Truly alive? Not that little rush of dopamine from your shitcoin pump. The feelings and memories that seem like a distant dream or memory to you now. How long has it been? Do you think you'll ever feel that way again?
Been about 7 years for me now. I feel pretty good about my life overall, but I know I could do better and the loneliness is setting in. Don't have to go into description, just wondering how we are all holding up.
Can you keep nonwhite mongrel thots off my business and finance board? Please and thank you.
tl;dr
You will never amount to anything OP
Going 90 in a 25 school zone
The stupid nigger bitch in this photo has had her tits done like 3 times because she hires shitty doctors that cant even put her nipples in the right place
DINGDINGDING BASED BELL RINGALINGALINGING
I know how to get that childlike feeling back again, I fucking tried everything under the sun, from supplements to lifestyle and philosophy adjustments. I fucking finally figured it out after ~10 years, give me 1 eth and i'll tell you it, no joke
10/10 would coom
She says it's honey, but it tastes like fish sticks. That bitch is a hoe. 6/10 without makeup
Today, nice weather, manically delivering mail while smoking a cigarette and blasting heroes by David Bowie.
Here is a whitefu for you.
I've accomplished a decent amount and have set things in motion for the future like opening my own business, etc. I'm decently satisfied with my accomplishments. How about you?
Kek
How long has your discovery held up for you? Did it really give you that pure feeling again?
Yeah. Life actually gets shittier as you get older until it gets better when you get even older. I was describe as happy go lucky with a big bright smile, now I'm more doomy and gloomy.
Pic very related
That's honestly pretty based.
Almost died at 22,000ft on a mountain in Nepal last November...nothing really compares after that
that's the npc wagecuck curve. sad when working happy when not.
Would really like to hear the story, user. Glad you made it back.
Good post, but fuck that’s pretty depressing.
When BTC was 20k
Before that in college when me and ex would do molly and fuck all night
A few hundred meters from the summit of Ama Dablam on the summit ridge, which is about a 70 degree vertical ice wall. My crampons got tangled with each other then both unclipped from my boots, and my sherpa just managed to catch them before they into the oblivion. No crampons == dead.
Holy shit, that’s pretty intense. Props for having the balls to do something like that honestly.
Thanks user. I thought life was getting pretty dull, had to turn it up a notch. Once ETH moons I'm headed to Everest.
Probably afghanistan in 2012 then the bull run in 2017. I think my brain is pretty fried after those. I make about 200k a year and I’m just...the kind of tired sleep doesn’t fix.
I can't remember the last time I've been able to enjoy such a feeling of collective hype as I have within the last month, watching all of my assets pump after buying the dip in March (with a bonus I'd received a few days earlier). For a while I pretended to like anime that I didn't give a shit about to get a fraction of that rush.
Even working at home, comfy, while watching the rain outside has been great. And the gym and everything in my area has been open too. I'm almost maxed out on the ab machine and was able to lift maybe 3xs as often as I normally would have. I haven't felt so free since the summer of 2006.
unironically coming close to death. feeling alive it literally the feeling you have post feeling death.
>rock climbing
>doing a mountain bike too fast
>looking your lover in the eyes while you sex
>holding a bbq and feeding a lot of people for free and seeing all their happy faces and fully tummies
literally the human experience
Permanent, the missing key is very simple, but so overlooked, and it makes all the difference
It's been about 5 years for me.
My life is a blur of endless work and pain.
I got a new remote job recently and I wanted to feel good about it, but I didn't really feel anything.
I've become numb to everything but anger and frustration.
If the only thing you can think of is race when you see this goddess you need your fucking head checked.
Simp detected.
How does the White Man find the strength to resist breeding one of these chocolate treats?
>the kind of tired sleep doesn’t fix
Fucking hell. I know this feel too well. What do you think causes it? I see a lot of normies just going out and about and getting by without a care in the world. What makes us different?
Sauce OP please.
>afghanistan in 2012
Thanks for your service, user. You're raking in some good money. Hope you find that rest you need one day soon.
>Everest
That's fucking insane, and I mean that in the good way. Best of luck to you user. You're doing some pretty amazing shit.
Based. Hope this bull run kicks off soon and you get that rush again.
I've seen tits in much much worse shape.