Millennials of Yas Forums, tell me why you have no interest in getting a job

>With a car, you can go anywhere you want

shit dude, your only option is to either do that-- join the military or if you dont want to bother; just relocate to a different country where no one knows or cares who you are.

I have extreme anxiety bryond what normies call anxiety and get extreme fever extreme dizziness loss of corrdination. Feels like a mini stroke half of my left half of my body gets super weak my legt eye blurs more my left leg gets weak and the thigh muscles gets sore my left arm weak and muscle sore.
Extreme headaches can't focus firget shit bad.
Dics said could be actual brain inflammation or maybe severe middle ear problem or something else.
It makes me super retarded and awkward and like a personality change.
I AM one of those few that complain about shit that aren't bitching for nothing and it took my father years to stop mocking it.
It can't JUST be anxiety to cause all this shit where it blurs my eye and gives extreme headaches and dizziness.
Memory loss so bad I once forgot my name after waking up for hours. My brain is fucked up yet I used to be a mostly S and some B's student now in College when it gets bad I can't do shit. I tried for years.
Now I'm a neet with my Dad and praying a ton and seen the doctor countless times and got 2 MRI's 2 CATscans still can't find shit. SSID's have bad effects on me so I just do supplements even then not enough alot of times. I pray all the time for help from God and I get little respinse wtf do I do. Can't kms good chance there's a heaven and hell with all these demonic kike elite and their rituals.