I am so god damn jaded. Work numbed me. I also keep losing money by trading. I lost probably like .6btc from trading (I have .6 left).
I am so god damn depressed. I hate working with a PASSION because jobs are POINTLESS. I feel like a fucking ant. A literal fucking ant aka just some random nobody doing some dumbass job to keep the system going. FUCK.
NOTHING can make this bullshit life worth it. Why the FUCK isnt assisted suicide a thing? Why are retards so fixated with forcing you to live??