I feel damaged by it.
After it passed, I constantly feel my own heart beat. There isn't a second that passes that I don't feel it. My blood pressure and heart rate has been taken by excellent devices countless times, but people and doctors think me crazy for asking why I constantly can feel it. No matter what I do, just sitting or standing and brushing teeth or playing video games and laughing, I feel it thumping and if I don't move I can see my area on my chest where my heart is beating to the rythm...I never had this before that sickness. It is not anxiety, because I am a very happy and calm person.
Anyone else able to see their chest beating to their heart or feel it all the time? I feel it even writing this laying down.
Also, I felt like a freak being sick for 3 months with the fucking pnemonia. Doctors literally told me "I don't know" and now corona is a thing and people explain it to a T to how I felt.
