/international mental health/

They make lots of mistakes, that's true. I've been diagnosed with Antisocial Personality Disorder and couple more things.
My current diagnosis is schizoaffective disorder.
Some conditions overlap, there are many comorbidities, it's sometimes nealy impossible to tell them apart. The trick is to find a PROPER the rapist (pun intended) and a PROPER psychiatrist

i have depression and adhd
4 years ago yesterday I first started taking meds for it
been downhill ever since
arrested with 2 felonies, dated a girl for 2 years and almost married her after she moved in w/ me, she cheated on me, broke up w skank in the middle of a mental breakdown last year (found out she cheated and broke up with her mid february i think, literally memory is so fucked now i have no clue) sister owed me $2k at the time so she was giving me weed and i was in such a fucked mental state I couldnt tell it was laced with PCP, so i was smoking the laced pcp weed for 3 months (have 0 memory from this period in time, after march 31st in my school notebooks from that semester i stopped taking any notes in any of my classes, not sure what the fuck i was doing). in that time my manager at my retail job changed, early march. he didnt give a shit i was in school and i dont remember meeting him at all but im positive i made a terrible impression. while smoking the pcp weed i was still seeing my ex while telling her we were broken up. we went on vacation together may with her and my sister who had been giving us all the pcp weed. i just wanted to refresh so i didnt do shit or really get into anything w her over the weed. vacation was good, got into terrible fight w sister over ex/gf and was just confusing the shit out of everybody. came back from vacation, talked to ex/gf on/off even though she saw others guys. in a delrium, hate myself, school is aimless, suicide racing in my head, planning on buying a gun, parents are steep alcoholics borderline incoherent, have had to hide razors from different people trying to kill themselves on different occassionss, brain is fucked, hate myself, used to be bulimic, heavy smoker, loser, brain is fried, fat, fucked up grades

why did i type this
go fuck yourself faggot, stop not bneing anonymnous

well, maybe you just needed to vent

Have had three psychologist diagnose me and each of them gave me a different diagnostics. All of them had the depression thingy in common, I guess I kinda fit in all of them. I barely feel emotions/empathy though I did felt them at some point, so I am kinda in this point where It is not too problematic, though there are certain situations that trigger me for some fucking reason and lose control of myself.

i dont have any mental issues so im just gonna say good luck anons, hope you get better

Yeah

sorry you're not a faggot, I just hate everything right now, I never thought I'd be at this point, I feel like an island, isolated, dejected and without greater purpose

I get those days when I feel no emotions and no empathy at all
thanks lad

Yeah sorry Im not reading that

maybe you could DM on shitcord if you want, we have a server for mentally troubled Yas Forums anons, its comfy and theres lots of people who can relate

Could you kill another person? Can you imagine killing an innocent woman? Crushing her face in with a cinderblock, taking her corpse to a shed, hanging her up, fitting her and flaying her ribs out?

>why yes i have ADHD how could you tell?

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then why post retard

At this point I dont even know, I have imagined myself killing others and blowing people up but I do not think I would ever do it. I do feel regret but I will not feel it unless someone tells me to feel it, Idk It is pretty weird.

it's not weird tbqh, it sounds like schizoid/aspergers imo

bump

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The music is a bit much, to be honest.

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I am probably one of those, doesnt help the fact that I LOVE being isolated and alone, that every single time I talk wih people It feels as some sort of weird transaction and the worst part is the energy, I get unironically tired/frustrated when interacting with big groups of people.

oof sorry
schizoid m8
Im not a doctor but it sounds like it very much

good excuse, it's not prohibitive
>t. ocd artist

Genuinely surprised at the response this thread has gotten... so far. Give it a little bit and there'll be a half-retarded Flip poster in here telling you to give him your house and money.

are you mocking me? are you all mocking me?

Well, it's usually 50/50 trolls and good responses
I'm not, friend

listening.....................to........................justice.....................and.....................kavinsky.............................cool.....................synths...................
guess im not enough for you guys, eh?
yeah, fuck off

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I love u

Hi Fridge, this is a good thread. Very good working you're doing.

But about the feet though.

i'd drill your teeth and knees until you beg me to kill you

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while we smoke and watch los sinson? uwu ur 2 cute

while.................i..................listen.................to................cool....................synths
i hate you for laughing at me, youre just like Yas Forums, you're the same american that was laughing at me on /cum/ yesterday

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threads like these, they are just like Yas Forums they're mocking me, i must get revenge on threads like these

while i do go on /cum/ sumtimes i didnt go on /cum/ yesterday, dw fren, i wouldnt laugh at you. also kavinsky is based

:( im not laughing at you

you mocked me just now, i must get revenge on you

i shitposted cause i was mad, im not stable so dont act like its my fault
i like your posts

Next podcast is prepared and waiting for participants, we have 3 so far, topic 'how did our parents divorce affect us'

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the board, crawling with filth,this thread is a lgbt r9k colony, i must burn it down
nice.............circlejerk...............
just call me im alone ohhhhh yeaahhhhhhhhhhhhh

threads like these are datamining for DARPA
nice try """""""polish""""""" friend, im afraid you calling me friend wont make me ignore whats going on here
DARPA sponsored this thread

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t'has vishto
youtube.com/watch?v=er416Ad3R1g
remidns me of kavinsky
no me odies porfa io te amo musho

no es DARPA es FEMA

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>t. DARPA

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This schizo belongs in this thread, glad he made it here.

darpa controls Yas Forums, checks every post to add it to their shitposting propaganda AI, spam across emails

Tu la has encontrado la verdad. Bien hecho, Asuka drinks dr pepper, ahora comienza la prueba en serio. Buena suerte. Tienes 72 horas.

>t. agent sven
I KNOW YOUUUU OHHHHHH YEAHHHHH
Silence, for you are just a shitposter, youre laughing but you dont know,
DARPA is the real bad guy, we all have a tiny bit of DARPA on us, we can all be DARPA

>fridgeanon#6666
clear code for something, sponsored by discord, by DARPA

the japanese girl
the portugese girl
the argentinian girl

no toy riendo sino k te toy muriendo y pa ti toy llorando xk es re picantovich d'acerlo y sentir malo nomas de veras se vinieron de verdad de hueron

I've stopped taking my pills and I think my mental health is actually improving

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good
now you're removing the influence from your body
pills are tricks

>t. agent sven
>I KNOW YOUUUU OHHHHHH YEAHHHHH
:I

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eso paso a mi pero ya veras como es de verdad espues unos meses compa, todo se vuele a la caca

you had a chance i was being nice with all of you but you mocked me you laughed at me you had to reveal youre with DARPA

you laughed at me just like Yas Forums just like Yas Forums you ignored me you mocked me you laughed at me
I knew you were DARPA but I talked to you, i was being nice you mocked me insulted me laughed at me just like Yas Forums

I got mad because you said you wanted to be an artist and it's important to me, I'm sorry, I'm not with DARPA and I'm not a dataminer, I'm a loser gringo quien habla espanol en los estados unidos, cerca de washington d.c.

Please go and talk to a real person user. I feel very säd thinking of your mental illness.

now the half assed """"""""""""""apologies""""""""""""""" are starting to roll in, the darpa agent doesnt like when youre not in a """""""""""""""stable"""""""""""""" state becuase they cant use their internet machines to analyze your data
LIKE THE CASIE MOD ON DEUS EX
it works just like the casie mod on deus ex
they know your pheromones through the screen
we live in deus ex

>had meds for a few months
>actually worked
>all the bad thoughts just disappear, social anxiety disappears, felt like I was wearing a blindfold and took it off
>insurance runs out
>no mcjob I can get offers benefits
>can't afford to see a psych anymore
>meds run out
>adjusting to no meds is torture
>go back to how I was pre-treatment
It's been a year or so at this point. Constantly feel guilty, constantly feel like shit, think everything is wrong, feel tired as fuck and sleep too much, suicidal thoughts daily. If I lived in Europe and not burgerland I'd probably be able to afford treatment and would be a productive human by now.

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they talk to you like in a videogame, using the casioe mod from deus ex its the casie mod, what youre more likely to say, what you would respond best to, they use that, its just like deus ex

hey im a fucking freak and OCD has ruined my life for 15 years i hate you all

Please DM me on shitcord

no seas tan malo a mi, ya te dije lo siento pero lo ignorabas. lo siento mil veces si me hablas a mi de nuevo. yo te amo. nunca lo dejare de decir, mil veces te amo. te quiero. tu me importas a mi. quiero lo mejor para ti y espero que eres bien y tu vida esta bien y que eres feliz y tienes todo lo que quieres. te amo, tkm

podcasts? more like close contact to the darpa agents that is OP this person right here has a casie mod to know what to say, pressure you into talking more and more, datamining

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I have it worse than you so I hate you more

Im an agent nao? How peculiar

I might PM but talking over a mic is probably too much, it would have to just be text convo.

SHUT THE FUCK UP
yes, why else would you talk on discord eh? your podcasts are datamining, how big is the profile on anons now , doc?
server for anons? bullshit right there, its all a datamining

asukaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
pa k no me hablas, solo kiero decirte k te kiero es eso tan malooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Text is fine
I have no profiles on anons m8
We r simply talking

there are three agents on this thread
first obvious as fuck
this guy using ridiculous spanish to shame me by association

asuka te queremos mucho

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and this guy sven who called me a schizo first, to shame me into states that are more receptive to the casie mod but no
this is language manipulation

think of this? it's a redpill, why are these so called people who are interested on the mental well being of anons more often than not, female.
because as humans we trust females more in some levels. theyre taking advantage of that

>mfw now everytime i see a salvadoran flag on here i'm going to wonder if he's losing his shit about DARPA
i.4cdn.org/wsg/1586360672828.webm

no grites, lo siento. :( no se que me quieres decir
i only spoke spanish because i speak some spanish and i know you do cause of your flag and old friend was from el salvador and he taught me most of my spanish
do you want me to be nice? to be mean? to speak english? hablar castellano? tell me, or ill just really shut up but i dont wanna shut up if i can help talk to you or talk you through your probelms, you're another human being and have certain unlalienable rights and you deserve to be happy

>t. agent bruce
his casie mod is on social shaming, that means its failing to pick up anything
new to the job? working on the bugs? lol
this one, his casie mod is saying empathize
see the made up story trying to get closer, you're going to lose your job in DARPA and go to FEMA if you keep doing shit like that, youre pathetic as an agent

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I'm not taking advantage of anything
Im mentally ill myself

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Mental health is a made up pseudoscience that has as much ground as zodiac signs
When you come for a depression/adhd/anxiety medicine they don't take a single physiological test, they just ask a few questions and hand you receipt
Name 1 other medial field that tests absolutely nothing and give you prescription medication afterwards?

it was funnier without sound