I am jobless. I have savings but and two nonused credit cards with 1000$ limits on them

I am jobless. I have savings but and two nonused credit cards with 1000$ limits on them

My depression is killing me at the moment. I am also very very bored. And if I am being honest I spent the last 3-4 days smoking weed and jacking off while high to the most degenerate things ever. I’m too ashamed. I can’t even look other people in the eye these days. I can’t even masturbate to women because I can’t actually imagine them feeling submissive towards me or even liking me sexually.

I also invested in oil and now I’m thinking I fucked up. How could I have known? We always had a good relationship with the saudis. It was give and take sure but it was the best oil deal in the world.

My head feels like fucking garbage man, like if I was to describe it I would say it feels like it’s drowning in some sort of goop. I wanna be normal again I’m gonna fucking cry.

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you blew all your dopamine and serotonin and such try fasting for three days you might reset a bit

take a walk, stop watching porn, don't buy any more weed.

go get some candy and sodie pop OP it will make you feel better

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Please help me, I literally only get hard to shit like this now

wtf user

Time for nofap OP

Oh god what have you done I just relapsed and bought some rsr

Stop masturbating

*hits pipe

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Where is this picture from? Is that you, OP?

jesus. i loled when it cut to ciri jacking off in a corner.

If only. I have never had a female on top of me let alone one that was that pretty or wearing such clothing

Location: Chad zone

That's david laid when he was young and dyel.

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Why did I watch this

Show tits

Listen to this short dick asshole and fast, you fat fucking nigger.

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This is one weird yet hilarious fetish

Are you me? I've been working from home for like three weeks and having been doing absolutely nothing but getting high and jerking off to some pretty fucked up shit also. My porn addiction is the worse it's ever been. I ran out today and it's the first time I've been sober for a day. Think I'm gonna let my mind and my dick heal for a little. I also went all in on USO calls and getting killed right now lmao.

stops lossing your time user, do whathever you think is productive, if you dont have it, look for something, and do it every day. you cant have perspective if you cant picturate your self en the future

wat

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it sucks women stop being like this after a certain age-- in middle school and high school, i figured it'd always be like this on "those" nights but fuck was I wrong

I always wanted a family. I still do even now. I was born to a single abusive dad, so I always wanted to one day be able to restart and have a happy family. And this fantasy was reinforced by the cartoons and video games and books and whatever else.

Unfortunately reality was cruel. 20% of men get 80% of women and if that wasn’t enough women are deceitful and can never love you the way you love them.

I want to go far far away

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First week : only one fap/weed per day
Second week : every other day
Third week : twice a week
Fourth week : once a week

Basically, three day is a hard cap.
More than once per three day, any it seems impossible to stop.
When you do a week, you got other rewarding activities that will fill yourself, so your need for weed/porn will be weaker every day.
Making love with your girlfriend don't countnas fap, but fucking a whore at a party or whatever is better than fap but should still be stoped.
I took 1 year to steadily go between one and two faps a week, and you really full better because you start to do things again, an be proud our yourself.
Also, quit porn. First degenerate porn, then casual one. It's very hard for me, I'm so used to it.

>I want to go far far away
same here

Don't jerk off for a month so your retarded brain fixes itself. This is serious advice.
>t. medfag

Everytime I smoke weed though it’s impossible to resist the urges

Your credit limit is only 1k?

I’ve never asked for more but mu score is 784 so I could go higher if I needed to. I’m a bit young so I’m taking it slowly

WTF? /bix literally spoonfed you LINK
and you still go out and fucking buy oil stonks?

Stop smoking weed, retard. Throw out your stash, deposit all your cash and then cut up your checkbooks and credit cards. You'll be fine. Also, you're a faggot and I hate you.

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