lawyer who will take a portion of the settlement as payment.
Or threaten with a lawyer and get a Shottner settlement.
You're living the dream, bro!
>I’m a fuckup and can’t stop drinking so they should pay me
I don’t see this passing in court.
>finished off the 5th of cheap bourbon
>finished off the 5th
nigger, I am only 25 and I can finish a handle in 28 hours
alcoholism: ...the mental illness and compulsive behavior resulting from alcohol dependency.
Illness, so it would depend on the state I'm guessing.
>best friend who made it tells you he's having his birthday party in 3 weeks
>wait 3 weeks
stop before it's too late nigger
I hope you'll be fine user!
>tfw you never feel the same excitement as in 2016
I have been drinking for years and just recently stopped without rehab. Obviously withdraw hits everyone differently and I tapered down so although I definitely got cravings I didn't get many really bad side effects.
The reasons I gave that advise to OP is that more reasons you have not to drink the easier it is not to. And some of those reasons are hard to get because you only really get them by being functional in the world which is hard when you're drinking. For me the hardest part of stopping is the beginning when if felt like drinking was the only thing that brought me any happiness in my life.
There is help, OP / anons. Praying for all...