25yo

I’m planning to kill myself if I don’t fix myself by 26.

>Are you planning on staying a NEET forever?
Yes, I will live long enough to see human labour and toil become obsolete

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I understand
What do you want to fix exactly?
I don't think so, maybe if you were born in the next century

>I cannot think or comprehend of anything more cucked than working when you're an unattractive male. Honestly, think about it rationally. You are feeding and clothing yourself for at least 40 years solely so your boss can ravage beautiful girls. All the hard work you put into yourself reading, learning, go to sports practice, making sure you had a healthy diet, educating yourself. All of it has one simple result: your boss's life is more enjoyable and he will eventually fuck beautiful girls in every hole. Built the perfect self? Great. Who benefits? If you're lucky, you betabux an unattractive and ungrateful wife. You gets to fuck her loose pussy some night. Your boss gets the benefits of your hard work. As a unattractive man who work, you are LITERALLY dedicating at least 40 years of your life simply for other men to enjoy. It is the ULTIMATE AND FINAL cuck. Think about it logically.

>29yo
>no edication past high school

At this point it's too late. I don't have the neuroplasticity to learn new things anymore. I used to have an autistic ability to retain information, particularly if I found the subject matter interesting. These days I can read a book and not remember 99% of what I read.

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You know that neuroplasticity lasts your whole life right

>$50k minimum job
>not feeling like shit everytime I wake up
>not having anxiety attacks every fucking night because I wasted my life literally doing nothing
There are loads of people my exact age that earn above median income ($40k) and having a career. I’m literally nothing.

Go to univesity

Go to UW for some degree and be above avg

I feel you brother. We're gonna make it.

I’ve finished college and finished most of my university for business up until my last semester (this semester) when I dropped my courses cause I was fucked in the head past couple of months. I have so many gaps in my resume and can’t explain them or bother to fake it since I can’t fake anything and be convincing making getting a good job here impossible for me since it’s exteemwly competitive and I’ve nothing that stands out. I already told my mother that I would kill myself by October if my situation didn’t change and said she shouldn’t be surprised when it happens.No

I wish I was born in a privilegied group (rich parents or really good looking people). Genes, luck > efforts

if you have done uni, go for mastesr. If you are fucked in head, take meds. Simple as.

>I dropped my courses cause I was fucked in the head
What made you drop out?
I'm fucked in the head too. It's likely that i will kill myself in the coming years if i don't stop being crazy.

>I’ve finished college
I'm too retarded for even college, so you're probably not that bad.

No ambitoins in life, I just want to live in a trailer and shitpost all day

This

No I didn’t finish, I’ve got four courses left and zero motivation.

It happened back in September. I just sorted had an epiphany that no matter how hard I try I won’t make it since I’ve got nothing to differentiate myself from others in terms of skills, accomplishments, even education. It’s hyper competitive here and with my spotty resume and working only one job I’m literally unemployable for anything but minimum wage jobs for immigrants. I just don’t know how i slipped up hard and many of my peers have 50k+ jobs even $100k+ by 25. In Canada $100k+ is top 10% of income earners so these are the folks that are on top. I just felt that when I was young i’d be on top but it’s quite clear that I’ll be on the bottom my whole life unless some miracle happens. I wish corona wipes out most of the worlds population except for me since it would like a post-black death Europe situation where dumbfags accelerated and got better wages etc...

Bro don't participate in the rat race. It's all about connections. Just live in a trailer and work as a treeplanter 1 month out of the year to afford food

>you live in a world in which where you are born, who your parents are, luck and many other arbitrary factors determine whether you will live a good life or not
I mean who the fuck would not want to kill himself knowing this? For some people it was over since the beginning, shit's rigged.

Yea but for business, which is nothing. I should have gotten into trades like plumbing or electrician when I was young but I had no guidance. I have no motivation to go back to school or learn anything new, I’ve wasted my whole life indoors doing nothing. People are having the time of their lives while I squat in my own squalor.

I agree and basically everybody has a BA here and I couldn’t even finish my last four courses...at 25... I should have went into trades when I was young. I was too stupid in hs and could never be in stem. Also I don’t have the guts to be an entrepreneur.

I just sorted had an epiphany that no matter how hard I try I won’t make it since I’ve got nothing to differentiate myself from others in terms of skills, accomplishments, even education.
Exactly the same. I've been most of my life believing i was smart, but not long ago i just realized i'm fucking dumb and literally inferior to 99% of the people. Not only a dumb retard but also a massively depressed lazy faggot with autism.

Forget to
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Ha, I used to think I was smarter than most people but that delusion quickly faded.

>just go to a model agency and say you want a job bro, it's easy

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