1. Your country

1. Your country
2. When did you realize that you're a loser?

USA
When I turned 20 a few weeks ago.

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Well now it's obvious to me. But in middle school, I looked forward to growing up because I thought I would get a girlfriend. So I must have realized during high school.

stop being a loser?

the pity i feel from others made me realise i was a loser. other than that i didn't consider myself a loser

>lives in the best country in the world
>calls himself a loser
You're not a loser you're just a lazy faggot.

I never really achieved anything or was particularly good at anything. Never really won anything, my sports teams never made it to a final.
Hit a wall with the few things i got ok at where i just ended up being alright and unremarkably so (and i mean shit like cricket and video games which don't matter) . As well as getting flustered the moment anything changed or there was any pressure.
As such I've never viewed myself as the kind of person who would get a good job or house or any romantic development and so it seems normal that i don't
only feel slightly ashamed sometimes really. Because of how most people just know what they want, how to get it and just follow their natural instinct and it all happens.

I was born a loser but that's because my talents are not valued in America.

>But in middle school, I looked forward to growing up because I thought I would get a girlfriend.
I remember thinking that too. I just kept thinking it would eventually happen until I realized that I'm not a kid anymore and that I wasted my youth.

>20 years old
I wish I was still that young.

USA is not "the best country in the world".

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the worst part about getting older is remembering how optimistic i felt even a few years ago, at 21-22. then nothing happened.

same.
>tfw 30

I'm 23 now, live in my parents basement. My dad won't let me work or interact with anybody outside my immediate family because of the Corona virus, and he will kick me out if I do.

I've got $500 saved, no car, no degree (no university will touch me on account of bad grades), recently broke up with my girlfriend of two years. Considering the military. Everything feels so boring though, even the nominally successful "Chads" it just seems like they get a somewhat physical job and hit the gym in their spare time while they save up for a truck.

My skills are languages, able to stand discomfort, and keeping a cool head under pressure. Unfortunately the CAF seems more focused on organizing hikes in the Arctic than cool international espionage.

The awful part about living in a small town is that there aren't many interesting people to look up to here. Just being sober is enough to make you a big fish in this little pond. All my old friends are dead or in prison or addicted to drugs so mostly I just kill time by myself in the woods smoking pot and throwing rocks around.

An old drinking buddy of mine is somewhat connected to the cartel and I've always kind of fantasized about buying a kilo of cocaine and smuggling it up to Canada. The fast money would be nice, but more so would not having to work an honest job earning it. Being poor sucks, and being dependent on family is even worse. Life in general just seems kind of hopeless, like you choose from a handful of careers that are available for someone without a degree and just grind at it, then you slowly get old then you suddenly get old and then you are dead.

Everyone tells me to stop being so serious, that I have a negative attitude and that I've accomplished a lot in my life, but when I look around it seems like very few people at all have accomplished anything in life. A few years ago a house I was staying in got shot up and a couple people died. It was the best thing that ever happened to me, because it was exciting.

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never, i'm pretty content with my situation right now but most people would definitely classify my minimalist naturefag outlook as poorfaggotry loser...ness? I dunno

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is this seattle?

Roughly decade ago, when i was 15

Near it, east of enumclaw.

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very cozy. what do you do in life?

I just moved to seattle (am indian)3 days back. how do I go about to make friends after the virus dissipates?

I'm doing what I've always wanted to do, and that's to wander. I do anything driving related work to sustain myself, I ran away from my family over a year ago and my only regret is getting into contact with them again, the adventurous feeling mildly numbed having my old life budge back in. I love nature, and in particularly mountains. A very strange and strong urge to remain. I wish I didn't need to eat food so I could never leave lol.
I don't know, I don't like talking to people but I am good at it. Ask alot of questions based off whatever you have to keep the conversation going, that's all I do.

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>walk outside and see a sleek well-dressed man with confident strides
>wish to be like him when i grow up
>remember i'm already 26

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That's pretty cool. Good on you for getting out of the house and doing something.

thanks, beats staring at the same stuff everyday

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Speaking of, got any gorgeous views in Canada that come to mind? I know the place has many landmarks but without names its difficult finding gems.

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At 15-16
t. 27

Great Bear Rain-forest and Haida Gwaii are the first two places that come to mind. Both are somewhat isolated but absolutely stunning.

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Thank you, isolated is what I'm looking for, don't wanna see another human for miles.

3 weeks ago when suddenly my wife divorcing me. no future with me she said.
tbf her career way brighter than me.

I-I'm not a loser

you're only 20 ? kek

Everyone is a loser because there is always someone who thinks that other person is a loser