Bout to be 25. Bday coming up. Still poor. Worthless degree. Not much saved. Never even kissed a girl. Being 5'5" fucked me up and made me feel like a little boy. Limb lengthening surgeries cost 50k. In total with all the surgeries I want, I'd need 100k.
I am stupid, poor, and short. Is this a sign I'm supposed to die soon? Imagine having such a shit life at my age. Also, I 100% refuse to become 30. 28 is probably the max years I'll be alive.
What the fuck. This life was total dogshit. Rate my life as if it were yours. 1-10. 1 being "I would kms if I were you". 5 is neutral so obviously this should be a 1-4 for you guys. Also have demons in my head. Hardcore complexes. 4k+ suicidal notes on my phone. Mental hospital history. Etc.
All dogshit. Also, before you mention everything about women, they can go fuck themselves. I want dick removal surgery anyways. This is much deeper than just that.
If btc doesnt give me 100k more or less in a years time, I'm fucking DONE
Robert Sullivan
is this larp/pasta ?
Dominic Scott
Stop watching porn
Isaiah Gutierrez
if not, I don't know what to say. Limb lengthening sounds dumb. Don't waste money. It will sound stupid because you have "your" version of yourself in your mind but the key is work on accepting yourself. Bit by bit. It's a long process and it requires discipline. Nothing comes easy as you know by now.
Suicide is just a "sign-of" under a memorial saying "I got a body, mind, heart but I gave up beacuse I was too weak". It's the worst thing a man can do.
PS. I started playing "Sky: Children of light" yesterday. Give it a chance. It will relax your mind.
All the best user.
Tyler Barnes
Haha little boy man lmao
Tyler Hill
Damn this board really is Reddit now
Oliver Barnes
Unironically I planned for a while to go to reddit. I come to Yas Forums only to read/post on Yas Forums.
Ok then. Continue hating yourself. It sure does help you.
Jacob Reyes
Ya and the alternative is going full retard and pretending bad things are good
Cooper Flores
what is your incels.co username based boy?
Jonathan James
this
Ryan Barnes
vAidFGCZ
Hunter Adams
Wrong. Best to read a book about it and decide yourself.
Josiah Cruz
*Right ftfy Also, books are for nerds.
Angel Stewart
No, it's just learning to deal with them. You basically have 2 choices, deal with it in some way or kill yourself. Both options are fine, but just fucking pick one.
Brayden Bennett
>learning to deal with them. cope I pick the second if btc doesnt moon in a years time.
Benjamin Campbell
OH MY FUCKING GOD HE IS ON FUCKING FIRE!
Michael Harris
All of life is cope. Waging is cope, patriotism is cope, hobbies are cope, religion is cope, it's all one big cope. People cope with the uncontrollable circumstance called "life" until they die and don't have to cope anymore. You're not special and just because something is cope doesn't mean it's bad.
Julian Brooks
none of that shit matters op, I never kissed anyone until I was 29
also who gives a fuck if you're short
Jackson Campbell
This
Landon Martinez
>You're not special I am tho :). Let me make it BEYOND simple, brainlet.
If someone gets a paper cut and another person hets their arm chopped off, what hurts more? Not rocket science. I've CLEARLY had it worse than 99% of humans
Jackson Nelson
I give a fuck considering I was the most obsessed human to ever live when it came to training my body but then I stopped when I realized I capped at 5'5" which basically gave me ptsd. Suicidal for literally over 8 years now.
Camden Taylor
Cringe kys
William Peterson
Oh, you're this schizo. I've seen your threads before. If you've been around for this long, why haven't you ended it already? Do you actually enjoy life more than you're letting on, or are you too scared?
Matthew Bailey
0/10 Would KMS. weak-minded, lazy ass, self pitying, "I need to be spoon fed or I'm not playing", "my brain isn't big enough so I can't try", typical millennial simp bitch. Why wait until 28?
Jordan Bell
Scared like a bitch plus btc. If btc fails, it's 100% over. Literally my last hope.
Angel Turner
So? Deal with it. Life isn‘t fair.
If you commit suicide that literally confirms what a little bitch you are.