My dad molested me. But he's not gay

Has it messed with your day to day life ?

i am not sure. Have some issues with my self esteem towards women, but dunno if thats the reason.

Yes. The first thing he told me is to not be silly, I should wrap my willy and practice safe sex. It was uneventful

A teen neighbor told me to come inside, and I thought my friends were in waiting for me so I agreed like a retard. But it was really dark inside and he started touching me and forcibly kissed me and I felt gross.
I was 9 at that time.

It could be user you may have trust issues . user you where rapped and need to seek some therapy . I hope your mental state of mind improves everyday .

I'm very sad to hear that user. I hope you've been able to process what happened and move on.

my house sitter/neighbor molested me for 3 years in elementary school
it fucked me up

Thats wholesome op your dad really loves you . go live yoir live and be happy . all dads want is for their sons to be happy

Wtf why are there so many gay pedos?

How are you know ?